I try to look away from you, afraid that the message will bounce back in the reflection of your eyes and burn me, but I cannot, I need to check something. I need to see if “you’re mine”.
I always struggle to understand the differences between men and women but fundamentally we are the same when all is said and done. We just behave differently for a while before the finale.
When a man touches your hand when you’re out, when he makes a joke at your expense, what he’s really saying is “She’s with me” when a woman wants to say, “He’s with me” she just says it.
Anyway, back to being yours. I’m looking at you, and I have a half smile because you’re answering my question, maybe you don’t even realise you’re doing it but I think you do.
I pull you close to me and whisper into your ear,
“Make love to me”.
I’ve never said that to anyone before and the sound of those words leaving my lips makes me gasp a little.
You take me by the hand and we leave the bar we’ve been drinking in for a few hours, the few drinks we’ve had, have made us brave and brazen, but now I’m not sure I know the difference between fucking and making love.
We walk slowly back to my house and our hands are joined loosely, our fingers talk to each other and make plans without us. Our minds are full of the answers to questions we haven’t asked, and by the time we arrive, we are ready, more than ready.
We drop to our knees just inside my front door our fingers explore each others faces tenderly. I’m not sure how long I can do tenderly but I’m enjoying it at this moment, more than I could tell you with words.
Our mouths are tentative and they sample each other while our eyes feed our hearts with a mutual understanding. Kissing you like this is exciting, it’s doing things to me that you will discover shortly, things I can’t wait to show you. I lead you up the stairs and strangely I feel nervous for the first time in your company, when we reach my bedroom, I know that this moment will sit fondly in my memory forever more. We delicately ha, not a word I am used to, remove each others clothes, we don’t look at each others bodies at this stage, as our eyes are making promises to one another.
We’re standing naked before each other and actually I’m shaking with the anticipation that we both feel. You kiss me on the lips so gently that there is almost electricity, you move to my neck, and after that “I’m yours”.
You are on my breasts now and your mouth is concealing my nipple as you suck it into you, I’m watching you and you’re eyes they still watch me, they look for approval.
You suck harder and a noise escapes my open mouth, watching you is like watching a painter create his masterpiece, the passion is apparent and you won’t be rushed, your fingers tweak each nipple as you suck and bite gently causing fresh juices to arrive and sit behind my closed pussy lips.
Slowly you move down my body, your tongue leaves, a trail across my tummy.
You’re on your knees now in front of me and my legs are weakening, as you get closer to the part of me that would cry out if it knew how. You use your fingers to part my pussy lips and I gasp because it’s exactly as I would have dreamt it, you moan as you slide two fingers into me and discover how soaked I am, how aroused you’ve made me.
I support myself using your shoulders as your tongue joins the party and my legs almost give way. My pussy is sopping now with your saliva and my juices combined the way they wanted to be since I asked you to make love to me, it occurs to me briefly that I’ve never had an orgasm while standing up and I wonder as I get nearer whether there will be a flood of juices pouring down my legs.
Your fingers dig deeper your tongue licks faster and your mouth sucks my clit harder as my body tenses and I hold my heavy breath in anticipation of the imminent arrival. I feel like I’m going to wet myself as your fingers rub on a place inside me and juices gush from me soaking you.
Your hands pull me tight to you and you do a fantastic job of lapping up your prize, you’re pleased with the noises I make, because you created them, they are your masterpiece.
You smile up at me, and I smile down at you, then you press your face to my stomach and just hold me while breathing hot breaths onto my skin, it’s the sweetest moment of my life so far.