I began playing online games quite by accident. I was checking for messages on Facebook when a friend invited me to play a game. It began quite innocently. After more than twenty years spent married to the same guy I thought my sex life had pretty much been bludgeoned to death by life. Just coping with repressing the urges was becoming troublesome and finding an outlet, difficult. I began making short comments in the online chats of the MMORGs I played, in response to the flirting that others were participating in. The responses made me feel good but they were nothing compared to what happened a few weeks ago and what led up to the day that I found heaven online.

I was just playing the game as per usual when I noticed this girl saying, ‘omg my pussy needs a cock so bad.’

The guys who were online were making fun of her, ‘Ohhh, I’ve got a big one here for u’, and saying derogatory things like, ‘bet she has crabs’.

I broke into the conversation and said, ‘maybe you would attract more guys if you said it differently.’ She didn’t respond; so I went on. ‘Seeing all these big strong guys in GC makes me feel aroused. I’m so lonely in the big bed all by myself.’ Of course my words began having the affect she desired, but guys started whispering to me instead of her. I went on, ‘You need to say things like, kiss the back of my neck. Whisper in my ear and be ready to catch me as my knees melt.’

One fellow replied, ‘I’m so horny’.

‘I have a huge dong’, was a whisper that I just ignored.

There was one whisper that literally sent a shiver down my spine. All he said in the first whisper was, ‘Kisses the lady’s hand’, but I was lost.

I just said, ’Well hello’ back but then he went on, ‘Kiss the back of your neck gently’. I don’t need to tell you I was actually having difficulty typing at this point. My fingers were clumsy and the words just would not come out.

‘Whisper in your ear how beautiful you are and I’m ready to catch you’ he said.

At this point I’m thinking, 'oh my god, oh my god, oh my god. Someone actually gets me!' It took me a minute to gather myself and reply, ‘Ummmmm. How do you know I’m beautiful? You’ve never seen me.’

‘We will have to change that than won’t we’, he said. I told him the chatting apps that I have and my id. He chose the one he uses and invited me to be his friend. We didn’t do much chatting that night as I had to get up early the next day for work but the next afternoon he was sending me texts. How has your day been? and other innocuous texts. I explained that I was lonely since hubby never paid much attention to me. He said that he loved my profile picture and that I really was beautiful. When I was chatting with him time seemed to stop and everything around me disappeared.

One afternoon I put water in a pot on the stove to boil and almost started a fire because I was so preoccupied chatting with my new friend.

After a few days of chatting with me using my id and he using his PaPlanet id I finally asked him what name I should call him. It seemed odd to be saying good night PP, without actually referring to him by name. He told me that his name was Paul.

One day he let it slip that he was a police officer. Oh my! I thought. Nothing is quite as sexy as a man in uniform to me. The images that went through my mind made it almost impossible for me to keep talking to him. I could almost feel his skin when I imagined running my hands down his bare chest under the reflective jacket that is part of the uniform.

And what if that was all he had on? I could barely think anymore I was so aroused.

He was texting to me ‘Are you okay? Did he walk in on you?’

I said that nothing had happened except I had lost my mind and couldn’t type.

‘What do you mean? You lost your mind?’

‘You make me so aroused I can’t think straight’ I replied.

‘Ahhh’ he wrote ‘I understand what you mean.’

‘Really?’ I responded. Thinking that maybe he was just making fun of me.

But then he responded. ‘Oh yes. I’m hard right now just knowing how you feel. So tell me’ he said. ‘What makes you cry with pleasure?’

‘Well. We started with you kissing the back of my neck didn’t we? Then you whispered in my ear.’

‘Oh yes. I remember very well. Can you remember what I whispered?’

‘You were ready to catch me when my knees melted. Something about how much you want to….’

‘Yes I do hun’ he wrote.

‘Wrap your arms around me from behind?’ I asked.

‘Holding you tightly as you fall; butterfly kisses on your neck; running my hands softly over your body. You turn your head so our lips gently touch. Run my hands over your smooth soft skin kissing you more passionately.’ There was a pause then he wrote ‘You okay hun?’

‘I’m just losing my mind. Hard to type when I’ve lost the ability to form a coherent thought’ I replied.

‘I’m finding it hard also babes. You taste so sweet; your lips so soft; kissing you harder pulling you nearer.’

‘Oh god! Wrapping my arms around you and turning to face you’ I replied.

‘Kissing across your shoulders and across the top of your chest’ he wrote.

‘Let me just take that off. Wouldn’t want to impede your progress’.

‘Let me help’ he wrote. ‘My shirt is getting in the way too.’

‘Mmmmmm’ I wrote. ‘Bare skin on bare skin.’

‘Kissing my way down to your stomach. Running my hands over your covered breasts’ he replied.

I sent him a picture of my breasts showing my bra and the bathrobe I was wearing.

‘Oh wow babes!’ he wrote.

‘They’re still covered’ I replied.

‘They were not any more hun. I couldn’t wait’ he wrote.

‘Lol. Love that impatience’ I wrote.

‘Can you blame me hun?’ he responded.

‘No’ I replied. ‘But this is our first date as it were. In RL I’d be putting your shirt back on and sending you on your way. Actually you wouldn’t have gotten my top off either. Teehee.’

‘Ok babes. Can we have cuddles then?’

I smiled to myself and wrote ‘Cuddles and kisses for sure’.

‘You have made me want to see you again so much.’

‘I was hoping for that reaction’ I replied.

He wrote back ‘That’s if you want to see me again, (hoping) come hug into me real tight.’

‘Hugs. And yes I want to talk again very much’ I replied while smiling to myself. I felt aroused but also satisfied that someone appreciated my body and mind.

‘I’m so pleased’ he responded. ‘Have loved talking to you as long as I have made you happy too. Thank you for the picture and I suppose I better return the compliment soon. Wish I was there. Want to hold you and kiss you and taste you again.’

‘I’m not going to say what I want to taste because that would be teasing’ was my response.

He replied ‘You don’t need to say hun. I think you can read my mind too. Mmmmmm. I can’t wait till we speak again.’

‘Good night sweetheart’ I wrote. ‘Till we talk again.’

END of Part One