Written by StillUndecided - For display by Lushstories ONLY

Things started quickly,
We jumped in real fast,
People thought me thick-ly,
Said it wouldn't last...

I refused to listen,
Didn't want to let them in,
Couldn't make their mission,
To make me give in and sin...

I thought if I tried my best,
And obeyed Your every rule,
I passed Your every test,
We would make it through the Yule...

But I felt for You,
And You felt for me,
Relationship for two,
I soon started to see...

I wasn't made to do this,
It didn't feel quite like bliss,
Fight a losing battle with myself,
And hurt you in the process...?

Now looking back and thinking,
After friendship and more hurting,
I've lost the person I knew,
Both in me and you...

I'm sorry for my madness,
I'm sorry for the pain,
I'm sorry for this whole mess,
I know now I'm insane...

So please come back and know,
Because I find it hard to show,
The right way that I need you,
Best friend or I'll be too blue...

I know I made it awkward,
Should be in a mental ward,
But you deserve a reward,
For seeing I was awkward...

I guess that I just miss you,
I think others do too,
So know I always was true,
And just how much I miss you...