You haven't a clue how deep you wounded me

The pain, the shame as your bloods eyes wander towards me

The looks of pity fill the room

Just wait until we say goodnight

My heart bruised and ego shattered

My anger filled my chest

My words filled my throat but could escape my sealed lips

Instead I laugh and boast, crack my fake smile

Just wait until we say goodnight

I find my peace later that night as we continue to laugh and play

Women walk by and stare, smile their wicked intent

Caress, fondle and use my body for their breast to rest

I think to myself with a smile, revenge is sweet

But the look on your face denies me that treat

Instead of anger or looks of spite

Your lips swell red and your breast heave with passion

You pull me in tight

Then look at me, kiss me

With a gleam your eyes say

Wait until we say, "Good night."