I tap on the window Hoping someone will hear me,

Hear my pleas that is

I need to get word to her

So that she'll understand

That I never meant to hurt her because

That was not apart of my plan

See I didn't know about you

Until after we did it,

Did the unthinkable and unforgettable act

That I surely can't and won't take back

He caressed my heart and soul

In a way that no man has ever done

So when I say I'm in love with a married man,

I shouldn't be shunned

I never knew about I screamed in my cage

Please run and tell her that it wasn't supposed to be this way

I'm crying something terribly now

Because she'll never understand

How, oh how, I could be in love with a married man

My heart aches that he's not by my side

Holding me, caressing me, loving me 

In between my thighs

His warm hands and a soft touch

And those beautiful kissable lips

And let's not forget about his 

Unforgettable pretty and succulent dick

Why I scream to the heavens,

Why can't he be mines

A voice spoke and said....

Because it's not your time

I let the words sink in as much as I hate it to

Because now I have to some heart healing to do

I curl up in a fetal position and continue to cry myself to sleep

Because now I know that he'll never be mine