I almost hate
hearing him say your name
Knowing,
he loved you
before he loved me.
Do you have an inkling,
a clue of what you did?
I see the hurt,
the pain you caused,
each time you cross his mind.
I try to erase your memory
But I can't,
you will always be there,
in the back of his mind.
I know it,
Can't change it
you made him what he is today.
Despite the pain,
you turned him into this spectacular man.
The man, I fell in love with.
So, while I hate you
I must say,
thank you.
Thank you for loving him
For leaving him
For tearing out his heart.
You shattered him,
even now, he bears the scars
of your lies and deceit
Did you know,
the damage you would do
when you walked away
from such a great man?
Thank you my dear
for not being the woman
he wanted you to be
for being everything he didn't need
Because of you,
he is everything
I've ever dreamed of
Because of you,
my happiness is real.
So thank you,
for being everything,
he didn't need.