Let the lover be.
Let her throw abandon to the wind.
spin you into the whirlpool.
Let orderly papers be knocked into oblivion.
The desk is needed for making love.
The cost of his loving is your entire life.
Pay it.
Heaven cannot be added on a spreadsheet.
What she gives freely is worth more than words.
Don't think, don't hesitate. Dive into her head first.
Your salvation depends on it.