She looks in the mirror wondering why

her deepest desires never come true.

Is she unattractive because of her size 

or maybe it's her personality?

She just doesn't know.

Maybe she should accept the opportunity offered 

but that just makes her sad 

because she knows deep in her heart 

that is not really her and honestly never really was.

Her thoughts drift to him.

He came into her life just recently,

now she waits nervously and excited 

to see him log on.

When they chat and play 

she cannot help but smile.

He is not hers and probably never will be 

But their time together sets her heart free.