You made me realize,
That I have been moving along,
As if on autopilot.
Following the crowd,
The flow of things.

Trying to live each day,
Trying to understand everything around me,
Yet failing to do so.

You made me realize,
That another day has passed,
A week, a month, a year.

What the hell did I do,
During each day?
Why can I not remember?

Can you help me?

Do people notice
Just how out of it
I really am?

Did you notice?

Or am I just so good
At being on autopilot, that
They can not tell the difference?

Take me back,
Please.
Time is moving far too fast.

I want to feel again.
I want to live,
I want to understand.

Will you help?

What the hell did I do,
During each day that passed?

I can not get it back.
I can not turn off the autopilot.
I can not fully feel,
I can not fully live,
And I can not fully understand...

What the hell am I doing,
During each day that passes me by?

Can I be saved?

Will you save me?
Will you help me feel again?