I hate feeling like I was never enough.

I always thought that your soul bled all over mine and we were forever intertwined. 

I'm weary of begging you to love me. 

 I don't care how bad it hurts.

You're always under my skin, it burns. 

I try to move on with someone new, 

my thoughts are forever on you. 

I close my eyes while I'm with him.

Struggling to compare him to you.

But your kiss is so lethal, this is an upheaval. 

I just want to breathe you in, suffocate myself within.

Please don't let me go so easily, I need you deep within me.

Like a drug, I could never get my fix.

Strung out on that love I'm delirious with it.

I know I can't keep going like this, it's maddening is what it is. 

I just can't endure anymore, my mind is exhausted from it all.

Just one kiss goodbye is what I need. 

So I can end my withering.

I feel like I'm slowly dying from within. 

I know my love is reeling and I can't just forget this prickly feeling.

So just end me once and for all, with one last kiss. 

Help me move on from all of this.

I'm sick from begging you to love me.