Confusion
Disillusion
Misconceptions
Delusions

Illusions to my eyes
Punishment and lies
I hold my head and sighed
Quite often I do cried

Weakness,
I can't abide it
Strength,
I will find it

For I cannot
Endure
Any
More

My heart aches
breaks
Shudders
Shakes

It's like
Devastation
From my heart
Evacuation

Running away
Coming back
How dare I move on
So attack

I dared and cared
When I did so you glared
Cause none else
Ever dared

But you must see
That's not fair on me
You confuse me
And defuse me

So I lay here and rest
My mind suggests
I cannot attest
I meant nothing, my heart rests.