Slowly, ever so slowly, did I open my guarded heart

scars, wounds, and hurts, you made just melt away

Cautious and scared but soothed by your dark arts

Trusting, losing myself in you and the deliciousness of our play

Oh the joy you brought, constant smiles, shuddering bliss

I gave you all, consumed in our lust and believing there more

No limits to expression, always shuddering to the succulent abyss

my life seemingly complete, pure love through my heart did roar

Eyes locked, souls touching, ever surging to greater heights

our joined screams as legs quiver with rewarding release

hearts aflame through ravenous feasting of surging delights

then pain, as slowly, ever so slowly, did your love cease

Growing hints, my heart noticing every little clue, but deny it I tried

Being nice while stubbornly clinging to the heaven you unveiled to me

she's just busy, her passion will come back, but sadly, your love had died

Screaming, then silent in disbelief, the paradise I'd sought was not to be

My mind foolish, my soul darkened, my heart so deceptively betrayed

True love a mirage, just sand pouring through my clenched fingers

ever aching for your touch, a smell, a taste, instant reminders of all I've paid

A desperate grasp but true love denied, the curse on my heart forever lingers