Don't you get it? I feel too much,
I jump too soon.
Even when I know
That the ground will hurt.
That there won't be water,
Nor will there be a soft bed
For me to land.
Even when I know,
You won't be there
To catch me when I reach
The end.
I will still jump,
Because you
Whispered sweet nothingness
That sounded like heaven.
Because your eyes
Seemed to pierce through me,
Hypnotized me and
controlled my actions.
Because the temptation,
The need to feel you,
To taste you
Was much too great.
It empowered my every senses,
Clouded my judgement.
I trust too much,
Too weak to resist.
That is my curse,
Because I fall
Knowing my only
Savior
Will be the ground.
I jump too soon.
Even when I know
That the ground will hurt.
That there won't be water,
Nor will there be a soft bed
For me to land.
Even when I know,
You won't be there
To catch me when I reach
The end.
I will still jump,
Because you
Whispered sweet nothingness
That sounded like heaven.
Because your eyes
Seemed to pierce through me,
Hypnotized me and
controlled my actions.
Because the temptation,
The need to feel you,
To taste you
Was much too great.
It empowered my every senses,
Clouded my judgement.
I trust too much,
Too weak to resist.
That is my curse,
Because I fall
Knowing my only
Savior
Will be the ground.