I wish I was stronger,

I wish I could forget about my fears.

I feel so close to you though we’ve never met in person.

I don’t know the sound of your voice, the taste of your lips or the feel of your touch,

but my desire couldn’t be any stronger.

I want to look into your eyes, feel your tender lips, and run my hands through your hair.

In my dreams I took the next flight to see you a hundred times,

I've imagined how you would smile at me, take me in your arms and kiss me.

I long for you like I never thought I could under these conditions,

and I hate myself for not having the strength to make my dreams come true.

Life taught me to be a fighter, but this time I am going to lose it all before it has begun.

Still, I've won so much by knowing you… and I don’t want to miss you in my life.

Yes, it is weird and it doesn’t make any sense in terms of future planning,

but feelings don’t look ahead or ask for a reason…they are just there.

What we have is something insane, but it feels so right with you.

In my dreams I listen to my heart and don't care about my mind.

I just take the risk and follow your spell.

I kiss your lips, feel your arms holding me and listen to your words, saying you won’t let me go...

But like every dream, it ends abruptly and I am left with this sweet vision of you and me...