I wonder if it’s ever really possible to love someone entirely.
To cover someone with the touch of your love
must take a lifetime.
To know every nook and cranny of our
endless maze, cauliflower brains.
Can you love something you’ll never truly discover?
And then they talk of souls as if they need a mate …
Boys have said they’d like to kiss me everywhere.
I roll my eyes
to such commitment thrown in passing
between the rush of kisses, the force of passion.
Don’t you know how big even the smallest adult is?
I imagine lovers failing to realise this.
The canvas in 3D must seem manageable.
Spread out. Laid down. Hung up on a wall.
Then tell me you will take the time to paint me love or red, or blue.
And I will tell you which corners and sides I will allow you to.
I want to consume you, make you an artist
hell-bent on perfecting the love of me.
No, you will not kiss me everywhere in passing passion,
but in slow dedication you may make me see beauty.
I know when I think of kissing you everywhere,
I plan to write you like one of my novels:
Planned with precision, carved out skeletons
down to every bone of you.
Every mole, every detail placed with purpose
because I know this is who you are: my love.
And I will approach you chapter by chapter, out of order and go over you again and again.
My first draft will be messy and take me many years;
The perfecting of loving you will do so again.
But you and I will learn so much.
I hope there will be things you’ve never experienced with anyone else.
I know when I place my lips and press upon you,
I am committed to writing every inch of you with love.
How else could I kiss you everywhere?
You grow every fortnight.
By the next full moon, your whole body will be
untouched by my lips.
Then I must begin again.