For the first time ever
I am completely alone
Hanging Christmas lights
Inside my empty home
My one true love
Did not love me back
I tried for years
Crying like a maniac
Remember when we met
Back when I was strong
Years before I heard
All the things that I do wrong?
Do you remember our song?
I can hear it now
Echoing off empty walls
The beat changing me somehow
Into only a memory
My soul outside its shell
I was once full of light
Now I put myself through hell
It is just as well
I do suppose
I am not someone special
That is how my story goes