Benighted is Theo dreams of fame and glory.
Now upon his life and career is a shroud of darkness.
My heart fears from him. My soul longs to save him. Now Theo mind, heart and soul lurk within the depth of a darkness that keeps him from the light of reality. How I wish I could appear in front of Theo to hold him strong? Does Theo care what he has done to himself and all those who care for him? I lingering lost in his trembling regrets of how he turn upside down his life and career. I extend my hand out to him, But Theo can not see or touch it. Depth of his darkness is now my fathomless need to go to him. Would my love spare and save his life from falling apart? The reflecting of sunlight coming through the window is now becomes a destitute light of lost dreams. Obscure is his knowledge of what is upon my heart and soul because of this. My dream has come to end. My desire and reason to dare love has been taken away from me. Depth of his darkness has now become my prison. I am now on the threshold of his dilemma of forever being locked away from my love and desire to share my body with him only. Did Theo fail to pause in his glorious life to see all he had and gain, before he chooses to throw it all away? Why is this killing me? What is it about Theo that makes want to kiss him death, yet kick his ass, till he falls upon his knee asking me forgiveness? He has fallen down. Now I want to rush to him and help up, so his dreams will not faded away. My love within my heart and soul is dying to find a way to reach him.