Darkness of Lust
Walking with no purpose. Endless sidewalks that hold no reasoning to why or what I am searching for. Nearer I feel to something that should be around the next corner is getting farther and farther from me. Waiting for something to hit me and wake me up from the endless wandering around, But My feet keep on walking and walking like I am forever lost within the abyss of nothing. How can this be? When will it come full circle? Entrance of shadows of haunting my insanity with voice that I can’t sake from my memories or heart and soul. Why do I hear this haunting voice in the dark calling out my name? When or when will I find this haunting call upon the winds of destiny? A single touch. A single glance is all I need. One single kiss would set soaring into a reality. Beneath this trembling flesh, I long to be alive, so can this haunting voice please, oh please show me some mercy and set me free to dare everything with it. No light. No substance I can touch. No air to breathe. Why is this darkness swirling around me like endless dance of nothing? What is it keeping me from seeing or finding? I hear you. I feel you. Damn I know this is something I must surrender too, But Its so damn far away from my reach or sight. The hallow touch of coldness is floating around me. The trickling of sorrow is weeping my longing lingering in the shadows for one single touch, one single kiss, why is this lost from reach? Face of mine has no reflection within the shadows of darkness. I am real Or I am dead wishing to be alive. What is this strange sensation my body feels, what is this tingling with my heart, how can my soul be jumping like a wild dance within me? I don’t get it. I turn and turn. Each time I walk, I feel something is lost to me that needs me to find it, But What is it? I pause.