Chaos consumes us - eats away our sin,
With love and passion comes the severest pain,
The type where someone is always going to get hurt.

The tide is going to pull you in
Push you close to drowning,
And fling you to the edge of safety.

We cant fight our destinies,
Our true selves always eventually catch up,
Bring us back.

Love can be illusion or a sweet intoxication,
But sometimes something real takes hold
There is no love without lust and no life without loss.

I found beauty in the ugly truth,
Where I thought it was tainted,
Seeing it now.

When everything might seem dismal and dim,
I am smiling,
Vague.

Love, can lift you up or tear you down,
But I'll jump, when it comes to you,
Always I will.

I can't constantly be afraid of shadows and storms,
Tomorrow, I'll shut out the past and live for the day at hand,
Today, I am finding something real.

If you knew the faded ghost in the mirror,
The dreams that are locked within,
Would you look into her eyes and know the search?

Tonight,
I am going to lose myself,
Lose myself in my darkened dreams