Blind sided by your actions 

Remember that this was so new

Overwhelmed by the whole thing

Keeping spirits up is hard

Emotions all over the place

Frozen in time

Reeling from the sudden loss 

In search of the reasons

Needing some answers

Exploring my mind for what was said

Disturbed by how shallow you were

Spiteful with me

Heartbroken now

Inspired to move on

Please give me a reason why it happened