Sometimes we laugh and everything is great, 
Other times it's silence and moods.
It's a crap shoot to try to relate,
I don't ever want to intrude.

I then feel like it's some how my fault,
You don't want to talk to me.
You put your feelings into a vault,
I just want to run and be free.

I sit here and wonder are you okay,
I smile and give you a kiss.
Everything is okay today,
We're back to loving bliss.

The sun is not shining today; now its gray,
It's like a game of roulette.
Sorry my darling not today,
Tomorrow might be better I bet.

It's really like a merry-go-round,
Loving you is all I want to do.
Some days are silence with no sounds,
I just have to see this through.

Other days life is grand,
Lots of love and affection.
I know this first hand,
Life is back to perfection.

I just like to rant about these things,
It's not easy sometimes.
I'll always be waiting in the wings,
Loving you is not really a crime.