For me, it wasn’t that easy. I wouldn’t say I had emotions for Kelly, I wasn’t in love with her, it was more of an aching yearning to touch her again but most of all my body needed her hands on it. I wanted her to touch me, kiss me, to make me feel what she had felt. I was dying to find out, but she simply refused.
Maybe the reason for her behaviour was Yves and his friends. He was a Frenchman in his early twenties who had too much money and too much time to spend it. His parents were super rich and so were those of his friends.
Yves had begun talking to Kelly at the beach one day and she had a crush on him within the hour. It was like if her boyfriend Greg did not exist. One of his friends came on to me but in the state of mind I was in, it was like talking to a zombie. I just nodded and stared into space thinking about Kelly.
Slowly I drifted away from the group. While Kelly went on Yves’ Jet Ski or had lunch on his parent’s boat, I stayed in my room or went to the pool. At night they would go out dancing but I watched the hotel’s show with my parents and Kelly’s. They asked me if we had had a fight and I said no, and that I didn’t feel like going out.
*****
On the sixth day, I had slept in and had breakfast by myself in the empty restaurant. As I was finishing my eggs and bacon Kelly sat down opposite me.
“Hey girl, what are you doing?” she said.
“What does it look like? What do you want?”
“Don’t be such a bitch, you know I love you, I am just worried.”
“Don’t be, go and play with Yves, I am sure he has some expensive toy to show you.”
Kelly picked up a linen napkin and began to fold and unfold it while we sat in silence. Then she sighed and said, “Okay, I know what is wrong with you.”
“What’s that?”
“You want me to do the same to you as you did to me.”
“Uhu-hu, yeah, did it take you this long to figure it out?”
She put the napkin away. “Look, what we did was fun, but it’s not for me. I like guys and the only reason I did it was because I thought it would help you get over it. I was wrong and I am sorry.”
“You weren’t wrong; it just so happens that I liked it.”
Her eyes widened and she said, “What? You are in love with me?”
I smiled at her. “No, silly, I am not. It’s hard to explain what I feel, but I think the closest thing would be, sexually attracted, meaning I want to do it again.”
She checked her new Gucci watch that Yves had given her. “Well, I got to go. It was a nice talk, I’ll see you later.”
“See, that’s exactly what I mean. You refuse to talk about it.”
“What is there to talk about? I guess you liked it more than I, end of story.”
“Bitch! How can you sit there and lie? You came, I made you come, I had your fucking juices on my face, and you liked it. Don’t lie to me.”
“Shh, shut up, the entire restaurant can hear you,” she said and stood up.
I looked around me. “Who, there is no one here?”
“You are nuts and I am going to leave now, okay, and I need you to get your shit together.”
She left and I was so angry that I thought about throwing my coffee cup to the floor. God, she was driving me crazy. Why couldn’t she just accept that she had liked it and that it had been cool?
I got up and stomped out of the restaurant and took the elevator to my room. When I walked in, my parents were there, getting ready for a day on the beach.
“Hi, honey. What are you up too?”
“Nothing, Dad, just leave me alone,” I said and marched into my bedroom where I closed to door.
I spent the rest of the day in there, either lying on my bed, walking back and forth or looking out of the window. I didn’t come down for lunch and the only time I went out was onto the balcony from where I had the misfortune of seeing Kelly, Yves and his friends on the boat moored off the beach.
I wondered if he had fucked her yet, and if so, had she sounded like when I slid my fingers in and out of her cunt and licked her clit. I was pretty sure he had because Kelly was easily impressed and had fallen head over heels for the guy. A couple of glasses of wine and she would be on her knees sucking his French cock faster than you could say baguette, and it was so unfair. She was supposed to lick my pussy and suck on my clit.
The more I thought about it the worse it became. Images started to form in my mind how they would look like in different positions. Obviously, I had no idea what kind of dick Yves had, but I knew how Kelly looked like naked. I saw her on her knees and elbows being fucked from behind, then in a missionary position with her legs around his waist. In another, she was riding him and her boobs bounced up and down.
God, Kelly’s boobs, they were so firm and perfectly round. I missed them; I had loved having them in my hands and slowly bouncing them up and down. Suddenly I realized I was moist. I slid my hand inside my shorts and when my finger past over my clit I shuddered. The thoughts of Kelly fucking had made me horny.
I got on my bed and took off my clothes. When I was naked I spread my legs a bit and pressed my palm against my cunt. The middle finger found my hole and I began to finger fuck myself. This was a first for me, but after seeing how Kelly had enjoyed it when I did it to her I wanted to try it. Normally, I just rubbed my clit until I came.
One finger became two and by the time the orgasm rushed over me and made me yelp I had three fingers sliding in and out of me.
I lay in the post-orgasmic bliss for a few minutes before I got up and took a quick shower. Then I dressed for dinner and went into the living room between the two bedrooms. My parents had left their beach things and a note. They had come back and if I wanted to join them and Kelly’s parents for drinks they would be in the main bar at seven.
My watch told me I would be fifteen minutes late. I gave myself a last look in the mirror and then picked up my purse and left.
“There she is, it is so nice of you to join us,” said my dad when I sat down at the table.
“That’s very funny, Dad.” I turned to Burt, Kelly’s dad, “where is Kelly?”
“Oh, I thought she told you. Yves has invited her for dinner and then I think they were meeting up with friends at a club.”
“I see.” At that moment the waiter came and without thinking I said, “a double vodka tonic, please, light on the tonic.”
“Jessy, what are you doing? You know we don’t approve of you drinking,” my mom scolded me.
“Please, Mom, it’s one drink, okay. It’s not like I am going to have to go to the hospital afterward.”
“She is right, let her enjoy her drink,” my dad said, and stroke my cheek.
“Thanks, Dad.”
I finished the drink quickly and when the show started and my parents concentrated on it I sneaked away and sat at the bar where I had several more drinks. The barman tried to talk to me but I ignored him, feeling gutted and frustrated over Kelly’s behaviour.
My dad found me two hours later and helped me up to the room before my mother saw what state I was in.
*****
There were only three days left before the end of the holidays and I lay by the pool reading a book and working on my suntan.
I usually don’t tan very well. I am either pale or red, there is no in between but for some strange reason and to my own happiness, this time, I had managed to become a little beige.
I hadn’t seen Kelly in over a day and wondered where she was, probably with Yves and his friends. I was about to turn over when I saw her walking towards me along the pool.
God, did she look good? She wore a red bikini and the colour of her skin was like cinnamon. Her long black hair flowed behind her and her boobs bounced seductively for every step.
“Hi,” she said when she reached me and had sat down on a sunbed next to mine.
“Hiya, what’s up?”
She sighed and reached for my drink and after sipping it she made a face. “What is this?”
“Grape juice.”
“Shit, I thought it was wine. I need a drink.”
Something was up, Kelly seemed nervous and her eyes were a bit red, like if she had been crying. She got up and walked the short distance to the pool bar and when she came back she held a shot glass in her hand. I could smell the Tequila from where I lay.
When she had drunk it she sat down again, rolling the empty glass between her palms.
“Jessy, I think Yves is seeing someone else, actually, I am sure of it.”
“Why do you think so?”
“Well, I didn’t see him this morning, then after lunch, he showed up on the beach where I was with some of his friends. I could swear he had lipstick on the collar of his shirt.”
“Okay and that makes you think he is cheating on you and it pisses you off?”
“Yeah! Of course, it does.”
I sat up and said, “You do realize you are cheating on Greg, right?”
“Well, it’s not the same is it?”
“Why not?”
“Because he is there and I am here, and he has no idea what is happening. Yves on the other hand, is here,with me, and still, sees someone else.”
“I think you are over reacting, anyway, all you have is a summer flirt, and it’s not like if you are getting married.”
She put the glass on the ground and laid down on the sunbed. I got a good look at the smooth curve of her pussy and how the bikini showed off her slit. I sighed and closed my eyes.
“God, I can feel him on me, his hands, and his lips. You know, he loves to eat me out before he fucks me,” said Kelly.
“Okay, that’s a bit more information than I wanted.”
She rolled over on her side so she was facing me. “You know, his cock is much bigger than Greg’s, it actually hurts a little when he sticks it in me, but he is such a good lover and he can go forever.”
My eyes flew open and I turned to her. “Are you doing this on purpose?”
Her face was blank. “What?”
“Torturing me with details about your sex life. You know how I feel and still, you go on and on about Yves and his cock.”
“Jesus, sorry Jessy, I didn’t realize you were still obsessed about that.”
I looked around and when I saw no one was close I moved a bit of my bikini to the side so Kelly got a good look at my swollen pussy lips. “You see that? It wants you; it wants you so bad that I play with myself on a daily basis, thinking about you touching me.”
“You need a doctor, a shrink,” she said and turned away.