Good morning Diary, 

My best friend Shaylin came over last night to hang out. Time got away from us and rather than drive twenty miles home, she stayed the night. We have no secrets between us, so I decided to confide in her as I have so many times before on these pages. 

A decision I made to stay home after high school and attend junior college has become challenging. My lust for a man is growing and I’m not sure if my mother would allow me to share my bed with a lover. I know my mother has incredible desires and a ferocious sex drive but, when it comes to me, I’m still treated like a child. If she ever knew the real issue, I am certain she wouldn’t approve.  

I told Shaylin about a month ago that I started hearing the sounds of my mother’s thundering orgasmic screeches. As I told her of the nightly hijinks, as if on cue, my mother began howling. Both of us started to giggle, the volume was unbelievable. Since Mom’s boyfriend Eric moved in, this has become a nightly occurrence. Then I confessed to Shaylin that when I hear them, I masturbate, fantasizing that Eric is fucking me. She said she understood and agreed that it certainly was arousing hearing the passion in the next room. 

We could clearly hear my mother’s roar, begging Eric to fuck her harder. This piqued our interest and Shaylin had an idea. Mom’s bedroom has a window facing the patio. The curtain in her room is rarely closed completely and from the correct angle, provides a clear view of her bed. Shaylin and I went outside and quietly positioned a lounge chair so we had a great view while we watched my mother writhe in a frenzy. This was the first time I spied on them. I was so nervous that we would get caught. What we saw was amazing. Eric had her on her hands and knees bent over, pulling her hair and fucking her like a dog. Shaylin loved what she saw and whispered that she understood how I could fantasize being taken by Eric. His dick was as big and beautiful as I imagined. 

After my mother was exhausted from multiple orgasms, the show was over. We quietly snuck back into my bedroom. Shaylin has been a house guest many times over the years. In the past when she spent the night, she always slept in the guest room. Last night she entered my room, stripped out of her clothes and climbed into my bed. She lay there naked, seductively staring at me. I didn’t know what to do. 

I know I’m not a lesbian, and was very apprehensive. Although we’ve always shared our most intimate thoughts and secrets, I never expected anything like this. After giving it some thought, I decided to join her in my bed. I put it in my mind that it was Eric I would be lying next to. I was wearing gym shorts and a t-shirt so it was easy to peel out them. I was nervous standing in front of Shaylin nude, but she made me feel relaxed as if this was an everyday occurrence. She held out her hand inviting me to lay next to her.  

As my body lowered into the bed, any apprehension I was having disappeared. We spent time holding one another, touching each other's bodies, feeling and exploring each other. Then she leaned into me and kissed me. Her lips opened and her tongue twisted around mine. I could feel her hand slide down my hip finding my clitoris. Her fingers pressed and brushed up and down. All I could imagine was Eric making me his. Shaylin’s lips broke free from mine. She kissed my neck then started to work her way down my body. As she passed over my breasts, I could feel her tongue graze my nipples. I shuddered with excitement. Then she continued down my stomach. Her fingers brushed my pubic hair exposing me and I felt a sensation like no other. She sucked my clit, flailing her tongue, working me into a spasm. Why isn’t this Eric? I called out his name. Finally, I pushed her back. The orgasm was so intense, I couldn’t let her continue. She was smiling, and seemed to be very pleased that she had her way with me. 

I lay quiet, my body still trembling from the furore created by Shaylin. She was stroking my hair, staring into my eyes. It felt it was only natural that I pleasure her in return. Without giving it a second thought, I mimicked the sucking action that Shaylin seemed to be proficient at. I made believe I was sucking Eric’s cock. Her sweet taste on my lips and tongue was new to me. It turned me on. When I heard her start to softly moan, I knew I was doing it the right way. Then, she let out a wail as she stiffened, lifting her hips off the bed, then her body went limp. I wondered if this is how it would be with Eric in my mouth. Could I take what he had? Then I thought, did my mother hear Shaylin come? If she did, she never let on. We held each other as we passed out in each other's arms. 

Early this morning, I felt Shaylin lift out of bed and dress. Without saying goodbye, she quietly let herself out. We will speak later on. In the meantime, I could hear my mother starting to blare out another round of bliss. Good God, Eric is a machine. One day soon I will have him, I just know it, I just don’t know how yet. 

I have to stop writing now. My need to satisfy my urge for Eric continues.