It was Neema’s skin that really attracted me to her. I had met her years before and she seemed nice enough, but as she was a colleague of my ex-wife, I hadn’t lingered over any thoughts about her. Then one day, I helped her as she struggled to get out of our very small car and I felt her upper arms. She was Guyanese, with fabulously dark skin that had a sort of sheen to it and felt like silk. And her upper arms were soft and nicely upholstered.
She was what might be called “formidable” and her body matched her personality: you wouldn’t mess with her for fear of getting a tongue-lashing, and she was solidly built, so she had a sort of imposing physical presence too. Not every man’s cup of tea, I know, but I find certain women of that type unaccountably sexy. Maybe it’s the fact that they seem able to look after themselves. Of course, there is a lot to be said for the waif-like, vulnerable little woman that men have been protecting and impressing for centuries, sweeping them off their feet and fucking them because those are the standard roles. But look at the female tennis players. Maybe some men would be intimidated by the sheer power of Serena Williams, but I would love to grapple with her in bed, and if she wanted to impose herself by sitting on my face, rubbing her crotch and her ass over me, I wouldn’t complain.
Neema wasn’t Serena, though. She was like Serena’s sedentary, slightly overweight older auntie. And now she had come into focus in my life after the departure of my wife, who had had a better offer from a friend of the family and left me to run the import business in Georgetown. Neema, meanwhile, had left the company.
Georgetown was a scary place to be for a white man. We were resented both for being foreigners and for the colour of our skin. I found the women very friendly and in general very sexy, but a nice atmosphere that had been cooking between me and one of them would be rudely shattered when one of their men arrived. I had made a couple of friends through the cricket club, because Guyana is on the Caribbean coast of South America and its players are eligible for the West Indies. And sport is a great breaker of boundaries, an environment where friendships are made through mutual respect for physical skill and instinct.
That was where Neema came back into my life, as it happens. I was playing for a club in the local league and she turned up one day to watch her brother play. With the brother as a kind of chaperon, I had been able to stand and talk to her for half an hour without the six-foot-plus hunks giving me the evil eye. We exchanged phone numbers and I sent her a message as soon as I got home. We arranged that she would come to the office after work the next day. I wasn’t even sure it was an actual date, but we could chat and take it from there.
As it turned out, there was definitely something in the air as we sat in office chairs and drank tea. It was the way we stuck to formalities and chatted about innocent, everyday matters. I was itching to make it less formal, more sociable, and I could tell she was too. Eventually, we agreed to meet the following evening at a business hotel nearby, the kind of place where odd couples could be found, thrown together by the demands of commerce. There were no intimate corner tables, no candles, and no cocktail piano tinkling in the background. Just a tidy, sterile room and a menu of bland hotel food.
We played it straight, too, relaxing a little but still rather stilted. Then I dropped the bombshell.
“I’m staying here, actually. My place is being treated for termites and I can’t stand all those chemicals, so I booked in here for a few days."
“Very nice,” Neema said, sensing a change in the agenda. “How’s your room?"
“Hotel-y," I replied. “Have you ever thought about the emotions hanging in the air in hotel rooms? A lot of loneliness, I imagine.”
“Fun too,” she countered. “People stay in hotels on holiday."
“Not this one,” I said. “It’s all business. Look at these people." I gestured to the rest of the room, where people sat in ones and twos and there was quiet conversation rather than animated chat. “It’s depressing,” I said in conclusion.
“My, you’re in a bad mood,” Neema said, patting my hand. “I thought you said you’d got over the separation.”
“I have,” I said. “That’s not an issue.”
“Girlfriends?” she asked. I shook my head.
“I don’t know if there’s anyone in Georgetown looking for someone like me,” I said, trying to sound cheerful but failing.
“If this place depresses you, come and stay at mine,” Neema offered. I looked at her doubtfully. “I’ve got room,” she said. “The girls are both gone to uni. You can stay the night and I’ll work on your psyche.”
“You a shrink?” I asked.
“Amateur psychologist,” she said with a smile. “You have to be when you have teenagers. Seriously. You need some TLC. I won’t force myself on you.”
“Promise?” I joked, a smile of gratitude and relief squeezing onto my face. I was frantically trying to assess whether this was indeed an offer made out of friendship or if she was opening a door. And if I got it wrong, it could be awkward and spoil things for the future. On the other hand, as I said before, Neema could look after herself.