Every day, my mom takes care of me as if I'm still a baby, washing, feeding, geting me out of bed. I can't do anything for myself, but I am adult. I have cerebral palsy, so I need help with everything, even to go to the toilet. As a result, I use a motorized wheelchair to move around at home. Mom does her best to take care of me. I work from home, as an IT consultant, writing software and fixing stuff. It's not the life I dreamed of as a kid, but it keeps me busy, and I earn enough to support both of us. I feel like I have a lot to be grateful for. I can talk, I can think and I have a great relationship with my mom.
Although she has a college degree, she has never had a career. My dad died when I was young, so it's been just the two of us ever since. She helps me out with everything, and she's my best friend. Every night we watch a movie on TCM, or some classic movie channel. We have dinner together every day and she cooks really great, delicious meals. She is a good cook, but I know that she would prefer to be able to work and do something for herself. But being a parent is a full time job, there is no off button.
My name is Jonas. Thirty-one years old, I am tall, thin, and I am in pretty good shape, all things considered. I can't walk or drive or leave the house without assistance. It's not easy to make friends when you can't walk up to someone to chat, but it is what it is. At least I have my mom. And a nice home. A beautiful house in the suburbs, with a swimming pool in the back yard. We have two cars parked in the garage, one of them is mine. The other one is my mom's. She drives me around town in her car, takes me places, to the doctor, the grocery store, or to a friend's place.
I am also a virgin. I'm thirty-one years old, and I've never been on a date, never made out with anyone, never even kissed a girl. But that's OK. I'm not bitter about it. I don't need a girlfriend, not really. When I was younger, I did try to ask girls out. But I'm shy, and I'm bad at talking to people. So I didn't have much luck getting dates. I guess I'm still a bit too awkward to attract women. But I've gotten used to being alone. I have an active social life online, playing games, chatting with people, watching movies and TV shows and listening to music. I have a lot of friends online.
So I can get by. Thankfully I'm able to jerk off in the privacy of my own room. I do it all the time. I love to watch porn, read erotic stories, and masturbate. I never had sex before, but I know what it's like to cum and I like it. It feels great. It helps me relieve stress and it's fun. And I still believe I can lose my virginity one day. I saw on the news once, this nurse in a care home was arrested for sucking the elderly men there. The poor thing... I'd hire her if she asked. She could give me a blow job every day for the rest of my life. What a dream!
Anyway. I play with myself a lot, and I have a lot of fantasies about having sex with a woman. I would like to meet some kinky woman who would want to fuck a disabled guy. I'm not ugly or anything, I'm just disabled. But I wouldn't want her to fuck me, just because I'm disabled, I'd like her to fall in love with me, thanks to my charming personality. What can I say? I'm very particular. I want the right girl, the perfect woman. When I was young, I thought that might be my mom. I know it sounds weird and maybe even gross. But she is so hot and sexy, with an amazing body, and a brain to match. And I love her more than anybody in the world. They sent me to a psychiatrist because of that, it helped me a lot. He helped me to accept my situation. And he helped me understand why I loved my mom. He told me it's OK to love her, and that she would always take good care of me. He also said I should never tell anyone that I want to date her, or I want to fuck her. Because I might scare her off. So I never did that. I have no desire to try. I don't want to make her feel uncomfortable.
But I do think she's hot. She is tall, thin, with long legs, and an amazing ass, with a nice waist. Do you know Hannah Waddingham? The actress from Ted Lasso? She looks like her. She is in her fifties, but still has great tits. I would love to see those tits, touch them, suck on them. I would like to lick her pussy, taste her juices, finger her to orgasm. But I know it will never happen. This is just a fantasy, a healthy fantasy according to Dr. Rosenberg. I often fantasize about how she would be as a lover. I wish I could ask her what it's like to be in bed with a man. Or maybe watch her get fucked by someone else. It would be so hot to watch a guy fucking my own mother. But how could that happen, without being weird? It's just a fantasy, don't kink shame me!
But let me tell you, I'm not a pervert. Don't get the wrong idea. I care for her, as a son cares for his mom too. I encourage her to date, find a good man, and have some fun. She dates casually every now and then. But she doesn't seem to have much luck. Last time, she tried an app, a dating app. It didn't work out at all. There was a man, a fifty-five year old guy. He seemed fantastic, but it was a scam! She loaned him some money, only 1000 dollars, but he never paid it back. This guy used a picture of a handsome guy, to create a fake profile. And my mom sent the money, thinking it was real.
I had to take care of the problem. I found out that this guy was using multiple profiles to scam women. So I set up a trap to catch him. First, I contacted his victims and offered my help. A few of them were willing to give me more information about him. I hacked into his laptop, and got even more info. Finally, I tracked down the real person who created the fake profile, and I found a lot of incriminating evidence on his computer. He is a thirty-eight-year-old guy, with a family in Australia. And you know what? The weirdo didn't browse any porn sites! What kind of creep does not watch porn?!
Anyway, I got all the evidence I needed. Then I called the cops. They were very happy to see me. They had been looking for this guy for a long time. I saved them a lot of work. I also made sure the victims got their money back. In total they owed more than ten grand. The police told me the guy was sentenced to prison. It felt so good to do something nice, to fix my mom's situation. She seemed really happy.