Me and Mom Part 1
Until I was about ten, and the birth of my brother mom and I had a good relationship. It was around this time she started to drink. When she was sober she was the mother I grew up knowing, but when she was drinking she could be mean and hateful. Mom wasn't ever physical with me but, her tongue was like a two edged sword. That sword often cut deep and could be painful. So our relationship for two years became less loving and more resentful as I fought back.
My granddad and grandmother on my dads side of the family owned a mid size working cattle ranch in Southeastern Arizona. Every summer my Aunt Emma's daughters and I would spend the summer there. The summer I turned 12 my Aunt Emma stayed at the ranch all summer because my Uncle Charles was career Navy, and his ship was deployed. As I pulled away from my mom my aunt had become, a buffer between mom and I. Really she became in a sense my second mom the rest of my life. I told her that I did not want to return home. My aunt talked with my grand parents, and my dad. So it was decided that I would stay to help granddad on the ranch and start high school at the end of summer. When I graduated from high school in 1962, I joined the Navy. This back ground is needed because it makes what happened between mom and me more strange than it already was. I was 21 when she and I had sex. I am 68 years old now and have spent 47 years trying to figure it out.
In 1962 while I was in boot camp my parents divorced. My dad's career took him to Nevada, and my mom moved back to Phoenix, Arizona when her sisters lived. The first four years I was in the Navy when I took leave I went to my dads, my aunts, or to the ranch. So I did not see or talk to my mom from age 12 to 21. I heard from my dad that she was still drinking when he visited my brother. In 1966, I decided to stay in the Navy. One of my mom's sisters came to San Diego on business. She had remained close to my dad, and knew my ship was home ported there and came to visit me. Aunt Tommie told me that my mom wanted to try and make amends with me, and ask if I would take leave and visit her. I had wanted to see my little brother but wasn't sure how Mom would react to it so, I decided to go see mom and Robert. On the drive to Phoenix, I had many second thoughts about the trip. The first night I spent with Aunt Tommie and Uncle Red. She told me mom wasn't drinking the way she had been and was a court recorder.
Next day I went to my mom's house. She was happy to see me and impressed seeing me in uniform. I had already made two cruises to Vietnam, and our destroyer had been on the gun line several times, dueling a few times with shore batteries, so I had a few service ribbons. Mom ask me about the Navy and was concerned my ship had been under enemy fire and hit once. Mom wanted to know what my job was. I said my rate was Gunners Mate Second Class, and my job was mount captain on one of the ships gun mounts. She was doing good, owned the small one bedroom house she lived in. She took a weeks vacation, and we spent a large deal of time talking. Mom was frank, saying that she had not wanted to have a baby, so she was depressed afterward. Said my dad wasn't terribly under standing, so she started to drink. She said she was sorry for the way she had treated me and ask me to forgive her. We had a good time.
Mom ask me if I would go out to dinner with her so some of her friends could meet me said she wanted show off her sailor. I told her I would go out with her If she would not drink, I did not want to go down that road. She promised she would not have anything to drink but tea.
Next night was Friday Aunt Tommie said she would baby sit Robert for the weekend. Mom was19 when she had me, so she was now 40. Mom had blonde shoulder length hair stood 5' 6", with an extremely good figure and I guess 38 C breasts, she was wearing a basic black dress that stopped just above her knees with some fringe on it, and it was low cut, so she was showing ample cleavage and lots of thighs when she sat down. Mom looked more like 30 than 40. I was surprised at how good she looked. As a kid, I had never thought about her as being pretty, but at 21, I realized she was a remarkably attractive woman.
We went to a steak house where we met her friends, 6 women and two of their husbands. They were all about the same age. I learned later they had met because they were in swingers club. After dinner, we all went to the bar that was owned by Aunt Tommie and Uncle Red. We finished the night out there dancing and having a good time with her friends. Mom and I went home about midnight.
After getting home, we talked for awhile, then she made up the sofa-bed for me. She turned the living room light out. I told her I was going to watch TV for a little bit. She thanked me for a lovely night kissed me and went into her bedroom. I waited until things were quite in her room. When I was not on the ship or in a barracks, I slept nude. Thinking she had gone to bed I stripped and got under the sheet.
About twenty minutes later I heard mom's bedroom door open, it opened into the kitchen, I heard the refrigerator open and close. Mom said from the kitchen, " I was good all night would you like to drank one beer with me?" My first thought was oh no, but she had kept her promise, so I said ok, " I will drink one with you."
Walking into the living room she had on an old thin white T-shirt that just did cover her pussy. The back light of the TV allowed me to realize she was naked, and I was able to make out details of her breast, nipples and see that her pubic mound was shaved under the T-shirt.
Mom had always worn T-shirts to slept in. I had seen my mother nude only once when I was a kid. We lived in a double wide trailer the bath room was down a short hallway from my bedroom next to my parents bedroom. One night I went to the bathroom. Just as I reached for the door handle my parents door opened and out stepped my mom nude. I am not sure who was more surprised, she made no attempt to hide her self. Then she chewed me out for being there as if I had been waiting all night so I could see her naked.
Handing me a beer she set on the end of the sofa-bed leaning back against the arm, one foot was on the floor, and the other was on the sofa-bed with her knee bent. Causing the T-shirt to slid up several inches.