I will admit I was a naive 18 year old who knew very little about things sexual. I had never masturbated, didn't even know what ejaculating was. I thought it was something that happened when you were with a girl preparing to make babies.
I was with my first girlfriend, Abigail, and it was the first time we kissed, and we made out a bit, she let me feel her breasts and her butt over her clothes. It was my first time, and the thrill made me hard as a rock. But we went no further.
When I got home from her house, my erection had receded, but my balls ached like crazy. I'd never felt anything like this before, and I was concerned. I was worried that maybe I should go to the emergency room. My mom was going to be home soon from the hospital. She is a nurse, and I wondered whether it would be worth the embarrassment to tell her what was going on.
When she got home, I asked her, "Mom, I've got a little physical issue that you might be able to tell me something about. I don't know if I need to go to the ER.'
She said, "Oh, honey what's wrong, you do look very worried?"
"Well, it's kinda embarrassing, I was worried about telling you."
"Oh, please, you know you can tell me anything on your mind. You've got me concerned now."
"Well, it's between my legs, down there..."
"You're genitals? What's the problem?"
I was a little perturbed to hear my mom refer to my genitals. "It's my balls, they ache like crazy."
"How long?"
"Started about an hour ago when I got home."
"Why don't I take a look."
"A look?"
"Yes", she sat down on the couch, "Come here and pull down your pants and underwear."
"Mom, that's, well, it's...", I blushed.
"Come on, I'm a nurse, do this all the time. Nothing you should be embarrassed about."
I walked over, undid my pants and let them drop to the floor, I hesitated a bit before lowering my boxers so the waistband was just below my privates.
Mom reached over and with her right hand began feeling around my testicles. I was looking away, hugely embarrassed at being touched by my mother this way.
After a couple minutes she said, "Hmm, nothing seems to be abnormal here, anything I should be aware of, did you fall or have an accident or something, please tell me the truth, I'm worried, now."
"No, nothing out of the ordinary."
She was silent for a second, then said, "Hm, there's something here, you're glistening."
"What do you mean?"
"Look down."
I reluctantly did, looking down at myself, seeing Mom's hand holding my balls.
She took the thumb of her free hand and rubbed it on the tip of my penis. "You have some sort of discharge here." She took her thumb and put it under her nose and sniffed it. "Hmmm, this is semen."
I turned beet red. "What!"
"It's OK, Steven. Have you been, you know, playing with yourself today?"
"Playing..., no I don't even know what you mean?"
"Tell me the truth Steven, you have either been masturbating or you were with somebody. It's OK, tell me."
"Well, I was with my girlfriend, Abigail."
"Aha, and what did you guys do?"
"Mom, come on..."
"I imagine the two of you were, what term do you kids use these days, 'making out', or something?"
"Well, yeah...I guess." I couldn't believe I was having this conversation with my mom, especially while she was still holding my balls.
She laughed, "Nothing to worry about, Steven. This a classic case of 'blue balls', to use the vernacular. It's what happens when you get sexually aroused but don't ejaculate. The semen was expecting to come out, and you're sore because it didn't."
"So, well....."
"Son, this is going to sound like a strange instruction from your mom, but you should go to your room and masturbate to get the tension out."
"Mastur...but I've never..."
"You're 18 and you've never done it yourself?"
"Well, I don't know how, I've never thought about it."
"Don't know how? That's strange, I feel like a bad mom for never having taught you about this. Do you want me to instruct you? Don't be embarrassed, I'm a nurse, this kind of thing doesn't bother me, and will be highly beneficial to you."
"I don't know, is it OK?"
"I'm happy to educate you, why don't you take off your clothes."
She noticed my bewildered look, she said, "Oh, please, I see naked men every day. Don't be embarrassed, get undressed."
I reluctantly removed my clothes and stood there naked in the living room.
"Ok, let's go in the hallway where the mirror is, that way as I show, you can look." She stood up, took my hand and led me to the hallway. She stood me in front of the mirror. "Oh, I forgot, we'll need something else."
She walked back towards the kitchen. I caught a glimpse of my nude body in the mirror and felt very self-conscious. She came back with a chair and placed it about two feet from the mirror and sat down. She also had a bottle of hand lotion. She patted her left thigh.
"Come sit right here."
"Mom, I feel really weird, all naked like this in the hallway...in front of you, it's just too weird."
"Oh, honey, it's OK, are you just embarrassed being naked like that? Maybe it would make you less self conscious if I took of my clothes too?", she said with a mischievous wink.
"Oh, mom, I couldn't ask that. You're my mother."
"It's ok, turn around while I undress, I don't want you watching me undress."
I did as she told me, and could hear the sounds of her removing her nurse's scrubs. She moved to the chair and sat down. "OK, Steven, come over here and have a seat on my lap, I hope you're more comfortable now."
I turned and walked back towards, trying, but unable not to, look at her naked body. At 45, she took very good care of herself. My eyes involuntarily inspected her from head to toe. She had a nice flat stomach and nice firm little breasts, like peaches, with small dark nipples. I also noted she had no hair, you know, down there. Mom laughed, noticing how I was blushing and fumbling.
"Steven, is this the first time you've ever seen a naked woman?"
I blushed even more, "Um, yeah, it is.."
"Oh, my son is so inexperienced, that's ok, you'll see alot of naked women who are not your mom as you get older! Now have a seat."
I sat on her lap.