It had been more than a decade since my big sister and I had sex.
We'd evolved from her getting naked and me looking at her masturbating while I watched.
Eventually, that escalated and she was using me to masturbate. Soon, my cock was inside her.
In the years since we'd been separated by life and work, we'd never spoken about the sex. More and more though, my mind wandered and also wondered. Did she think about it like I did? Had she spent the time watching incest porn or dreaming of what we'd done together the way I had?
We were both married now so opportunities and lives had changed.
I took a chance and wrote her a long letter. In the letter, I asked if she'd remembered those nights we shared. I also asked if she ever thought about what might happen if we were alone together again today. I added, "If this is something you'd just as soon forget, don't write me back and I will never bring it up again." I had a business trip coming up to her part of the country so that was the opportunity. I told her that if she also thought about and missed our time together that I would leave her a key to my hotel room.
I waited and finally, I received an email back from my big sister. It wasn't a long letter but it contained the request I was hoping that it might.
"Leave the key," she said.
Back in the day, I had been the younger one and more passive. I let her do as much as she wanted before I really started asserting myself. Now I felt like maybe I had some leverage.
After checking into the hotel, I wrote a note to insert in the envelope that I put the room key in. The letter said, "When you reach my room I have left the TV on so that you have some light. Undress and get into the bed on the side facing the window. Text me and I will be there within five minutes."
I was waiting in the hotel restaurant and I could feel myself shaking with anticipation, nerves and adrenaline. Once my phone chirped I signed off on my tab and headed for the elevator.
Once I scanned my room key and the latch clicked I entered the still darkened room. The ambient light from the television was the only illumination. I could see the outline of my sister's body on the window side of the bed.
I didn't speak a word but I slowly began to undress myself. I hung up my clothing in the privacy of the closet. I wrapped myself in a bath towel and moved to the bed and slipped beneath the covers. At first, I lay on my back. As I rolled onto my left side I could see my sister's beautiful profile against the lights below and from the TV. As I reached my hand towards her beneath the blankets my first sensation was the warmth of her right hip. I flattened my palm against her skin and slid it across to her stomach. No clothing hindered my progress. She was warm and smooth. I could hear her breathing now and I'm pretty certain that she could hear mine.
I shifted my body closer and could feel the heat emanating from her skin. I moved my hand up to her left breast and felt her nipple as hard as a rock. I did keep my room ice cold which may have helped. I moved the blankets off her chest and leaned down and licked both of her nipples while listening to her gasp. My sister's tits were a marvel to me. They were round and perfect. Her nipples were crimson red set against her pale white skin. I'd spent so much time with them through the years that if needed, I could find them in the dark.