I’ve had a few messages about this series, mostly queries or requests about upcoming stories. Perhaps the most common is whether I’ll write about the biggest cock I’ve ever had. Don’t worry—I will get to that in due course, and believe me when I say it’s a doozy. But I’m going to sit on that one for now (so to speak), and instead I’ll share the story of the biggest dick I’ve ever fucked.
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So: not the biggest cock, but the biggest dick, by which I mean the douchiest asshole whose manifest flaws I managed to look past for the sake of sex. His name was Roland, and his cock was perfectly lovely—somewhere over six inches, slim, and with a wicked curve. The only problem with that cock was the dick it was attached to. Roland was an aspiring actor and model and was quite possibly the most beautiful man I’ve ever encountered in real life. Think: young Rob Lowe, but even prettier, with dark eyes and perfect cheekbones, pillowy lips, and the kind of body one imagines was developed in a lab with the express purpose of getting men hard and women wet.
I met Roland while I was working my first job out of university. I’d been hired at a medium-sized talent agency. My double major in English and commerce was my ticket in: commerce got me the interview, English got me the job. They needed someone who could write proper sentences to compose and edit publicity briefs, talent bios, press releases, and so on. It was tedious work, but it was a paying job, and it put me in proximity of a lot of good-looking people. Not all of them were the talent: my boss Fred was a failed actor turned agent, a tall fit man of indeterminate race who wore his pants slightly too tight. Alas, he was married and very hetero. My best friend in the office was Naomi, a Jewish girl of the sort I’ve always found irresistible: curly hair, glasses, dusky skin, and amazing breasts. We flirted outrageously, and she made no bones about the fact that she found me attractive, and also that she was devoted to her boyfriend. But she loved to hear the tales of my sexual escapades, which I recounted to her often over drinks. Hearing me talk about fucking men and getting fucked was a massive turn-on for her, and more than once she drunkenly said that if ever she was single she wanted to slide between me and some other guy.
(That, sadly, never happened. She married the boyfriend, and last I heard they’ve got four children.)
We bonded over many things in the job, but there was nothing we were more sympatico on than our loathing of Roland. Roland was at that point a model, but wanted to break into acting, and Fred was determined to help him. He was supposed to be the agency’s golden ticket: Fred was convinced he’d be the Next Big Thing who would mint money for the agency as well as raising its profile. Naomi and I were sceptical: though we hated ourselves for finding him so attractive, we’d watching his audition tapes, and he was terrible. Wooden, dull, and above all dumb. Not a thought in his pretty little head.
Thing was, he was convinced of his brilliance, and he already acted like he was an A-lister. He was haughty, dismissive, and was by turns condescending and nasty to the office staff, all of whom he treated like the help. And from what we learned, he couldn’t take criticism—both getting snippy at it, but also baffled. So convinced of his overweening talent, he couldn’t grasp what was being told to him. Fred hired a succession of vocal and acting coaches, all of whom threw up their hands in frustration.
“He can’t even get laid half the time,” Naomi confided to me one evening, the vodka tonics slurring her voice. “That’s what I hear. Drunk women throw themselves at him, and go home with him, but if they sober up enough to actually listen to him speak… it must be like ice water on the crotch. So many women either book it out of there before anything happens or are all like, ‘Can we just cuddle?’”
I’d heard he liked men too, but in the few times I’d spoken with him I got nothing—no sense that he’d even registered my presence, never mind the usual subtle appraising glance I was accustomed to.
Then one night we had an office Christmas party. Fred splurged to rent out a fancy local bar, inviting all our current as well as prospective clients. It was a fun night; I got chatted up by a handful of men and women, thought it was all just flirtation that ended abruptly when people realized I wasn’t an actor, model, or someone in the agency with clout. Sad to say, being just a notch above office gofer wasn’t much of a panty-loosener or a boner-maker. Certainly not in that industry, which is one of the reasons I didn’t stick with that job for long.
I improbably ended up at a table with Naomi, a few of our co-workers, a matronly woman who had played mothers on several sitcoms… and Roland. Why he deigned to sit with us, I don’t know. Nobody at the table was overly pleased to have him there, as he was going on and on about his favourite topic—himself. It was late in the evening. Everybody was a bit drunk, tired, and starting to think of how to extricate from the table to go home. I myself was waiting for a long enough pause in Roland’s story about his latest modelling excursion to the Cayman Islands so I could stand up and take my leave. I thought I had it when he broke off to down the dregs of his drink. Before I could move, he slammed the glass down on the table and declared, “I need to get laid! Who’s coming home with me?”
Now he had our attention. He looked around the table once, and then again, finally coming to rest looking at me.
“You!” he said. “You’re cute. You like men, right?”
Dumbly, I nodded. Out of the corner of my eye, I caught Naomi staring at me in horror.
Roland stood, a trifle unsteadily. “Come, then.”
Part of my mind was screaming at me to tell him to go and fuck himself, but the truth of the matter is that I was drunk and horny and my cock had hardened to half-mast the moment he looked at me. I glanced at Naomi as I rose and shrugged apologetically. Her mouth thinned, but I also caught an amused glint in her eye. She shook her head, absolving me, but I knew I’d catch hell from her.
I also knew she’d want to know every last detail.
Roland was waiting for me at the coat check. He looked me up and down as I approached, his expression appraising. Though he didn’t say anything, his expression said, You’ll do.
Which was both humiliating and exciting.
He didn’t speak as we took a cab to his apartment, but stared out the sleet-streaked window. It didn’t even seem like he was aware of my presence. I was half expecting him to exit the cab and leave me to pay for it, but he paid—and tipped badly. The cabbie gave me a look, and again I found myself shrugging in wordless apology.
Roland’s apartment was nice, clean, and small. But it was more stylishly decorated than I could afford, and was pretty much a shrine to his own beauty—framed black and white images of some of his photo shoots decorated the walls, all of them showing him in various stages of undress. My cock, which had softened in the cab, hardened again at the thought of not just seeing that body for real, but touching it.
He paused in the middle of his apartment and turned to me. “Like what you see?” he asked.
I nodded. He smirked.
“Well then. Let’s do this, shall we?”
Without preamble, he untucked his tight-fitting button-down shirt and pulled it over his head. He then unbuckled his belt, undid his pants and slid them off, underwear and all, standing in front of me totally naked. It had taken just a few seconds, before I could say anything or get a grasp on what was he was doing. Suddenly there he was—not so much a Greek god, perhaps, as the kind of beautiful youth who made the Greek gods lose their shit. This was the kind of physical perfection that would distract Zeus from his usual obsession with nymphs.