It had seemed a good idea to hitch a lift into Bristol at the time, as Doctor Moffatt was driving in that direction. It’s not as though he would have had a full night in his own bed anyway, roused at the break of dawn to trundle around the countryside in unreliable buses.
This way he would have to spend the night at the railway station, but at least he would not risk arriving late back at base. Also, instead of creeping out at dead of night, he had he enjoyed a proper high tea with his family before leaving.
The doctor had dropped him off near Old Market at dusk with a cheerful wave, and he had in his mind the plan of cutting across to Victoria Street and on to Templemeads Station. Somehow in the growing dark, he’d gone the wrong way and ended up in bombed out Broadmead. As he trudged through the broken shopping streets, he tried to keep himself cheerful with thoughts of his family.
His father proudly showing him the garden vegetable plot and how he had improved the Anderson shelter. His mother, a little thinner and more tired looking but thrilled to have him home, evidently having saved her ration coupons to feed him up. Him teasing his sister about her Land Girls overalls and telling her she looked like a farmer. All that brightness seemed to steal from him, as he trudged through the desolate streets in the dark.
It didn’t help that this was recognisable territory from many a shopping expedition. He could picture some of the older buildings, crooked and quaint like something painted on a Christmas card. Now all ruins.
Despite the fact that the street had been long cleared, the rubble in tidy heaps where substantial shops had stood, he felt overwhelmed by the sadness and waste of it all. This bloody war, he thought angrily. He stopped, disoriented and dizzy.
He became aware of the tap, tap, tap of high-heeled shoes behind him.
“Are you alright, dearie?” Like the footsteps, the voice was unmistakably female. Not young, not old, but full of the homely warmth of the local accent.
He turned to face her, seeing only a dim shape in the blackness.
“Yes, it’s just...” he stopped, his hand making a helpless gesture that she could not see.
Somehow, she understood.
“Poor old Bristol,” she said softly, and then more briskly, “Where are you heading to, soldier?”
He explained about taking the wrong turning and wanting to get to the station. Although he was not really lost, he was glad when she said that she was going in that direction. She took command, grasping his hand and leading the way. The warmth of her touch gave him momentum, like an airman being pulled along by his parachute as he drifted along in her purposeful wake.