Isla jolted awake as the train announcer started speaking. It announced the next stop as Zaragoza, first in Spanish, then in English. Rubbing her eyes, she started to gather up her phrasebook, map, knit hat, and other belongings that had made their way out of her bag on the 1.5-hour ride from Madrid. Looking out the window she was shocked to see a layer of snow covering the buildings as they pulled into the station. This January was the coldest on record, but snow was fairly uncommon in this part of Spain, even when the temperature dipped.
The train glided to a stop in the station and she moved with the others to the exits. Stepping off of the train, she had the same feeling as stepping off the plane in Madrid. This was so right and yet so wrong. She had been looking forward to this trip for years since she first fell in love with the dark and mysterious works of Francisco Goya. His work spoke to her on a level she didn’t understand and she wanted to know everything about him. He was the artist that inspired her to major in Art History at the university.
But she never imagined she’d be making this trip without Thomas, her boyfriend, that she met their very first week at a freshman mixer. He was everything she wanted in a boyfriend. Majoring in aerospace engineering but looking like he walked out of a catalog, he was, what her friends called the total package.
They had been together for two years. He was smart and gorgeous. She was so happy and felt lucky to be with him, that she ignored his constant belittling of her degree, her future, and her artistic pursuits. They had booked this trip together so that they could see some of the world together. But after a huge fight last week that there was no coming back from, here she was, halfway across the world and completely alone.
She stood on the platform lost in thought as she took in the magnificent station. This was clearly a town made for artists she thought, as she admired the beautiful geometric skylights patterned over the roof. Frost had turned the simple panes of glass into a kaleidoscope of ice crystals that looked painted on by a master artist.
Isla stayed that way for a few minutes, lost in the triangular skylights, before snapping out of it to look back down at her map. It was a little over three kilometers to Hotel Tibur and she wanted to check in before sundown. Hoisting her backpack and pulling down her teal knit hat, she started off in the direction of the exit, her blonde braids bouncing behind her.
The streets passed quickly and she tried not to get overwhelmed by the sights and the sounds assaulting her senses. Spices from tapas restaurants, the cold breeze from the Ebro river, and the bells chiming from little shops that lined the busy streets seemed to call out to her, beckoning her to explore this small corner of the world. Isla studiously ignored them, promising herself that she would have time to explore later.
She stopped dead when she rounded the corner and found herself staring at the base of Basílica de Nuestra Señora del Pilar. She allowed herself to gape at the breathtaking building for a full ten minutes before she could bring herself to move. This building had been made over in many artistic styles from Gothic to Baroque and is home to some incredible frescoes from Goya himself. She stared longingly at the heavy bronze doors, already closed for the evening, before finally moving on to her destination down the road.
Luckily, Hotel Tibur was close enough to the basilica that stepping out on her balcony, she could see the lightly snow-covered peaks of the towers as the sun went down over the river. She let the happiness of the view sink in and drown out the sadness she felt as she unpacked into her private, but very lonely room. She let her mind wander into a fantasy of meeting a strange man at a coffee shop. He would fall instantly in love with her and convinced her to move to Spain and pursue all her dreams. Naturally, he would be a painter and she his muse. She drifted off to sleep thinking how amazing their life would be.
The next morning she woke up shivering from a fairly erotic dream of that phantom lover and felt the loneliness stab at her again. Although the sex had never been great, at least not compared to the stories her friends told, she was still missing Thomas. She lamented the fact that she could have been waking up to his warm and potentially naked body instead of to the cold sunlight pouring in her window.
She tried to drive the thoughts of him from her mind by admiring the sunlight and the ice paintings on her window. These are the simple beauties in the world he didn’t appreciate. She focused on her plans for the day as she got ready to head down to the cafe. It was still cold enough for ice, so she wrapped her scarf tightly around her neck as she went down the stairs. She decided most of the day would be dedicated to exploring the Goya Museum and that she would save the Basilica for tomorrow.
Breakfast was quick as her eagerness overtook her and the loneliness was quickly replaced with unbridled excitement. She had three whole days to explore the city doing whatever she wanted. It was such a short trip she wanted to make every moment count. Pouring an extra cup of coffee into a to-go cup, she headed towards the river.
She wanted to take a few pictures from the bridge before going inside the museum. Following the road to Puente de Piedra, she took out her camera to capture the slow-moving waters of the Ebro, the majestic lions guarding the bridge, and the Basilica from the observation outcroppings on the bridge. From the edges of the bridge, the Basilica looked even more incredible, with light filtering through each of the gaps in the towers.
Isla realized she didn’t want to wait until tomorrow to see the frescos in the Basilica. It was a sunny, cloudless sky, perfect for capturing images of the sun penetrating the windows and illuminating the dark church. Returning her camera to her bag she crossed back over the bridge, admiring the stonework that had endured threats from nature and men since the 15th century. She was again struck by the fact that everything in Europe seemed so old, with so many stories to tell.
On the other side of the river, she entered the hushed interior of the Basilica and was almost paralyzed by awe. There were twelve pillars supporting the main structure, each topped with a dome. Each pillar had its own side chapel off of it dedicated to an individual saint.
But the main altar was breathtaking in its complexity. Golds and whites were interwoven with the stonework in the apse behind the main altar. Each individual statue and carving added to this indescribable sight that reached all the way to the ceiling, lit from above by an oculus that let the brilliant sunlight in. The effect was dazzling as it glinted off the gold of the halos.
“Es magnífico” Someone whispered behind her.
“Oh yes….” Isla muttered unable to take her eyes away from the carvings, paints, and statuary. It was the first time in her life she felt completely dumbstruck.
A laugh like bells chiming sounded from over her shoulder and startled her out of her trance. She turned around to see a stunning woman standing in front of her, holding a camera. She looked to be about thirty years old. Her hair was like black velvet and fell to nearly her waist. Red lips accentuated her skin incredibly pale skin and highlighted the brightest blue eyes she’s ever seen in a human being. It was like looking into the eyes of a husky dog or wolf. Delicate gold chains hung from her neck and disappeared into the V neck of a tight black sweater that accentuated her perfect hourglass figure.
She found herself staring again, and this time it wasn’t at the sculptures. This woman looked like she just walked out of a piece of artwork. Beautiful and effortless with a smile that said you would never know all her secrets. A real-life Mona Lisa.
“American?”
Isla flushed and responded begrudgingly, “Yes, but I am fluent in Spanish, I just got a little caught up.”
She gestured to the altar and church as a whole and the other woman nodded solemnly. She spoke with a slight accent but it sounded more French than Spanish.
“Is this your first time? It is always magnificent, but the first time can be a bit overwhelming for anyone.”
Isla nodded. She did feel a bit dizzy. The woman stepped closer and reached out her hand to steady her. Isla was overwhelmed by the woman’s perfume, which smelled heady and rich, like the incense in an ancient temple. Her hand was warm through Isla’s jacket.
“I think you should sit down, you don’t look very steady.” She smiled and lead Isla over to a bench in one of the smaller chapels. As Isla caught reoriented herself, she noticed the woman’s hands were playing gently with the bright strings trailing from her scarf. Isla was very intrigued by everything, from the way she was dressed to what she was doing here. It was a little embarrassing to her to be this fascinated by a stranger.
“Such bright colors….. I’m sorry my name is Chloe. It is nice to meet you….”
She trailed off and Isla provided her own name in a very quiet voice.
“Ah, a beautiful island. Although, no man is an island, entire of itself.” Chloe said.
“Never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee. John Donne” Isla replied with a smile. With a name that means island in Spanish, she had heard the poem many times.
“Well done. Next, you will tell me you are here for the art and not the religious experience” Chloe responded with a laugh.
“Well actually…..” Isla laughed back and explained about her lifelong goal to experience the paintings of Goya in person. She felt rather young and foolish that her lifelong goal would be met at the age of 20, but here she was.
Instead of looking at her dismissively, Chloe’s eyes lit up at the mention of Goya.
“I have been a student of Goya my whole life as well, although I probably have a few more years than you. I made his work a part of my Ph.D. in psychology back in Quebec City and spent two years here studying his work. I was even a tour guide for one summer when I needed some extra money. I know every piece he worked on in this city, even the hard to find ones. If you’d like, I’d be willing to give you a bit of a walk around the city. I have a few more days here, and I’ve already collected most of the photographs I was missing from my collection.”
Isla was a little surprised and pleased at her good luck. An expert who wasn’t a creepy old man wanted to share all the secrets of Goya with her. She would be able to cover much more ground and learn more than she dreamed. Not to mention the thought of spending more time with Chloe thrilled her in a very confusing way.
They spent the next several hours examining every inch of the chapels and frescos within the basilica and discussing the differences in the Goya’s earlier work versus his later works. They fell into an easy companionship and Isla found herself becoming more and more fascinated by this intense stranger. Her long delicate fingers were so animated as they pointed out minute details within the paintings, and gently pulled on Isla’s arm to lead her in a different direction.
Every time Chloe reached out to Isla she felt as if she was hyper-aware of the other woman. It didn’t take away from their tour, if anything it made it more exciting even while Isla struggled to understand why. As the day wore on Isla finally came back to the present to realize she completely missed lunch. It was almost 4. She pointed this out to Chloe who looked at her watch with panic.
“Oh no, the time has gotten away from me. I have to go take care of some things. How about this? I can swing by your hotel and pick you up later and we can see some underground Goya spots tonight. There is a club that has some obscure original drawings on display. Can I pick you up around 9? Here, give me your mobile number just in case.”
Isla gladly handed over her number and put Chloe’s in her phone. She gave her the address of the hotel and promised to be ready by 9. She didn’t know anything about this underground spot and was beside herself with excitement at the thought of spending more time learning Goya’s secrets. Not to mention spending more time with Chloe. She had so many more questions.
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Isla let the water rush over her body as she took her time washing her hair. She couldn’t stop thinking about Chloe. The way she animatedly described the smallest details. The way her hair fell and partially covered those bright blue eyes. The way her red lips parted when she was staring at the paintings but not speaking. Even the intoxicating smell of her perfume as she leaned her body against Isla’s.
Her eyes were closed as her fingers slipped inside herself. Idly stroking herself as she thought about this new friend. Wondering about what her hair would feel like. If her skin was as soft as it looked. What it would feel like to kiss her. She felt her legs tightened as she realized what she was doing, but she was too close to the end to stop. She moved her fingers faster and faster over her most sensitive parts as the water dripped over her hands, adding to the heat. Her climax caught her just as she found herself picturing Chloe’s hands on her body.
She stood, breathing heavy, as the water caressed her aching body. She groaned to herself feeling desperate. After all, she never had an interest in women before. Apparently, she was suddenly lonely enough to consider crossing the line. It was probably a good thing they were going out to a club. Maybe she could find a handsome guy to sweep her off her feet. Or at least give her a bit of fun.
Isla looked at her reflection in the mirror one more time. The dark green v-neck sweater hugged close to her body and shimmered slightly as it moved. It barely reached the top of her black skinny jeans. She tucked the jeans into her knee-high black boots and zipped them up.
She hadn’t packed for clubbing but this was as good as it was going to get. Trying to add more drama to her look, she added more eye makeup to give a smokey look that brought out the green in her hazel eyes. Shaking out her blonde hair, wavy from the braids, she pulled on her gray jacket and wound the scarf back around her neck. It was still unbelievably cold outside for Spain.
Down in the lobby, she checked her watch every few minutes. It was 9:15, then 9:30 when she started to get nervous. No messages on her phone either. Maybe Chloe had forgotten about her. Or she had enough of her stupid questions. Or just decided she didn’t like her or care enough to come back. Self-doubt was starting to eat her up.
Just then she heard a rumble from the street and a yellow and black scooter bike pulled up right in front of the hotel.
“Sorry I am late, I had trouble with the Muving app.” Chloe said as she got off the bike.
Dressed in black leather pants and studded corset covered over with a long leather jacket, she definitely looked ready for the club. Her hair was loose and looked wilder than earlier. Her eyes looked even bluer lined with heavy black eyeliner and smokey eyeshadow. Her lips were the same rich red Isla had noticed earlier. Isla tried really hard not to stare as Chloe walked over and handed over the other helmet.
“Is this thing safe?” Isla asked nervously.
Chloe laughed richly and got back on the scooter, patting the seat behind her. “Typical American.”
Isla got on the back seat of the bike and tried to scoot back so she wasn’t fully spooning her new friend.
“Just curious, how did you know I was an American?” She asked as she perched precariously on the edge of the seat.
“You kinda stand out. Haven’t you noticed? There aren’t many blondes in Spain. Especially not with bright knit scarves…. You may want to hold on to me, these things are faster than they look.”
Isla gently placed her hands on Chloe’s hips and the bike started up. Chloe pressed the throttle and the bike jolted forward. Isla quickly grabbed Chloe around the waist as hard and she could so she didn’t slip off the back. In her terror, she molded herself to the back of Chloe’s black jacket, feeling like she was going to lose her grip at any moment. She heard Chloe give a little chuckle and felt her ribs expand with the laugh.
She buried her face in Chloe’s shoulder and hair and took in the smell of her incense-like perfume. It made her feel like she was drugged and she loosened her grip a little bit. She drew back enough to unclench her hands and place her palms back on Chloe’s hips, moving them slowly just in case the bike changed speeds again. She felt Chloe lean back slightly into Isla’s body so that they stayed touching and Isla’s heart sped up again.
Isla lifted her head to take in glances of the city as they passed through, but the effect was dizzying, so she rested her head on Chloe’s shoulder instead. She could feel the heat of her body through her thin jacket and feel the rumble of the scooter between her legs. Combined with the heady scent of her perfume, the effect made her things tighten low in her body and her mind do backflips.
Without really thinking about it, her hands moved gently over the curve of Chloe’s hips and down the soft leather covering her thighs. She loved the texture and that the fabric was warm under her skin. Chloe’s legs felt strong and tensed as she controlled the bike.
The bike abruptly came to a stop in an alleyway with a cobblestone road. Isla’s hands quickly pulled away and she sat upright. She shook her head to clear it and wondered what had gotten into her. She had no interest in women, least of all some stranger she didn’t even know.
Chloe didn’t seem bothered as she locked up the helmets with the bike. In fact, she seemed amused.
“Where are we going?” Isla said as she looked up and down the empty street. There were no signs and just a few doors here and there in the old buildings. She could hear heavy music playing somewhere in the distance, but it seemed far away. Suddenly she was a little nervous. How stupid was she to be going somewhere in a foreign country with a woman she barely knew. She’d be lucky not to end up dead in this alley.
Chloe laughed at the expression on Isla’s face. “Relax, I am not going to murder you.”
Isla gave a nervous laugh as that was exactly what she was thinking. Chloe went up to a red door to their left and gave four knocks in quick succession. The door opened and she said something in rapid Spanish that was too quick for Isla to catch. She turned and beckoned for her to follow. They passed a tall thin man and started to descend a dark staircase. Isla could feel the deep base of the music getting louder the deeper they went.
Finally, they reached another door which Chloe opened without knocking. The music crashed over them as they stepped into a room full of bodies and lasers slicing the air in rhythm to the music. They pulled off their coats in the sudden warmth and hung them on the funky hand looking hooks in the wall. To their right was a bar spanning the entire wall with a unique glass top on it and unusual bottles behind it.
“Welcome to La Leocadia,” Chloe said, leading her over to the bar. The glass had sketches trapped under it, including the La Leocadia, or The Seductress, as some call it. All of the sketches were of Goya’s famous works or privately commissioned portraits. They were not finished pieces, but still very impressive to a true fan.