Josie wasn't a girl a man would turn his head for if he saw her on the streets. She was a small, petite girl, her breasts barely a B cup. She was wearing her light brown hair in an inconspicuous short cut and the thick glasses she needed for being able to see anything in her surrounding, didn't help to make her more attractive.
At the age of thirty-two, she never had been in a relationship, not that others would not have been interested, but she was always afraid, scared someone might discover her secret. She never forgot the day, when the other kids at school found out about the thing between her legs, and her face still burned when she remembered. Kids can be cruel, and she got that confirmed the hard way. After that incident, her family left the town she grew up and moved across the continent to the east coast. And she decided that this should never happen again and vanished into inconspicuousness. As she avoided any closer contact with classmates, she never the less found her kind of love when she discovered the beauty of numbers and mathematics.
At work, some called her a mathematical genius and, this was something she was proud of. She was working for a big investment bank on Wall Street, developing mathematical models that allowed the bank to sell those products that would soon send the financial world into turmoil. But Josie had never been interested in what the bank did with her models, all she wanted was to work with the beauty of the numbers, and the fact she was even been paid nicely for doing that, was all she asked for.
When the bank offered to send her to a convention about financial modeling in the financial market, she had been reluctant to accept it. But her friends, the few she had, convinced her it would be a good thing to fly to good old Europe and see a different part of the world. One of the chauvinistic guys at work even talked with a smug grin about the exotic clubs they had over there, a remark she decided to ignore.
The convention had been quite interesting. Although the speeches would have put most ordinary people quickly into a deep sleep, for her, it had been an enjoyable experience to be with others who shared the same passion for numbers as she did. The only negative thing was, that her laptop bit the dust on the second day, rendering her unable to spend the evening in her hotel room playing with numbers and digging deeper into the discoveries the speeches gave her.
She was sitting in her room and trying to figure out how she could spend the evening. It was a rare situation for her, not being able to spend the evening with her favorite entertainment – playing with numbers. She finally decided to do a little sightseeing and got directions and a small map from the receptionist. Quite to her surprise, she realized that her hotel was actually located quite centrally and she went out, discovering the city.
It was a warm summer night and the streets were filled with people, walking the picturesque little alleys, strolling from shop to shop, and finally ending in small restaurants or bars. Having had her dinner at the hotel, Josie decided after a while to have a drink in a bar and then go back to her hotel. She noticed a pink neon sign over a door at the dead end of a short alley. According to the sign, the place was called ”Hermie's”, but the pink neon martini glass over the entrance convinced her it was a bar.
The place was rather dimly lit, having a small bar with a couple of stools on the left side. The room was dominated by some sort of stage that reached into the middle of the room, with tables placed around it. Most of the tables were occupied by people having drinks and chatting with each other. The place looked friendly, surprisingly crowded for the still quite early night, the music was not too loud and Josie decided to have her drink there.
She went to the bar and sat down. The girl behind the bar smiled at her and finished drawing beers. Josie watched the young girl as she chatted with the two guys she was serving. She wasn't older than twenty years old, wearing short, cut-off jeans and a short tank top that ended just below her full breasts, showing off her firm, tanned belly and the silver piercing in it. For the first time in years, Josie thought about her own, boring appearance and felt a pang of jealousy. Having finished drawing the beers, the girl came over to her and smiled at her with an open, honest warm smile that made that faint feeling of jealousy melt and had her smile back.
”What can I do for you?” she asked, her voice warm and friendly. ”Oh, and before I forget, the first drink is an additional thirty euros. Kinda the entrance fee for tonight's entertainment, you know. So, if you just want a quick, cheap beer, this is your last chance to leave.” She laughed at Josie as if she would be perfectly sure her guest would stay.
Josie felt a bit taken by surprise and hesitated. For a moment she was tempted to ask what the entertainment would be about, but realizing how the place continued to fill up, it seemed the place was quite well known for it and she simply nodded, pretending she was perfectly aware of what it was about and ordered her a drink.
The girl smiled at her with a wink and started preparing her drink. ”You won't be disappointed, I promise. You know, we're quite famous for the show. Sometimes I think people come from all over the world, just to see it.” Josie told her where she was coming from, as the waitress placed the drink in front of her. ”See? I told you!” she laughed and left to serve the other clients.
Josie looked around, looking at the audience. After a while, she realized, that most customers were of the same sex, either male or female couples or small groups. Before she had time to start wondering about it, the lights went out and a spotlight drew her attention to a purple velvet curtain at the end of the stage. A man with heavy, showily makeup in a tuxedo separated the curtain with his walking stick and paraded to the center of the stage. He bowed deeply and then looked at the audience with a beam of genuine pleasure.
”Welcome!” he shouted. “Welcome to Hermie's, ladies and gentlemen, strangers and friends, be our guests tonight!” He bowed deeply, so deep that his hat almost touched the stage while his right hand moved with an elegant swing to the chest.
“We know why you are here, and we will do our best to have you enjoy the show today, although we are sure you won't tell your beloved at home from your trip to Hermie's.” He paused and bowed again as a few scattered peals of laughter and applause were heard. “And a special welcome to those of you who found your way to our little corner of the world for the first time, we are sure we will tickle your special…kink today!”
The way he pronounced the last words left Josie wondering about the entertainment the bar was about to offer to its guests this night. The presenter finished his speech and left the stage which remained in darkness for a few moments after his departure.
Moments later, slow music filled the room and the velvet curtains opened again, this time to let a young woman enter the stage. She was young, eighteen years old at most, and in a tight cotton blouse, jeans, and boots – short, she looked like a blond cowgirl parading up and down the stage, swaying her hips and smiling at the audience as she slowly opened the belt and pulled it from her jeans, swinging it around her head and then throwing it into the cheering audience. Josie almost choked on her drink when she realized what the entertainment of this place would be about.
The woman slowly opened the blouse, exposing the full swell of young, firm breasts. The cheers got louder again when she opened it entirely and teasingly pulled it aside, almost exposing a breast. Josie thought for a while about leaving the place, but just when she was about to get up, the girl on stage looked in her direction and smiled at her, giving Josie the feeling she was smiling directly at her. The blonde's hands slid down her body and over the curves of her hips and Josie gasped when she noticed the growing bulge in the girl's pants.
Her mind raced as she stared at the show on the stage, thoughts of disbelief flooded her mind. For a few seconds she thought she was about to be the victim of a cruel joke, that any second, the audience would turn, point at her and laugh, but of course, it didn't happen. Instead, the audience completely focused on the scene on the stage, cheering again as the blouse finally slipped from the girl's shoulders, exposing almost perfect, perky breasts with puffy nipples.
When the girl's hands moved down to open slowly and tantalize her jeans, Josie almost screamed at her to stop, the memories of what happened in that locker room back in school flooding her mind, the memories of utter humiliation and embarrassment as the others found out about how different she was coming back to her. She stared with wide-open eyes at the unfolding events on the stage and gasped as the girl slowly opened the pants and pulled them down, ever so slowly, teasingly, until her massive cock was exposed to the audience and a baffled Josie.
It was then, when Josie heard the cheers and hollers of the audience as the cock was exposed, that she realized that not everybody was thinking that a girl with a cock was a freak. Years of restrained fears suddenly crumbled and vanished, and she felt herself start to cry in relief as she watched the shemale on stage expose the beauty of her body to the audience. The tears finally blinded her and she missed how the girl bowed with a bright smile and slipped behind the heavy curtain.
She was sitting at the bar, tears ruining her makeup while she was staring blindly at the glass in her hands when she felt the light touch of a hand on her arm and a tissue being pushed into her hand.
”You're ok?” a soft voice asked. She tried to smile, suddenly feeling embarrassed and vulnerable again, and nodded. She dried her eyes and looked at the woman, feeling embarrassed and silly. She was young, about twenty years or so, with short, reddish hair, wearing a summer dress that felt loosely over her hips.
”Uh, yes, I, I…” not knowing what to say she stopped and looked to the ground, feeling so silly. The woman smiled and handed her another tissue when she noticed Josie's eyes fill with tears again.
”Hey, it's ok.” She dabbed the tears from Josie's eyes, a tender touch that caught Josie totally off guard. ”You know, it's just the first time somebody started crying when watching my show. So I just wanted to check if you're ok, you know?”
Josie's eyes opened wide as she recognized the dancer. ”Oh my god, it's you!” she gasped and blushed again ”I didn't…I mean your hair! I...” Again Josie's voice trailed off as she was too embarrassed to talk and she looked to the ground, blushing only more as she caught herself staring secretly at the girl's crotch.
The girl laughed, a pearly, friendly laugh. ”Oh, it's the wig, you know. Wearing that on stage gives me kinda anonymity when I'm not performing, you know.” She stopped talking, waiting for Josie to look at her again. ”So say, why did you cry when you watched me?” Josie bit her lower lip, not knowing what to say, her mind frantically trying to find some believable story she could tell to distract the girl.
The girl touched her arm again and leaned closer, her breasts almost touching Josie's arm. ”Were you so relieved to find out you're not... the only one?” she asked with a low voice, barely audible through the bar's noise. Josie's eyes opened in shock and a reflex, she tried to turn and run from that place and this girl who seemed to read her mind. But the hand on her arm stopped her.
”Don't run. Please” She turned, looking at the girl, her thoughts chasing each other in a swirling chaos that threatened to overwhelm her. The girl smiled again, a warm, mesmerizing smile that stopped her from running away. She felt the girl take her hand and pull her with her.
”Come,” she said, squeezing her hand. ”Let's dance”
And much to her amazement, Josie followed her through the door to the next room. The heavy curtain in the doorway shielded the noise from the bar surprisingly well. The music was slow and Josie hesitated when she pulled her closer.
”I'll lead” the girl smiled and Josie, remembering what the girl was, almost giggled. The girl held Josie's gaze with her green eyes and smiled as they started to dance, feeling Josie's insecurity. Josie was suddenly aware of the body so close to her, something she had never thought she would feel. The girl smiled at her, moving with the elegance and ease of somebody who was used to dancing. She pulled her even a bit closer, their bodies almost touching as they danced without talking for a few minutes. Josie was aware of her body's softness so close to her, the sweet perfume making her only the more aware of a situation she had already accepted she would never experience. She felt the blood start to fill her disgusted penis. ”We better stop,” she stammered, but the girl pulled her only closer.