Around the time that agents Moore and Pires were following the Russians in Oxford Street, Kate Davenport was just a few blocks away in a lunchroom in Bond Street. She had been shopping all morning and almost arrived late for her appointment with Jasmine, her Canadian friend who was already seated at a table in the back. The two women hadn’t seen each other in ages, so the first half hour of the conversation was spent on catching up.
Jasmine was married to a stockbroker. Both she and her husband were of Chinese origin. They had moved recently, Jasmine was saying now, because they were planning to have a baby. When her husband had come across a brand new penthouse in the Docklands they decided to buy it. Kate listened and asked the appropriate questions, but the truth was that talk about babies and real estate usually bored her. Jasmine asked about Roger then and their home near Holland Park. How many square feet was it again? Were they thinking of selling it some day? When Kate didn’t really go into it, Jasmine switched to questions about her job. Did she still travel a lot? Kate shrugged and hoped it would suffice to say that too much traveling was very tiring. Jasmine nodded. She understood, she said, but of course she didn’t. Like everyone else she was under the impression that Kate worked for the Ministry of Foreign Affairs. She imagined long flights, stuffy meetings in offices abroad and formal dinners with ambassadors and diplomats. Little did she know that Kate had just come back from Morocco, where she had killed two men.
They talked about shopping then. A better topic, Kate thought, because it gave her friend less opportunity to be nosy. Besides, both women had spent the whole morning in Westminster, Jasmine in the big shops on Oxford Street, Kate mostly in smaller boutiques. Each of them had come to the lunchroom with at least three shopping bags and now they opened them to compare what they had bought. Shirts, jeans, blouses and a pair of sneakers for Jasmine. Nothing special, but it made for a nice and superficial conversation.
After lunch, on their way to the Tube, the women went into one more shop. It was a small boutique that sold Italian shoes. It was Jasmine who had noticed the shop first, but once they were inside it was Kate who fell in love with a beautiful pair of Casadei pumps. Black patent leather and with a four inch heel, they were expensive of course, but when she tried them on, they fit like a glove. Jasmine liked them too, but said that heels like these would be too high for her. Kate bought the shoes and feeling especially happy with this last purchase she was ready to go home now. Tonight they had a dinner party in Chelsea, at Emma’s house, her dear childhood friend, and she couldn’t wait to wear her new pumps for that occasion. As she was wondering which dress would go well with these heels, they reached the Bond Street Tube station. Here Jasmine was taking the Jubilee Line to the Docklands while for her it was a short ride on the Central Line back to Holland Park.
Roger Winfield, Kate’s husband, had forgotten about their dinner plans. He’d had a busy week in the City and especially today had been very stressful. So at the end of the afternoon, when some attorneys asked him to join them for a drink, he decided that was exactly what he needed. They went to a pub in Fleet Street and had a few pints. Two at first, but then a third one just before he left. It was only when he was on his way home in the taxi that he realized he’d had too much to drink. As a result he began to worry about what Kate would say if she saw him like this. Hopefully he could make it to the shower without running into her. That would give him some time to freshen up.
His wife didn’t like it when he drank too much. Something to do with an alcoholic uncle in her childhood, who made a fool of himself at family parties. Roger never met the uncle, because the man had died a long time ago, but he doubted that he’d ever behaved like him. It didn’t change the fact though that Kate didn’t like seeing him in an inebriated state, so he’d prefer to avoid her until he had sobered up a bit. A long, hot shower might just do the trick.
When he got home he opened the front door quietly, almost like a burglar, and tiptoed up the stairs to the bathroom. He drank half a liter of water from the tap and splashed some in his face too. There you go, already feeling more in control of himself. He kicked off his shoes and took off his shirt. Then his trousers too, but when he wanted to step out of them he almost lost his balance. Holding on to the sink he told himself to slow down, but followed up on that insight with a loud burp.
‘God...’ his wife’s voice behind him said. He looked up and saw her in the mirror, the long, dark hair framing her beautiful face, but her eyes were on fire.
‘You forgot the dinner party at Oliver and Emma’s,’ Kate said. ‘And you’re drunk.’
‘Oh shit,’ he said and began to stammer some half hearted excuse. She just shook her head though and turned around. He tried to think of something to say that would make it better, but she wasn’t interested. She walked out of the bathroom and down the stairs. Roger looked at himself in the mirror and cursed. How could he have forgotten? Emma was Kate’s best friend and even this morning she had said that she was looking forward to seeing her. He looked at his watch and saw that it was half past seven already. At what time were they expected there? Seven o’clock, she had said this morning. Dammit, he’d made a real mess of everything.
He got dressed again in a hurry, but then smelled his shirt and stumbled into the bedroom to take a fresh one out of the closet. Other trousers too, now that he was at it. His socks, mustn’t forget to change them as well. In the end he also put on another pair of shoes, but then he was ready to go. He checked if he had his phone and saw that he had missed three calls from Kate while he was in the pub. Oh dear, knowing her she must be livid. When he came downstairs though she seemed calm. She was on the couch, watching TV. Christ, Roger thought, she looked gorgeous in the light blue sweater. Her legs were bare and tanned and a big part of her right thigh was visible because of the split in the black pencil skirt. He loved that skirt. And wait, were those new shoes? He pointed at the black pumps and asked her if she had bought them today. She didn’t even bother to reply.
‘Are you ready?’ she asked instead.
He nodded. She wasn’t calm at all, she was furious with him. He could tell from the tone of her voice.
‘Let’s go then,’ she said. ‘The taxi is waiting.’
All the way to Chelsea he felt like an idiot. Holding the bottle of wine she had handed him, he tried to apologize several times, but she wasn’t willing to forgive him yet. Also the beer didn’t sit so well in his stomach and when they were almost there another burp escaped from his mouth. Kate shook her head in disgust. He reached out to her then, placing a hand on her knee.
‘Kate, listen,’ he said.
‘Don’t you start, Roger Winfield,’ she replied firmly. ‘And take your hand off my knee before you make a ladder in my tights.’
Only now did he realize that her legs weren’t bare, but that she was wearing very sheer pantyhose, as he usually called them. As inebriated and bad as he felt, the realization awoke the fetichist inside him. Kate saw it too and said: ‘What? Are you looking at my tights?’
Roger felt himself blush. Normally, when they were getting along, they had fun with his kinky preferences, but now that she was angry with him and addressed his fetish, he felt ashamed.
‘You’re not touching my legs again,’ she said. ‘Not tonight and probably not the rest of the week either.’
She leaned forward and told the driver it was the building up ahead. As Roger paid for the taxi, Kate got out and walked up to the front door alone. She rang the doorbell and while he was still waiting for his change, the door opened and his wife went in. It was going to be a long night in the doghouse, he realized. Perhaps the most worrisome part of it was that his perverted side relished the idea.
Of course Kate and Roger were the last ones to arrive at the dinner party. The others had already finished their salmorejo, a cold Spanish dish. Roger apologized profoundly, telling them about an extremely busy day at work. They took a seat at the table after Emma had introduced them to the other couples. Bruno and Sophie from Paris and Max and Kevin, who lived in Fulham. If Roger understood correctly Sophie, Kevin and Oliver were colleagues, but he wasn’t really sure because the alcohol was still making his head swim. Besides, he hated arguing with Kate. It didn’t happen often fortunately, but when it did, it utterly confused him. Although he worked as an attorney in the City, Roger was a peaceful man in his private life. Someone who wanted to get along with everybody and especially with his wife. Being on bad terms with her made him feel nervous and unbalanced. What also confused him was the different attitude each of them had toward arguing. He was a natural appeaser who found it hard to understand that his wife wasn’t. Even in the very beginning of their relationship he had been aware of this difference, but when they began to move into BDSM-territory, it became much more clear cut. Not only when it came to sex was she the dominant one, but also in moments like these.
Most other couples would have talked and maybe yelled at each other before leaving home, but Kate had just looked at him in a cold way, as if he were some unworthy insect that she was about to crush. The crushing would come slowly though, evenly spread out over the evening. He knew, he’d been there before. She wasn’t going to give him one inch, which seriously unnerved the mediator inside him. Another essential part of him, his perverted side, felt thrilled though by his wife’s strict attitude. This of course was the difference between them and the other couples in the room. Roger looked at these people now and knew that, if they’d been aware of their argument, Kate might be seen as bitchy and Roger as a wimp. Perhaps they would feel sorry for him and although the hurting part inside him might have appreciated that kind of sympathy, he knew that he didn’t really deserve it, because on a deeper level it was all consensual and part of their kinky lifestyle. Sure, Kate was punishing him and sure, it confused and hurt him at some level, but at the same time the feeling of being overpowered by his wife was one of the best sensations he could think of. It was like entering a soft cloud of surrender, of giving up his ego that was always working, always struggling. Giving in to her power meant that the need for that struggle disappeared. It was similar perhaps to what religious people felt when they knelt down for God, but instead of giving himself to an invisible entity, he surrendered to the power of his wife.
Oliver poured them both a glass of wine and made a toast. Happy that you made it after all, happy to have you all here and to old friendships and new ones. Everybody cheered and took a sip of their wine. Roger too, although he was well aware that the last thing he was supposed to do tonight was drink more alcohol. Just one sip then, to be polite. The wine was really good though, so when he saw from the corner of his eye that Kate was talking to the gay couple he quickly took another sip. Emma, in the meantime, got to her feet.
‘Are you all ready for the main course?’ she asked.
Kate got up too, telling Emma that she would help her. Roger watched both women walk to the kitchen. Emma short and a bit overweight, with her straight blonde hair cut in a fashionable bob cut. His wife at her side, taller and curvaceous, with her perfect posture and sensual gait. So many years together and still he felt in awe of her. How many men could say that of their wives? He was sure their kinky power exchange played a role in that too. It kept him on his toes, especially on a night like this when the scales had tipped all the way in her favor. Meanwhile Bruno from Paris was saying something to him.
‘Pardon?’ Roger said.
‘I understand we are both attorneys in the City?’
Bruno was a bit older, with gray hair, glasses and a friendly face. They chatted about work for a while and as the Frenchman sipped of his wine, Roger did so too. Before he knew it both of their glasses were empty. Oliver, always the perfect host, noticed and stood up. Leaning over the table he first filled up Bruno’s glass and then Roger’s.
‘You certainly like your wine, Roger,’ he said. Everybody chuckled, except Kate who had just walked in with a bowl in her hands. Roger suspected his problems might just have become bigger, but his head was swimming nicely and people were friendly, so why not relax a bit too?
‘Hey Kate,’ he said in a jovial manner. ‘That looks good. Salad with goat cheese, eh?’
But Kate set the bowl on the table without a word and disappeared into the kitchen again. The conversation at the table continued to flow. Kevin said something to Sophie about work, Oliver smiled at Roger and asked Bruno if he missed Paris. Kate and Emma came back with more platters and sat down again.
A really nice dinner party, Roger said to himself, when they were halfway through the main course. Good food, great company. At one end of the table they were talking about fashion now, at their side they discussed the latest football developments. Oliver was a United fan, Roger supported Spurs. Bruno tried to say something too, but he was French and nobody cared about their league, did they? Wait, had he just thought that or did he really say it out loud? Judging by the Frenchman’s face he had indeed said it. Oliver also looked a bit uncomfortable suddenly. Kate had heard him too, he was sure of it. He glanced at her quickly and yes, the look she gave him made him feel like an insect again. He apologized to Bruno, but too profoundly, which made things only worse.
After the main course Oliver poured him a glass of water and Kate and Emma began to take plates and platters to the kitchen. Sophie joined them. She was an attractive woman, Roger noticed. In her own French way of course. A bit too posh for his taste, but okay. Kate came back from the kitchen and began to collect the cutlery they had used. She was beside him, leaning over the table, with her round butt so close by that he wanted to touch it, but he knew that now was not the moment. His eyes went downward, to her strong and shapely calves and those elegant shoes she must have bought today. A compliment, he thought. That might get him out of trouble.
‘Kate bought new shoes today,’ he said. ‘Aren’t they lovely?’
Was his voice too loud? He wasn’t sure.
‘Why don’t you help us clear the table?’ Kate responded.
He got to his feet and gathered what was was left. Kate sat down again and Sophie came in with the first of the deserts. Mmmmm, creme brulee, if he was not mistaken. He walked into the kitchen, where he found Emma rinsing dishes. She looked at him strangely.