Widow Omalla reached between the thorns to take the rich purple mung berries and drop them into her basket. Picking mung required attention if you wanted only the ripest berries. The unripe could be left for a later day. Like most villagers picking and weaving took up much of her day but the rewards were great. The land was rich by the bounty of their Goddess. Bananas ripened on their trees. Villagers cut the cane, pineapple, coconuts, breadfruit, and other vegetables so none went hungry. The island was rich, and in return, the villagers gave thanks to their Goddess, Lovely Shahira.
Omalla was not content. It had been three seasons since her Mapil left to fish. Now he belonged to the Sea Witch. Mapil had been a fisherman and the villagers had a proverb, 'Fisherman feed the people. And then they feed the fish.' All knew her man was lost. Her daughters had no father and her nights were cold and empty. Not a day went by when she did not miss him.
Her daughters Omaka and Mapila did not think often of a man they barely knew. They were at her feet, old enough to pick, but still too young to resist a ripe mung berry. That was understood, for picking was the best way to teach children to pick only the ripe and leave the rest for later pickings.
Zemla, their Bride of Shahira, walked among the pickers, chatting and touching, as she sought to encourage her flock. Upon her skin, their priestess bore the signs of Shahira. The Sun had been tattooed above her left breast and the Moon above her right. Her waist was marked with the circle of lovers. In Youth, she had been known as a great beauty and all had come to see Bridal march. Omalla thought her lovely still, not caring if the priestess's black hair had whitened and her breasts now pointed more down than up. Omalla enjoyed her company when she had it. Perhaps the priestess felt the same. She felt Zemla's fingers gliding along the small of her back, a gentle touch, and somewhat intimate but that merely made it sweeter.
“You have something on your mind, Omalla?” stated the priestess, ever perceptive. A Bride or Husband saw things others missed. Perception was a gift Shahira gave to Her own.
Omalla stopped picking to face Zemla. She'd been thinking of this conversation for some time but had not expected her Priestess to initiate it. “Bride Zemla, Mapil has been gone for three seasons now. My mat is barren. I loved him but we both know he will never return from the sea. I am far from old and could attract someone new to share my life with. May I visit Shahira's Garden to see if our Goddess has another flower for me?”
Zemla nodded. “Your request is not unexpected, and will be welcomed in the village. Many eyes follow you as you pick.”
Omalla smiled bitterly. “I have seen those eyes. Most are bonded men who already warm another's mat. I have seen the longing gaze of fallow boys who imagine me their docent. i do not want a boy.”
“You would not wish to serve as a docent?”
“Maybe. But why me?”
“Why not? Did you not imagine the perfect docent when you lay fallow, forbidden any intimate touch but your own?”
Omalla laughed and straightened. “Of course I did. I fantasized about more than one man.”
Zemla chuckled. “My fantasies were filled with visions of Shahira. Well, there were a few others. I admit I never really believed the Goddess might actually choose me until She did.”
“Was Shahira . . ?”
“No, our Goddess was not my docent. I made my debut like everyone else. Rest assured I enjoyed my Sugar Season thoroughly before Shahira claimed me.” Zemla's hips rolled suggestively, making it clear her Season had been sweet.
“Were you disappointed in your docent?” asked Omalla, delighted to be speaking so frankly with the Bride.
“Were you?” Zemla shot back with a smile.
Her retort struck home. “At first I was. I had chosen Old Kentan's flower, the carver with knobby knees. I was appalled and shocked when I arrived at my Sugar Cave to find him inside.”
“Did your repulsion last?” the Bride asked, already knowing Omalla's answer.
Omalla laughed. “Not long. Shahira is Wise. By the time we were halfway through the exercises, I was eager to take him inside me. When my Honeymoon came to an end I was in tears.”
Zemla's eyes sparkled as she chuckled. “None learn better than a student who is truly hungry to learn.”
“I was very hungry by the second day,” admitted Omalla, a bit embarrassed to speak of her ritual and glad her daughters were delving deep into the bush, in search of the tastiest fruit. The ritual was not to be discussed in front of those who had not gone through it.
“Like you, I was initially disappointed in my docent. Yet he turned out perfect for me. The Goddess has many mysteries, but Her magic is strong.”
Omalla's resolve strengthened. “Then let me dance at the Rite of Renewal! I want to enter Shahira's Garden. I wish to bloom again!"
“Dance,” said Zemla. “I shall. My mat is also cool and empty.”
“It must be hard to be Shahira's. You are so pretty and could enjoy so many choices.”
Zemla chuckled. “Worry not for me. I'm already married to Shahira, and through her to each and every man and woman She has so blessed. It's just that no others happen to share our island, at least our part of it. ”
Omalla really had no argument to the Bride's words. “With Shahira all things are possible.”
“With Shahira all things are possible But think Omalla! Mapil is far from the only man claimed by the sea. Are you the only widow of your debut class?”
Omalla shook her head, knowing she was not. Few old men enjoyed meals in their village. It might be there was no one left for her. But she had to hope. “So I must survive alone.”
“I did not say that,” said the Bride. “You never experimented during your Sugar Season?” She let the words hang in the air, for the Goddess honored Love in all its forms.
Omalla blushed. "Not really. I lay with Mapil in mid-summer. After him, I did not care to continue my search.”
“Everyone noticed,” said the Bride “You were happy together, and I see that love still in your daughters.”
“Am I betraying Mapil to want another? Am I betraying my children?”
Zemla wrapped her fingers about Omalla's arm and squeezed. “Never is it wrong to seek love. I knew him too. He loved Shahira too. And maybe he sleeps with the Sea Witch. He was handsome enough for Her."
"I hope so," said Omalla.
"Me too. Come to my hut Saturday. Perhaps Shahira's Garden holds a blossom for you, my young widow.”
On Saturday Omalla came to Shahira's garden. It was divided from the village by a small hedge with a blue wooden gate that stood open. Inside she found Zemla, attentively caring for the flowers. Shahira's garden was ablaze with color, red roses, and white lilies, snapdragons and fucscia, sunflowers shading posies, marigolds besides daisies. No matter where Omalla looked she saw color, mesmerizing and enchanting. She saw flowers she could not name, but present.
“Sit,” commanded the Bride. She took Omalla's hand and led her to a place at her side upon the swing, then reached for her pouch. Zemla withdrew a eucalyptus pipe, cut in the size and shape of a man's cock, a deep bowl between his 'stones'. This she filled with the brown herb. The scent of flowers was strong and a bit overwhelming from the sheer concentration. Roses climbed the trees of all shades, along with tulips, posies, and many flowers she did not know. If there was a flower that grew upon the Urth, it grew in the Goddess's garden. Omalla had seen the inside only once before; on her Docent Day, the day she chose the docent who had guided her through her Debut. Carefully Zemla packed the herb into the bowl and with the touch of her finger set it alight. She breathed deeply of the stick-sweet smoke before exhaling small hearts of smoke while she handed it to Omalla
Omalla took the pipe and pressed the 'cockhead' to her lips, sucking the smoke through the hole.
“This will not be like your Docent Day,” said the Bride. “Then you picked, today you are to smell only.”
Omalla nodded, trying to hold the scent in her lungs as she passed the pipe back to Zemla, who took a deep drag. Omalla began to notice the insects flitting from blossom to blossom, gathering and sharing pollen, buzzing in her ear. The colors grew brighter and she began to hear the sea crashing upon the surf, a sound so familiar she routinely ignored it until the herb enlightened her. Her senses expanded to the songs of the toucans and the parrot chirping, the chittering of monkeys, and the slithering of the snake upon the ground. Her breathing deepened, matching time with the waves as she took back the pipe to suck in more of the blessed smoke.
Tree limbs swayed in the breeze and flowers too. Leaves rocked back and forth with the wind, colors growing in intensity. Reds deepened, yellows brightened, greens glowed with life as the world grew brilliant and alive. She could almost feel the sap racing through plant veins, smelled the pollen upon stamen and stigma. The colors moved and swirled like dancers at the festival. She felt her own body swaying with the motion as the smoke leaked from her as her lungs emptied.
The fingers of the Bride glided up and down her spine, caressing her, reminding her this was a human thing, drawn though she was into the magic of Shahira's Garden.
“It is time,” said Zemla. “Go and sniff the flowers. Neglect none. If one particularly appeals to you, do not fixate. If that flower is meant for you Shahira will call you back to it. Take your time, for the search for love rewards the patient and frustrates the hasty.”
“I will smell them all,” vowed Zemla. Her body felt languid, as if in some thick syrup. But she rose and went to the blossoms. Colors coursed through her sun-browned skin, traced patterns and characters she could not comprehend. But she bent her neck to smell, first some roses, then violets, then a dandelion, moving from blossom to blossom, taking in the thick, beautiful scents. She felt as if she were drunk upon the smell.
A tangerine and yellow day lily caught her attention, aged, perhaps a bit withered but the scent was so sweet and hearty, yet delicate at the same time. She took a long draught of scent, and then another before moving on as the Bride had instructed. A pansy called to her, then a white rose, then a long string of flowers whose name she did not know. But again her attention was drawn back to that singular day lily. Its surface was imperfect, but its scent, oh this scent she felt to the tips of her toes. Omalla had her instructions and did her best to try each one, and they all smelled sweet in their own way. Some flowers had scents that seemed to merge with another blossom. Were those the flowers of committed couples whose lives were one? In the end, it didn't matter. No scent compared to her day lily. When she returned to Zemla's side, she knew there was someone in the garden just for her.
The rains came hard that year, and Omalla spent a lot of time in her hut, with her girls, watching the dark skies as the Gods poured their tears down upon the land. Thunder struck and the sky flashed brilliant white. “Stormbringer Buurya must be angry,” she told her girls, who clung to their mother during the display of light and sound. “It stormed like this the night your father was lost.”