The blackness was new for me and new for us. The silky soft material of my blindfold reminded me of how much I loved and trusted him. After years of being let down by men both in and out of the bedroom, I felt so trusting and comfortable with this beautiful man. The anticipation of what was to come had me flush with excitement. My wetness was seeping from my slit now in drips as I felt a trickle run down to my sensitive rosebud.
“What is he doing to me?” I asked myself as I patiently waited for the attention I knew was coming.
In the past six months, we had done things sexually that I had never dreamed of. He had been the most selfless lover I had ever met as his focus was always about my pleasure. Being brought up Catholic and part of a conservative family and community, my sex life was sterile and boring. My divorce was five years ago but only now was I healed enough to venture into dating again. I felt fortunate that after 35 years our paths would cross at this stage in our lives.
Gone was the shy teenager I knew in high school who became uncomfortable whenever I spoke to him. I thought it was cute how he would avoid eye contact in class. No longer. This boy had become a strong and confident man who was taking me on a journey of sexual self-discovery that was mind-blowing.
He had brought out a submissive side of me that I always suspected was there but never got in touch with. He would push against my sexual boundaries and every time he did, the results were terrific climaxes.
At first, it was tame, looking back, but very adventurous for me at that time. He would tell me not to wear any underwear when we went out to dinner. He would reach over slowly massaging my leg moving his large, strong hands further up my thigh taking the hem of my dress with it. Eventually, he would start to rub my pussy under the table while trying to maintain a normal conversation. I felt so exposed but very sexy as well.
Our next adventure was even naughtier. He bought me one of those remote-controlled vibrating toys and would make me wear it while we were out in public. He would play evil little tricks on me. He would wait until I was engaged in a conversation with one of my friends, or a waiter or a stranger in the park and then turn the toy on full speed. The first time he did that I quickly bent over and squatted mid-sentence. The scenario was very embarrassing.
Once I knew what to expect though, I would try to control myself more. It would result in a conversational tone that would reach a higher pitch at times causing the person I was talking with to look at me strangely. At the end of the first day of this, I sat near a fountain talking to my girlfriend while he had the toy going full speed. It was torture to have an orgasm right then and there trying not to give away to her what was happening.
My perceptive lover saw how I reacted to these situations and started guiding me down the path of exhibitionism. The bravest thing so far happened two weeks ago when I gave him a blowjob in a park. The thought of others seeing me perform fellatio on him was exhilarating. The humiliation I would feel if we got caught was such a turn on.
My lover saw this kink for what it was and set a plan in motion for this weekend together to explore those boundaries even further.
“Trust me, honey,” he said in warm whispers inches from my ear. “No matter what happens, know that I am here and that you are safe. Are you ready?”
I replied with an excited “Yes!”
I pulled on my bindings one last time to get in as comfortable a position as possible. My wrists and ankles were secured to the queen-sized bed with comfortable neoprene cuffs. The air in the hotel room was still, but my exposed nipples reacted like there was a cool breeze blowing across them. I flushed red again knowing that my naked pussy was so lewdly exposed to my lover.
“They should be here any minute,” he said.
“What?” I exclaimed. “What do you mean ‘they’?” I quickly tugged on my bindings to try and grab my blindfold. I needed to see his expression to make sure he was kidding.
“I can’t do this honey!” I said a little too whiney. “Please untie me. “
He came over to the bed and placed a finger on my lips. “Please trust me, babe. Have I ever let you down? You will be safe.” He whispered. “Do you trust me?”
I did trust him. Even after six months, he had broken down so many of my barriers. I knew he would never hurt me. But this latest turn of events had me worried. The thoughts running through my mind made me feel a level of anxiety I had not felt in years. They. Who are they? What did he mean? Are there going to be others that will see me like this?
He got up from the bed and moved away from me. I needed to see him, but the blindfold did its job perfectly. All of my other senses were on high alert trying to sense where he was in the room. I tried desperately to feel a small breeze across my naked body so that I would know that he was close.