Lying in bed, unable to sleep,
Relaxation techniques,
Sleeping pills,
Controlled breathing,
Tossing, turning,
Nothing leads to dreamland.

Heart racing,
Mind restless,
Cock hardening,
I imagine her fucking.

On her back, legs spread,
Waiting for penetration,
On all fours, doggy style,
Mouth filled with cock,
Face splattered with cum,
Smiling in her lust.

Curled in a fetal position,
Mind plays an endless track,
Images of her fucking deny
Me sleep, peace evades me.

Not angry, lost, or jealous,
Relishing the tinge of
Emotional angst stirring
My heart, twisting
My mind and dreams.
I am staying hard.

I fell hard for her,
Knew what I was
getting into to,
I fell in love with her.

Freedom of spirit,
Courage, beauty, love of life.
Not be tamed or controlled,
She is driven to sex, and I knew.
Accepting her actions, still loving her,
Could I handle the angst?

Love was put to the test.
Having had sex all afternoon
She got up, put on clothes.
“Why are you getting dressed?”

“Don’t worry, be back soon,
Fuck date, wanting his body.”
She left, I could only feel
That spike to the heart,
Images of her fucking
Him flooding my mind.

True to her word
She came back soon,
The power of cuckold sex,
The power of pain and desire.

She came back to our bed,
Sweaty and still smelling of sex.
She slid into the bed naked and
Snuggled up, I was hard.
She stroked my cock,
“Wanna know what happened?”

Her voice, lusty and deep,
Dripping with sex and sexuality,
As she stroked me and told of
The details of her liaison.

The story got hotter; she stroked faster.
Rising, she straddled my waist,
Taking my cock deep into her,
She looked at me with a smug
Smile and rode me hard.
She was atoned. I was redeemed.

“I was riding him just like this,
He cummed, he splattered
deep into me, at least six big ropes.”
I groaned as my cum joined his.

Loving her attitude, lifestyle,
I admit an addiction to her,
Can’t help myself as she
Manipulates my reactions,
Soothing my emotional angst
With her love and sex

Vicarious sexual satisfaction now,
Tales of sex, connections between
Emotion and cock, release
Providing redemption, reconnection.

Ensuring I am sexually satisfied,
She regales in her exploits,
Reminding me of my angst and love.
Taking my cock into her control
As I ejaculate, feeling my emotional angst
Coursing through my cock into her depths.