I met with Miriam and she gave me the script for the pill for when Sue came home. She said that she had a very busy couple of weeks ahead so we set a date to have lunch together on a Thursday in three weeks time. Afterwards, I headed home. It was getting late so I had a meal and went to bed.

Again when I awoke the next morning, it was eight o’clock. I felt totally rested more so than I had for the last couple of years. I wondered why but after consideration I realized that I had been aware that Sue had been cheating on me for the last couple of years so it was probably stress related. Loss of this baby had relieved some of the built-up stress.

During the night I had dreamed pleasant dreams. They included dreams about Shirley and also Miriam. With Shirley, it was about being close and flirting. With Miriam, I dreamed of having someone who needed me to talk to, someone who I could talk freely to about my problems. Life was looking up.

As I had a vasectomy and there had been no indication that Sue was using any protection the possibility that eventually, she could get pregnant had always been on my mind. I knew I was stressed about it but just how it was affecting me I had not totally understood.

I visited Sue in the hospital for an hour. She seemed to be very weak. There were signs that she was feeling depressed. We did not discuss her pregnancy at all. I didn’t know what to say to her and I guess she was waiting for me to raise the issue with her.

I returned home and serviced the motor in my ski boat. Shortly after I finished my phone rang. It was Ron concerned because someone had told him that Sue was in the hospital. I told him that she was okay and that I would explain the situation when I came over that evening.

Shortly after Ron’s call my phone rang again. When I answered, it was Shirley.

“I heard that you were off work. How would you like to meet me for lunch?”

“Sue is in hospital. I should visit her this afternoon.”

“If the situation was reversed, you realize that she would be out with one of her boyfriends. Wake up, Goyse, and smell the roses.”

“Okay, look I’m happy to have lunch with you but don’t expect any more than that.”

“Suits me, I didn’t expect more than some company anyway. The rest can wait for a suitable time. There is no hurry.”

“Could I bring a friend with me?”

“Is it male or female?”

“Female.”

“So you want me to meet the competition, aye?”

“No competition. She’s just a very close friend, the wife of a work mate. Her name is Lyn.”

“She has you fooled then. She won’t fool me.”

“You are a crazy woman, Shirley.”

“Not as crazy as you think. This Lyn, has she bedded you yet?”

“That’s not on the agenda, Shirley.”

“She really has you fooled, Goyse. You’re even slower than I thought you were.”

“We’ll meet you at eleven thirty at the coffee shop.”

“Okay, I’m looking forward to meeting your girlfriend.”

“She is not my girlfriend, Shirley.”

“I told you, wake up and smell the flowers, Goyse. I haven’t met her yet but I do know she wants you to get into her pants. Mate’s wives don’t go having coffee with other women’s husbands for nothing. She is probably masturbating right now while she is waiting for you to pick her up.”

“She doesn’t know that I’m going to ask her yet.”

“Then how do you know she will go out with you for coffee?”

“She told me that if I ever needed to talk to her about anything she would be willing to go have a coffee with me. I want her to feel that I talked to her in my time of need.”

“So you want to get into her panties?”

“Shirley, not everyone who talks to someone else expects them to fuck them. There is a thing called friendship where people support each other when they face problems.”

“Yep, I know. It happens just before they fuck. Wake up, Goyse. She wants you to fuck her and so do I.”

“So you want me to fuck her? Are you saying you want to watch or something?”

“No, I want you to fuck me. Surely you must have understood that.”

“Yes, I know that is what you want but I want and need a friend. I don’t need or want a lover. We can flirt as much as you want but at the end of it all, there is no sex, Shirley. That’s not on the agenda and it’s not on Lyn’s either.”

“Shit, I thought for a while there you were weakening. Trust me to get the only man in the state that won’t play up on his cheating wife. I’ll see you at the coffee shop. Bring your friend’s frustrated wife with you.”

I called Lyn and she accepted my invitation. I thought she would because her husband, Jon was out of town for a week on a job up north. When I arrived at her place she was waiting. I got out and opened the car door for her. She gave me a peck on the cheek then entered the car. As she did so she flashed her eyes at me.  

The conversation with Shirley had left a question in my mind. Was it a fact that a wife who went for a coffee with a friend’s husband was actually expecting more? I observed Lyn’s body language to see if I could detect some hint. Before she kissed my cheek, she had flashed her eyes at me. I had observed this many times with Lyn. It was a very sexy way that she did it. Was this an invitation?

Also before she kissed my cheek she raised her face to me and hesitated as if to let me kiss her. Maybe, just maybe, Shirley was correct in her evaluation. I then thought back on other situations and yes, there were signs. She always stood close to me. I was comfortable with that with Lyn but had it been someone else I may not have been as comfortable. That said more about me than it did about Lyn or maybe it said more about us both. Yes, I did like her more than all of the rest of our female friends.

I also remembered that she often touched my arm as we talked. I always took this as a sign that she trusted me but maybe it was another way of her to consciously or unconsciously tell me more. Perhaps her body was screaming out, ‘I want more!’ She may not even be aware of that.

What the hell! Lyn is my friend she is not my lover. I don’t want or need a lover. What is Shirley doing to me? My friend, Lyn is sitting in my car and we are going out for a coffee to talk about my problems and to allow her to offer me advice if she feels she ought to. Keep to the agenda, Goyse!

“What’s wrong, Goyse?”

Lyn had shocked me out of my crazy thought process. “Sue is in hospital. She had a miscarriage last night.”

“Yes, she told me. I was hoping you would call me. I knew you would want someone to talk to. Did Sue tell you any more about the baby?”

“Not really. Are there things I should know?”

“Probably.”

“That leaves me with more questions than answers, Lyn.”

“Well let me ask you this, how could she be pregnant if you are sterile?”

“Once again, it leaves questions but no answers. Why don’t you ask a question and I’ll see if I can answer it.”

“Okay, do you think the baby is Jon’s?”

“So you know.”

“I don’t know anything other than Sue has been having sex with a variety of men and my husband must have been one of them because you called me to pick up his car from behind your house. That told me that Sue and Jon were lovers. What I also know is that he was not the only one because I have seen her with other men while you have been at work.”

“Do you have any advice for me, Lyn?”

“Yes, the obvious advice is for you to pack your clothes and walk away.”

“I love her. You know that. If I leave I hurt myself.”

“Of course you love her. If you didn’t you would have left her ages ago. If you stay you hurt yourself more than if you leave her because she will not change what she is doing. Eventually, she will leave you. The sensible and rational thing to do is to leave her now.”

“Where would I go? What would I do?”

“As to where would you go, you can come to my place.”

“What about Jon?”

“If you came, I will tell him not to come home.”

“You would kick your husband out to give me somewhere to stay, to allow me to escape?”

“Look, understand that Jon and I are not a couple in the real sense of the word. He has been screwing around on me for years. I don’t have sex with him unless he puts me under extreme pressure. I don’t love him. He serves a purpose as the father of my children.”

“I’m sorry to hear that Lyn.”

“Goyse, you’re a good man. You don’t deserve what is happening to you. There are things that I would like to say to you but I don’t want to put you under any more pressure than you already are. What I am offering you is an opportunity to break away from a disastrous relationship. What I can add to that is that if you do come to stay with me I know that you will not be disappointed.”

“You are a beautiful woman, Lyn. I admire your beauty. I also thank you for your offer. I consider you my best friend and I may never have a better friend in my lifetime than I have in you. One of the things that I understand about life is that problems are never solved by running away. I have to stand by Sue until she is well again. You see, I knew that Sue was meeting and having sex with other men and I did nothing about it. That makes me equally responsible for what has happened.”

“She cheated on you. You have a right to leave her. No court would hold that against you nor would any sensible or reasonable person.”

“This is not about courts or other people. This is about my conscience. I knew and had a reasonable idea that she was not using protection but I avoided the issue and let it continue. That makes me in my mind partly responsible. I could not walk away with a clear conscience.”

“As I said, Goyse, you’re a good man, a total fool and an idiot but you’re a good one. If I ever I had a man like you he would never get away from me. I would worship the ground he walked on to keep him.”

“That sounds like a proposal.”

“Yes, it does, doesn’t it?”

“Come on, it’s time that you met Shirley. Let me warn you though, she already knows more about you than I ever did until today.”

“Yes, I’ve let out a few secrets today and in doing so made a damn fool of myself.”

“Lyn, you’re a beautiful and intelligent woman. You are also my best friend and I always want it to be that way. To me, you could never be a fool. Can I make you a promise without you laughing at me?”

“I would like that and I won’t laugh. I might cry though if you don’t mind.”

“If Sue and I ever break up, I promise that I’ll come looking for you.”

“Shit, man. I’ll keep you to that one and I’ll dream of the day.”

I looked across to her and tears were running down her cheeks. I reached over and took her into my arms and licked the tears from those cheeks. She flashed those eyes at me and I finally knew what that meant. She was in love with me. I wished that I could turn and run from Sue but I couldn’t. I had kids. I had responsibilities and I let all this shit happen. I did nothing at all to stop it knowing that this was not only a possibility but the likely outcome.

“What the fuck are you doing? I’ve been sitting in there waiting for you pair. Your coffee’s getting cold. Hello Lyn, I’m Shirley. Would you take your hands off Goyse, please? I’ve got the first claim on him. You’ll just have to wait in line behind all the other women.”

“So this is Shirley, is it? I’ve got news for you girl. I put a claim on him before you even met him.”

“Ah, there you go, Goyse. I told you so, didn’t I?”

“I think we had better have some lunch. You girls can have your punch up after we eat. Are you alright, Lyn?”

“Yep, I’m okay. Let’s go.”

The lunch was great. The girls kept taunting each other in a friendly way. No one mentioned Sue which suited me fine. As we were about to leave, Shirley pointed across at a guy who had just entered the coffee shop.

“That’s Sue’s boyfriend over there, Goyse. You know the one she went out to lunch with the other day. Why don’t we go over and introduce ourselves to him?”

“I don’t think that’s a good idea, Shirley.”

“I do. He knows who I am and he just took the abuse that I handed out to him. He didn’t get angry or defensive. I think he is just as much a victim as you are. What do you think, Lyn?”

“Why not confront him. The worst thing that can happen is he could get angry. If he does we can just walk away with no harm done.”

I was worried that this could get out of control but it was very tempting, too tempting. “Okay. Let’s do it.”

We walked over to him. He spotted Shirley. “Listen, Lady, please don’t cause me any problems. If I had known that she was cheating on her husband I would not have been there. She told me that her husband lets her date other men. I didn’t know, honestly.”

“Let me introduce her husband. I don’t know your name but this is Goyse.”

 “Shit man, I’m sorry. My name is Merv. It won’t happen again, I promise. I took her back to her car and told her that she is a cheating slut and I don’t want to hear from her again. You won’t have any more trouble from me.”

“Okay, Merv. Apology accepted. I have only one question though. How long had you been sleeping with her?”

“That’s a little personal.” He looked at me but I simply looked back and said nothing. “Let me see. We met about five months ago. No, we met a bit less than that - between four and five months ago. She told me that you let her date other men. She said that she could only meet me during weekdays and occasionally on weekends.”

“How often did you guys have sex and what type of protection did you use?”

“That’s really getting personal.” He continued to look at me but I said nothing and just stared back. “We had sex several times each day that we met. I guess five and occasionally six days per week and about three times each day. She told me that she didn’t need protection. The first time I started to put on a condom but she told me that I didn’t need that. Why are you asking?”

“Oh, no reason, just curious, that’s all.”

Shirley spoke up, “Tell the fucker, he got her up the duff and she miscarried. Like all the arsehole men around, he doesn’t give a fuck whose life he screws up but thinks that saying sorry fixes everything. Mister, no man wants his wife out screwing strangers in her spare time. Use your brain for a change instead of thinking with your cock.”  

“Honestly, I didn’t know. I’m sorry mate. If I could undo it I would. I really liked her you know. It wasn’t just sex. At least it wasn’t for me. I asked her would she consider leaving you and she said she loved you and only did what she did because you wanted her to.”

“Look, Merv, I don’t blame you. I’m sorry as well if you developed strong feelings for her. I don’t want her to do what she does but I can’t seem to stop her from doing it. No matter what I say to her she twists it to suggest that I want her to do it. I’m at my wit’s end over it all. We have kids and I can’t leave her because I have those responsibilities. I wish you well.”

I turned and started to walk away. He called after me. “Goyse.” I turned back and he walked over to me.

“About the baby, do you think it was mine?”

“Probably, does it change anything?”

“How far gone was she? Do you mind telling me?”

“The doctor said just over two months, maybe three.”

“So it was either yours or mine.”

“It wasn’t mine. It could have been this lady's husband. There are others. I don’t know.”

“Fuck, so she was screwing others.”

“That’s what she does. I don’t know how many. I know of about eight possibilities. It may be ten or fifteen. Who knows with Sue?”

“Sue? Who’s Sue?”

“My wife, her name is Sue.”

“She told me her name was Mary.” 

“Look, let’s call it quits, aye. I don’t want to hear any more.” I turned to walk away again.

“Goyse!”

“Yes.”

“You’re a good bloke. Most men would have just thumped me. I’m sorry. Why don’t you leave the bitch?”

“I have kids. I suspected what she was doing and I didn’t stop her. There are a lot of things I could have done to find out and then stop her but I didn’t.”

“Fuck her off, man. You deserve better.”

“Thanks, mate, for being honest about it. You could have lied.”

There was a hesitation. It looked as if he had more to say so I waited. “I did. I’m sorry. I was going with her a lot longer than I told you. She told me that she was on the pill and I asked her to stop taking it just over four months ago. I was in love with her and I wanted her to leave you and she wouldn’t. I figured that if I got her pregnant, then you would kick her out. I’m responsible. She’s not. Don’t hold it against her.”

“No, you’re not responsible. She could have kept taking the pill and she chose not to.”

“I kept taking it away from her and throwing it away. She replaced it twice but each time I threw it out on her. After that, her doctor wouldn’t give her another script. I’m sorry mate. Everything else that I told you is correct.”

From what he just told me he was visiting her at our home. It was the only way he could have got access to her pills. I felt a flush of anger but struggled to control it. “You were right about something else too.”

“What’s that?”

“I should have belted the piss out of you. You’re an arsehole. Now get out of my sight before I thump you and don’t come back.”

He turned and almost ran out of the café. I took the girls home. They didn’t say much after that. Before I left Lyn, she again offered me to stay with her. I told her that I would think about it.

That afternoon I didn’t go back to the hospital. I didn’t go the next day or the next. On the fourth day, I came home from work and she was back. She had got her dad to bring her home. But I’m getting ahead of myself.

At five o’clock, I turned up at Ron’s place and each day before she came home.

Ron met me with his normal, “G’day, old mate. How are they hanging?”

“I’m fine, Ron. How are you?”

“How’s Sue?”

“She will be okay. She’s going to spend a couple of days in Hospital.”

“I’ve been doing a lot of thinking since you were last over. I’ve made a decision. If Ronnie wants to come back I’m going to tell her no.”

“That’s a surprise, mate. I thought you would want her to come back.”

“Yes, last week, in fact before yesterday, I would have been ecstatic to have her back but since your missus lost the kid I’ve realized how stupid that would be.”

“Well, that doesn’t say much for me does it?”

“It shouldn’t reflect on you. Any decision that I make is about me.”

“So how did I influence your decision?”

“It wasn’t you, it was Sue. Ronnie and Sue are similar. They want more than they are entitled to. You are dealing with it I’m not. If I let her come back my life will be miserable again. I’m missing her but despite that I’m happy. The kids are being taken care of. I have Shirley who loves kids next door. I have my mum and dad to take them whenever I need it and Ronnie’s mum insists on having them at least once a week.”

“Okay, so the kids are alright but what about you?”

“I never knew there were so many hot chicks around looking for a man.”

“You’ve met someone?”

“No, I haven’t met someone. I’ve met a potential harem.”

“It’s that good?”

“No, it’s even better. Anyhow where were we with my story?”

“I think you had just been with Joe and Sally. They had left and Ronnie got in the car and drove away.”

“Yes, I remember now.”

…

When Ronnie picked up the kids she didn’t come home straight away. I had to go to work so she knew that by staying away for an hour or so, I would be gone by the time she came back. I didn’t see her until that night. When I tried to talk to her she told me to have a shower because Gary and Sarah would be there soon.

By the time I had showered, I came out and she had eaten so she took my place in the bathroom. As she left she told me to eat my dinner which was on the table. By the time that she had dressed, I had washed the dishes just in time to answer the door.

Gary stood there with Sarah behind him. Gary looked over me to Ronnie. “Hi Ronnie, how are you tonight?”

Ronnie ignored him and instead spoke to Sarah, “Hi Sarah, how are you?”

“I’m fine, Ronnie. How are you and Ron?”

Ronnie and I answered as if in stereo, “We’re fine, Sarah.” I couldn’t help but grin and had to fight hard to avoid laughing. Ronnie had realized that Gary, the cocky prick had ignored me so she returned the favour.

“Come in Sarah. I’ve just put the kettle on or would you enjoy a drink.”

 “A coffee would go fine, Ron.”

“Oh Gary, I didn’t notice you there. Come in. Would you like a coffee?”

It must have been too much for Ronnie because she burst out laughing.

“A coffee would be okay, thanks, Ron.”

Sarah entered by walking around Gary with a pleasant smile on her face. Gary followed. With the wind taken out of his sails, he looked like a little lap dog following its master. I loved it. Nothing could have made me feel better. It was little things like this that made me realize that Ronnie cared about me and how I felt.

I made the coffee and brought it out to the table where the others were sitting. The two girls were talking about the latest movies while Gary was just sitting listening. I joined the discussion on the movies, totally ignoring Gary.

When we finished our coffee, Gary stood up and said, “I’m not feeling too well tonight. Can you give Sarah a lift home later, Ron?”

“Yep, that’s no problem, Gary. Will you be okay to drive home?”

“Yes, it’s not that serious. I’m just feeling a bit off, that’s all. I’ll catch you all on Thursday if that’s alright?”

“Okay, so you’re coming over Thursday then.” I looked around at the girls who both nodded. I had thought that we agreed to one night at a time. Obviously, the girls had changed the rules a little.

Gary left. We heard his car drive off a few minutes later. The conversation continued on the latest movies until we heard his car leave the street then Sarah looked at me.

 “I’m sorry, Ron. He’s a total arsehole sometimes. He thinks that any man with a smaller cock than his is fair game. I hope you don’t think that I support that type of behaviour.”

“Don’t worry about it, Sarah. I’ve had worse things done to me.” I looked over at Ronnie, “Thanks, honey. I really appreciate what you did there.”

“It just cancels out one of the many things that you have done for me over the years. Do you remember that young blond football fan that decided that she was going to take you home with her at the grand final a couple of months ago? What was her name?”

“Ashleigh, I think.”

Sarah responded, “What happened?”

“We arrived for the grand final. Before he left for the change rooms, Ron made sure that I had a good seat.  He was introducing me to those around me most of who were girlfriends and wives of players when this blond hussy came up to him. She handed him the key to her apartment with a note then laid a kiss on him right there in front of everyone.”

“Shit, what did you do?”

“It all happened too quickly for me to react. Ron was on the ball though. As she turned to walk away he grabbed her wrist and said, hold on honey I need to introduce you to my wife. Her mouth fell open. It was fairly obvious that she thought that he was single.”

“How did she take that?”

“She was quite nice. She apologized to me and told me that the offer was open for both of us to still come around. She also added that she didn’t mean any harm.”

“So what happened?”

“While she was still there, Ron asked me would I hold onto the key for him while he played. She didn’t know what to say to that. She looked at Ron and asked if he was still coming around.”

“What did Ron say?”

“He just said yes. Do you want to travel with us or do you have your own transport? She looked at me and asked if it was okay if she got a lift with us. I just smiled at her and said of course as long as you don’t try to rape my husband.  As quick as a whip with a really serious look on her face she said oh no, I would never make advances to a married man.”

“How did the night work out?”

“Ron invited one of the single guys to come around with us. He was quite attractive actually. I was a bit jealous that Ron was giving him away to someone else. They hit it off and they are talking about getting married sometime in the future. They told us that we would be invited to the wedding and Ron was asked would he be best man. We have been good friends ever since. I keep a bit of an eye on her though. I still think she has a thing for Ron.”

“That’s so very special.”

“It is isn’t it? Only Ron could pull that one off. Most guys would either have been nasty to her or caught up to her later to use her. That’s what Ron is like. He feels for people and never deliberately hurts anyone. Unfortunately, some try to take advantage of him.”

“Like Gary, you mean.”

“I wasn’t thinking of Gary but if the shoe fits…”

I had to intervene. This was getting too serious. I was also a bit worried that they may wake up to the fact that I had invited Ashleigh to the game and she naturally thought that was a come on.

When she approached me in front of Ronnie, I had to think quickly. “What’s on the agenda for the night? Is there anything that you ladies would like to do, play cards or one of those games perhaps?”

Sarah responded first, “What games have you got?”

“Come with me. We have a cupboard full. They range from kids games through to sex games.”

Sarah and Ronnie looked through the games while I poured us a wine each. When the girls returned they had a quiz game with no sexual content. I realized that Sarah may feel that it would not be right to head down the sex direction when Ronnie didn’t have a partner.

The game was enjoyable. My opinion of Sarah changed somewhat. I had not understood how much knowledge Sarah had archived in that brain of hers. Ronnie and I were not competitive with her. After the game was over I asked the girls what they wanted to do next. They looked at each other and smiled but it was Sarah who responded first.

“I was hoping that I could stay for the night with you both. Gary knows the score and I don’t think he will expect me to come home tonight. I don’t really want to go home to hear his whining and complaining. If you don’t want me in the master bedroom with you then I’m happy to spend the night alone in the guest bedroom.”

“Rubbish, no one is sleeping alone tonight,” Ronnie answered. “We want you to join us as planned, right Ron?”

“Of course we do. If you ladies get comfortable I’ll clean up a little and join you in a few minutes.”

There was actually nothing that I needed to do but I wanted to see what the girls got up to if left alone together for a while. About ten minutes later when I arrived in the bedroom Ronnie was on her side of the bed. Sarah was in the centre and kissing her so I changed into my PJs and climbed under the sheet behind Sarah. I was surprised when I found that both girls were nude. Once I realized I shed my clothes.

Initially, I just laid there behind Sarah and watched the girls. They hugged and kissed each other. I suspect there were a few wandering hands but because we were under the sheets I couldn’t see that part. Sarah was pushing her bottom up against me and it felt great. I then felt a hand reaching in between us. It was Ronnie.

My cock was erect but pushed up along Sarah’s back. Ronnie took me in her hand and carefully realigned me to slip between Sarah’s legs. As I slid through between Sarah’s legs I felt how wet and slippery she was. Ronnie let me go and the next that I felt was her hand coming between my cock and Sarah’s pussy, keeping us separated. Sarah let out a moan as I felt Ronnie working her fingers into Sarah.

Can you imagine it? My cock was between Sarah’s legs and because I was erect it was trying to push hard up against her but my wife’s hand was separating us as she fingered Sarah’s pussy.  I could feel her every movement through my cock. I could also feel Sarah’s slippery juices on Ronnie’s fingers as I listened to Sarah’s moaning.

As Sarah’s moaning became more and more intense, signalling her approaching orgasm, Ronnie withdrew her fingers and pushed the head of my cock into Sarah. I was so close that I almost cum as I entered her. In life, there are moments that you will always remember. This one was added to my list. I could feel Ronnie working on Sarah’s clit. On my first few strokes, Sarah reached her orgasm. I felt little bursts of heat as her juices jettisoned from her. It was too much and I came with her, filling her with my sperm.

We lay there for quite a while. No one moved. My mind was taking in how much I had enjoyed it. I was still embedded in Sarah. I started to feel my cock contracting. I didn’t want to withdraw so I pushed forward. I felt Sarah push back in response.  It had the desired effect and I started to grow again.

At that time Ronnie spoke. “Can we change places, Sarah?”

“Yes, of course. He’s your husband.”

“He’s your lover. I just don’t want to be left out. I’ll give him back to you before he cums.”

Ronnie moved over and placed my cock at her entrance. I slipped in easily as had been the case now for the last few weeks. Regular sex with Joe and Gary meant that her pussy was being stretched.

Her statement of giving me back to Sarah surprised me. Why would she give me back to Sarah before I came? I guessed but I wanted to know. I wanted them to tell me. “What are you girls up to?”

They both giggled but Ronnie answered. “Sarah is at the most fertile time of her cycle. She has been monitoring it and we have been talking about it every day. Today she is one degree hotter than normal. Do you know what that means, Ron?”

“It means she is ovulating or about to.”

“Exactly, I let Gary get me pregnant. It might have been a mistake but I should have made sure that it didn’t happen. Worse still in anger, I put the blame on you, Ron. I had no right to do that. Why do you think that Sarah is here tonight? Why do you think that she has been monitoring her fertility?”

“I’ve got no idea. Why is it important for me to know? Are you telling me so that I make sure that she is protected? If that is the case then it may be a little late.”

“No, it’s exactly the opposite. Didn’t you think it was strange how aggressive Gary was tonight?”

“I just thought that he was acting like an arsehole. He is usually arrogant. Maybe he was a little worse tonight.”

The girls giggled at what I said. Sarah had left all the talking up to Ronnie up to this point but she now took over the conversation. It was just like they were running a relay. Ronnie had her say and now it was Sarah’s chance.

“I told Gary tonight that I was fertile and that I was not going to use protection when you and I made love. He was quite upset about it but I explained to him that if he had done the decent thing and pulled out of Ronnie when you asked him to be sure that he didn’t cum in her then I would not be doing this.”

“So you are punishing him because the condom broke. Is that it?”

“No, that’s not the reason. He knew but did nothing about it. He laughed about it when I went home the next morning. He told me that after you put the condom on he used his fingernail to split the end of the rubber before he pushed back into Ronnie. The bastard got her pregnant on purpose. He laughed that you had actually helped him impregnate your wife.”

“Fuck, he’s a bigger arsehole than I realized. How do you feel about that Sarah?”

“I know you are upset about it Ron and I’m sorry for you but I’m actually happy about it because I want you to father my first child. Ronnie and I have talked it over and she told me the thought of it turns her on. She has told me that she wants to help out where ever possible.”

I looked at Ronnie. “Is that right, honey?”

“Of course, I do. I have mistreated you several times by taking lovers when it was unreasonable of me to do so. I have always said that when there was an opportunity I would repay you for that. This is just part of the debt that I owe you.”

“You could have talked to me about it.”

“You would not have agreed. I know you. Doing it right has always been your motto. If I had told you then you would have thought about it and decided against it.”

“Yes, you are probably right. But at this point, I feel as if you girls have used me.”

They both laughed again. Sarah moved over and kissed me long and hard then, “Yes, we have used you and by the feel of it you loved it as much as I did. Now are we going to talk all night or do we move on to act two, scene one.”

I had been stroking in and out of Ronnie while we talked. Suddenly Ronnie cut in as she climbed out of bed, “Good night you pair. I’ll have breakfast cooked at eight o’clock in the morning. By the way Ron, I took the liberty to ring your boss and I told him that we had a few issues and you couldn’t come to work tomorrow. I hope you don’t mind.”

“Where are you going, Ronnie?”

“I’m leaving you alone to sew your seed with Sarah. I only came in earlier to make sure that she was ready for you. She wants you to herself for the next day or two to make sure the job is done properly. If that is not enough then we always have Thursday night to finish the job.”

“You don’t have to leave, Ronnie. This is your bed as much as it is mine and you shouldn’t have to leave.”

“Yes, I do. I know you, Ron. You are not going to say to Sarah what she wants to hear if I am here with you.”

“I don’t know what you are suggesting, Ronnie?”

“I’m telling you that I know that you are in love with more than one woman. I understand it. That is what I’m saying. Now I need to leave so that you can give your lover what she wants and needs.”

“Shit, Ronnie, where does that leave us?”

“Nothing changes. That’s where it leaves us. After this, I am pregnant with Gary and Sarah and Sally are both pregnant with you. Gary is on the outer but he will come around and Joe and I are still lovers as we have been for months now. As I say nothing changes. Life goes on.”

With that Ronnie left us alone. There was so much that I wanted to discuss with Ronnie but she had walked away. She was right though, Sally and I had become very close. Sarah and I were getting closer every time we met.

 I knew that Sarah was getting romantically involved perhaps as much as I was with Sally. Despite it all I still loved Ronnie. I was frightened for us though because I felt that Ronnie and Joe were just too close. Was she setting me up so that she got more time and access to Joe? Was this Ronnie’s way of backing me into a corner so that she could start meeting Joe without me present?

“Come on, lover, stop worrying about Ronnie. She will be okay for the night. We have talked about it and she insisted that you and I be alone tonight. She actually thought that Gary might turn and run when he realized the possible consequences of you and I being together. Don’t worry about her she will be alright.” Sarah was speaking in a very low sexy voice.

If only she knew what I was thinking. I felt that Ronnie was palming me off to Sarah and the reason for that was my concern and it had nothing to do with Sarah becoming pregnant. My anxiety was increasing over time. I resolved there and then that I would search out professional assistance to help me with my concerns. I needed to talk to someone to understand if my worries were real or were they just figments of my imagination.

Sarah and I made beautiful love that night. Sexually she was very special. I already knew that just like Sally she was very shallow internally. Each time that I ejaculated the head of my cock was pushed up against her cervix. It was as if her cervix was wrapping itself around me inside her so that my sperm was delivered directly to her ripe eggs.

I awoke around seven o’clock. Sarah was sleeping peacefully and after going three times during the night I could not rise to the occasion if she had been awake. I was worried about Ronnie. I quietly left the room and made my way down the passageway towards the kitchen.

As I passed one of the visitor's rooms, I heard Ronnie groan loudly then heard a familiar voice yell, “I’m cumming, Ronnie. Oh my god, take this, and this and ttthhiiiisss. Fuck I love you. I wish that it was my kid you were carrying. I’d give anything to get you pregnant. Fuck Ron for doing this to you.”

It was my biggest fear. Ronnie had called Joe to join her for the night.

I ripped open the door and yelled at the top of my voice, “You fucking arsehole, get out of my house. Now!”

Joe lept to his feet and grabbed his clothes. As he exited the door he was trying to run while also trying to put his pants on.

I followed him to the entrance and shouted after him, “Don’t ever set foot in my home again. It’s over, Joe. You broke the rules. You have fucked it up.”

I walked back into the bedroom. Ronnie was lying there with her legs open and his sperm flooding out of her.

She looked up at me and simply said quite calmly, “Come here, Ron, and make love to me. I need you to hold me.”

I couldn’t believe it, she was acting as if nothing had happened. My anger was dissipating. I felt ashamed that I had lost my cool. Like a docile mouse, I moved over to her and lay down beside her then took her into my arms. She rolled over on top of me and his sperm spilt down over me. She reached down and directed me to her gaping hole.

By this time I was erect. She lowered herself onto me and started sliding up and down on me. There was no friction. She was far too stretched for that.

“I love you,” she said.

I didn’t answer. She just kept working on me. She must have been regaining some of the control on her pussy muscles because as she worked on me she became tighter and tighter. Mind that was not tight, it was less loose more than tight.

I heard her speak but didn’t know what she had said but understood when I felt an extra pair of hands stroking my face. My shouting had woken Sarah and she had come in to see what the commotion was about.  Sarah worked her way down my chest. Then I felt her lick my face. I moved my tongue and tasted salt. I had not been aware of it but I thought that tears must have been flowing from my eyes. The desperate sadness that I felt inside me had taken control of me.

“I love you. Please don’t feel sad.” It wasn’t Ronnie it was Sarah who was speaking. I opened my eyes and looked at Ronnie. It was then that I realized that the salty taste was not my tears. They were Ronnie’s. 

“I love you,” I responded but I was not talking to Sarah. My words of affection were directed at Ronnie. There was another flood of tears that rained down on me from above. She continued to slide forward then back, forward then back, forward then back and it went on and on. I was too stressed to reach orgasm but Ronnie continued on her unrewarding journey.

I looked to the side and Sarah smiled at me. She bent over and kissed me. It felt nice, so calming. She kissed me again but for longer this time. I responded. In the background, I could hear the clock tick, tock, tick, tock. Ronnie’s movements were in time to the clock. In, out, tick tock, in out, tick tock.

Suddenly, with Sarah kissing me with her tongue searching around my mouth and Ronnie sliding her messy, cum filled pussy up and down on me while the clock metered her movements, my cock came to life. I pumped once, twice, three times and it was over. Ronnie slumped down heavily onto me. I could feel her little lump that was Gary’s child pushing into my stomach. This was the first time that I had observed her pregnancy.

“I love you,” I said.

Like a chorus it came back from both women, “I love you too.”

I only wanted to hear it from one. I looked at her and thought, ‘it was as if she was asking me did I want breakfast.’ And that is exactly what she followed it up with.

My thoughts were, ‘fuck, I catch her breaking the rules that we both agreed to and it’s as if it doesn’t matter.’

“Where are we heading, Ronnie? What is happening?”

“I don’t know about you but I’m heading to the kitchen to make breakfast. Sarah, take him back to the bedroom and give him a shower. He looks a mess with all that cum over him. Joe always makes such a mess. I’m going to have to change the sheets after we eat.” With that, she briskly walked out of the room.

I looked at Sarah and she asked, “are you okay, Ron? I probably should have told you that she had invited Joe over.”

“That’s why she left us alone last night isn’t it?”

“I guess so. I’m sorry. I didn’t know it would upset you so much. I thought from what she told me that you accepted her being with Joe. If I knew, I would never have agreed to it.”

“I don’t understand what has happened. Gary was going to be here. How did Joe get involved?”

“After Gary left and we played our game you left us alone together. She said that she desperately needed satisfaction. She had agreed that you and I would spend the night together so she said. ‘Don’t worry about me. Sally is away so I’ll ask Joe to come over.’ I naturally thought it would be okay with you because she told me that she and Joe had been having an affair for months and you knew about it.”

“I think that I’m going to lose her Sarah.”

“No, you’re not. She has talked to me about it. She uses Joe to give her the satisfaction that she needs to allow her to stay with you.”

“She is getting too serious with him. I’m going to lose her.”

“No, she only uses him to get the satisfaction that she desperately needs. You don’t have to worry about Joe. He is just like a dildo that she uses to get off.” She looked at me for a while then she continued. “Ron, is there any hope for you and I to ever get together if Gary is excluded?”

“Why? Gary likes to be with Ronnie. You and I like to get together. Is there any need to change things?”

“Not for us but Ronnie doesn’t feel comfortable with Gary. He only cares about himself. Ronnie would like to get together with Joe while you and I are together.”

“No, it can’t happen that way. Joe is trying to take her away from me. He wants to own and control her. Gary is the means by which I keep Joe under control.”

“You had better discuss it with her then because she is making plans to replace Gary with Joe. She told me that you would object but when you understood the alternative you would come around.”

“So what is the alternative?’

“She didn’t tell me that but I did ask her was she thinking of leaving you.”

“You asked her? What did she say?”

“She said, ‘no way will I leave, Ron. He’s too good to me and he’s like a brother to me. I could never do that to him.’ When I asked her to explain she cut me off and changed the subject.”

I was going to ask her more but just then Ronnie called out from the kitchen, “Breakfast is ready. Come and get it.”

We walked in. Ronnie looked us up and down and said, “I thought that you pair were going to clean up and get dressed.”

“We had a few things to talk about, honey and time got away from us.”

“Okay, you eat and I’ll go and have my shower. It’ll give you time to complete your discussions. I want to go out shopping then so I’ll leave you together to finish off what you started.”

Ronnie went off toward the bedroom. Sarah and I ate our breakfast in silence. I was wondering what the real reason for Ronnie going out was because I knew that she had shopped the previous day and it wasn’t like her to shop on consecutive days.

While Sarah and I were washing up Ronnie returned. She was dressed provocatively which was not at all like her normal dress for shopping. With Sally away, I guessed that she was about to visit Joe. There was nothing that I could do about it. If I made a scene, Sarah would be dragged into it and I didn’t want that.

 After Ronnie left Sarah turned to me and said, “Thanks for not saying anything to her.”

“I don’t follow, Sarah.”

She smiled at me and simply stated. “You and I both know she is going around to see Joe while Sally is away. I saw the look on your face when she came out dressed like that. I’m sorry.”

“Why are you sorry? You don’t need to apologize.”

“Yes, I do. I didn’t know it last night but I do now. She is using me to keep you busy while she cheats on you.”

“I guess so but if you are really worried about being used then there are more ways to skin a cat as they say.”

“I don’t understand?”

“I know where Sally is. She is only thirty minutes away. We could all turn up at Joe’s place and give them both a big shock.”

Sarah laughed. “You cunning bastard, what are you waiting for. Let’s do it!”

I picked up the phone and called. Sally’s mum answered and put Sally on. I asked her was there a place where I could talk to her in private. Her response was that she would be at the coffee shop near her place in twenty minutes. I responded with, “good girl. You know why I want to talk don’t you?”

“Yes, I know. I knew he would get up to no good while I was away. I’m glad that you called because this shit is just getting out of hand. I’m sorry Ron but if Ronnie doesn’t back off there is going to be trouble, big trouble.”

“I’ll see you in twenty. By the way, Sarah will be with us.”

“Okay, that’s fine. I may need a backup. Has she been spending time with you, Ron?”

“Yes, she stayed over last night.”

“Bitch.”

We both laughed out loud. Sarah looked at me funny as if to say, ‘what’s so funny.’ I turned to her and said, “come on lover, we need to shower and get dressed in one hell of a hurry. Sally’s on the way.”

…

Ron’s chuckle told me that he was finished storytelling for the night. I said my good bye’s. As I left I saw Shirley in her doorway. I made my way over to her and said, “How are you tonight, Shirley.”

“I’m fine, Goyse. I was about to see my husband off to work. He’s on night shift today.”

“Okay. I’ll see you later then. Have a good night.”

She looked back over her shoulder, made her way down the stairs and planted a quick kiss on me.

“You know, you can come back in a half an hour.”

“Yep, I know that Shirley but I can’t. Sleep tight.”

“I’ll dream about nice things. Shame hubby didn’t leave a bit earlier.”

“You are a naughty girl, Shirley. You think with your crotch sometimes, don’t you?”

“You don’t know half of it, honey. I’ve got an itch and my man hasn’t even tried to scratch it for six months and when he did the last time he lasted about twenty seconds. A girl needs more than that, a lot more.”

“You need to buy a scratcher, Shirley. If you keep putting proposals to men you are going to get yourself into trouble someday.”

“Ron and you are the only ones that I’m interested in.”

Just then a voice came down from upstairs. “Where the hell are you woman? I’ve been looking all over the house.”

“See you, Shirley. Be good. If you can’t be good be careful.” 

“Good night, lover boy. Think of me when you sleep tonight. I’ll be thinking of you.”

I headed home. I would have enjoyed staying with Shirley but I was not going to make love with her. I had thought quite a lot about it but knew that if I did then I would not be able to look in the mirror without feeling ashamed. My upbringing was that you did nothing that you could ever be ashamed of.