On arriving at the lakeshore. Elaine finally spoke. “P, there’s something I have to tell you,” she said.

I had a feeling where this might be going. Having recently taken a job in the city, she was probably thinking about the distance between us and how much we’d get to see each other. How she’d struggle to be alone for a week or two at a time. Had she quit her job? Or was she going to ask me to pack my things and move there with her?

She was five-feet-ten and slim. She had a pretty face and nice ass, but as she admitted herself, her tits were small and flat. I took a deep breath as she started talking.

“So I was out last night with the girls. Well, we were all pretty drunk by the time we got to D2 nightclub. This guy came up chatting to me when I was at the bar. He told me his name was Aaron and he was from Belfast. You know I’ve got a thing for northern accents. He was really charming and convinced me to have a couple of shots with him.”

“Ok, so what happened, did you kiss him?” I asked.

“Yeah, I did,” she said, blushing. “It was more than just kissing though.”

“How much more? Did you give him a handjob? Just say it, Elaine, tell me everything that happened," My voice raised slightly which got her back up a little. Her tone changed to one of defiance.

“When he bought the shots we were in the corner of the busy bar. After the second sambuca, he leaned in and kissed me. I didn’t even hesitate. I pulled him in for another, during which he slipped his hand up my skirt and put his finger in my ass. I couldn’t believe he’d do such a thing, just minutes after we had first spoken.”

“Oh my God Elaine, did you slap him?” I said, completely shocked.

In two years she had never let me near her asshole. One time I tried to put my dick in her ass she started crying and told me never to try it again.

“No,” she replied, “I actually leaned back so his finger would go in further. I was so turned on by him doing this in the middle of a crowded bar. Soon after, we were getting out of a taxi at my place and as soon as we got inside the door we were ripping the clothes off each other. We couldn’t even wait to get up the stairs to the bedroom.

He pulled me onto the steps and kneeled down, lifting my hips in the air. He was so strong and had such power. He slipped my panties sideways and started eating my pussy as though its juices were what kept him alive. I orgasmed on the third step of the stairs. I haven’t orgasmed in two years with you.”

And there it was. The knife to my heart. She had found something, something she had forgotten she was missing.

“I presume that wasn’t the end Elaine?” I whispered. “You need to tell me what else happened.”

And that was it. She sighed an almost desperate sigh.

“You see P. This is the problem. I’m confessing to you that I cheated and you aren’t even angry! You’re sitting there getting turned on,  wanting to know the details. Take out your cock, I want to see it.”

“Really, you want to see it now, as you tell me all this?” I said, pretending outrage as I unzipped my jeans. Out popped my five inches, fully hard.

“You see!” exclaimed Elaine. “I knew it. This doesn’t get you angry, it gets you hard. Another guy fucking your girl gets you turned on. Sometimes I think to myself you must be gay because of the way you react to hearing about other guys cocks.”

“I’m not gay, but I suppose I have to admit I love the thought of you with a guy who has a bigger cock. So did he have a bigger cock than me?”

“Oh P, I can’t even compare sizes. He was probably about eight inches and quite thick. But he was so hard… all night. After he came, he’d be hard five minutes later, pumping me again and again from every angle and in every position. I lost count of the number of orgasms I had. I have never been fucked like that before. Even this morning we fucked before breakfast, I was screaming down the house as he fucked me from behind at the kitchen table."

“Was that it?” I asked

“I thought that was it, that he’d leave after blowing that load in me. An hour later,  I was dressed and ready to drive down to meet you P.  I was in my room and he came in to kiss me goodbye. Five minutes later I was hopping up and down on his cock again. He was just incredible, just such a real man. I’m sorry, he’s exactly what you’re not."

As those words left her mouth, I gave a deep groan and Elaine watched, as a small dribble of cum appeared from my little cock. I didn’t even have to ask her to touch it.

“I don’t want to lose you, Elaine. Tell me how I can make things better for you?”

She glanced down at my cock, which had quickly shrivelled to a little mushroom.

“I love you in so many ways P, but this cock isn’t enough for me. I need more. Last night made me realise that I deserve more. I can barely feel your dick when we have sex. I only felt a little today because I think I’m swollen from all the cock I got from Aaron.”

I knew I might never be able to meet anyone as beautiful again. I had to convince her things could be better. This was just about sex. She loved everything else about me, I knew it was real. 

I said the only thing a desperate man could say, “Look, it's okay. You can see him when you need to. As long as you tell me when it happens, I’ll accept it. You just have to describe it to me as you just did, leaving nothing out. I need to ask, seeing that we just had sex an hour ago, did you make him wear a condom?"

Elaine dropped her head into her hands and gave a silent scream.

“No, it was all too frantic for condoms at the start. He left his first load in my mouth and I swallowed every drop of it. The other times he came inside me. I'm actually getting wet again just thinking about him. Jesus!" She screamed. "P,  I just want you to be angry... to fight for me. Why do you have to be so weak? I bet you’d suck his cock after he fucked me if I asked you to.”

“If that’s something you’d like, then ok, I’ll try?”

“You’re such a pussy P… Why can't you be more of a man. Just take me home,” she said, almost in complete dismay.

We stayed together for another two years. She got lots of cock from Aaron, and others, but eventually couldn’t help feeling I was too pathetic to stay with and she left me for good.