I didn’t have to come with Mason when he insisted we go on a ski trip together. He can barely ski. But I went along. I try to humor him. He thinks if I’m there, too, that we’re together. That’s never how it really is, though. He’s so into himself. He takes himself really seriously and thinks he’s some kind of athlete. It’s funny.
I just am who I am - how I look - if he doesn’t notice, well, other men sure do.
Mason insisted we do lessons all day and then only get on the slope after that, and then only the beginner one. I’ve learned to ignore him. I can ski just fine. He’s the timid one. Usually, he doesn’t even notice me when we’re together. He just talks on and on about his technique, or whatever, and what I should be doing differently. I got tired of hearing that pretty early and called it a day. I like the bar and the fireplace in the lodge. I’ve been skiing before. I know where the guys are.
Maybe I’m lucky compared to some women. I don’t know how it seems to guys, but to me, it seems my chest is like a magnet. I pull off my coat, tighten my sweater down a bit, and just sit up taller. That really highlights the twins. In cheaper places, men start hovering like mosquitoes around a kid at summer camp. I could tell this place was nicer, though. I saw some eyes moving, but the guys had enough restraint to stay put for a while before moving in.
My favorite drink’s a vodka martini. I actually like the glass better than the drink, that pointy cone shape. I like holding it out in front of me and looking just nowhere in particular. Don’t laugh! I don’t know, it’s just how I put my energy out there. Like, “Look at me!” Maybe guys start thinking in pointy shapes when that happens. Who knows?!
Before I went for a drink, I freshened up. I was ready for someone to pay attention to me. It’s harder to meet people on the slope, but with a martini in your hand, that makes it easier.
I do wear a ring - it’s mostly for Mason - but I make it clear I’m available. It’s in how you look, how you act. They can tell.
What I like is a guy who knows what he wants. There was this taller guy, maybe ten feet away. I thought he was the type. He was maybe forty, built though. He wasn’t too old for me. He came up next to me at the bar and gave me just the nicest smile. He was all flannel shirt and pine scent and had the largest hands. I started wondering how it would feel to have them on me. Turns out I didn’t have to wait long to find out.
As soon as he said hi, his hand was on my back. It felt good and he started moving it around as we talked. I started tingling and it showed through my sweater. I’m pretty sure he noticed. I don’t know how it happens, but every time the right guy comes over to me in a bar we end up in bed pretty quickly.
He sat down next to me, we were talking about nothing really, about the fireplace maybe, and then he slid his hand over my thigh. By this time, he knew I liked it. I love it when a man can read me quickly. He waited just an instant to see my reaction. It all happened so fast. I took in his touch, his voice, his smell, the size of his hand, how he was dressed, everything. I don’t really know how it works, but I can pretty much tell right away when I want to fuck a man, and I could tell with him quicker than anything. He knew it, too.
I need men who can read my mind. I don’t want to have to say everything. Like with Mason, he’s always, “Do you like this?” Or, “How is this?” Or, “What do you want me to do?” I mean, who has the time or energy? If a guy gets it, he gets it. And if he doesn’t, well then he never will.
His name was John, and John had the strongest hands I’ve had on me in quite a while. We went to his room. He was a bit gentle when we got there, I have to say. I’m always ok with the “I’ll rip your clothes off” kind of guy. And sometimes the slow-goers work for me, too. John was one of those. He slid my sweater up so slowly I thought he was teasing. And then his hands just replaced my bra which somehow disappeared as he undressed me. Then they started massaging and pinching and twisting. And getting me all poky. That’s when it got really good.
It usually doesn’t take me long to be ready, and when he stretched me out on the bed and started sliding his torpedo of a cock over my mound, back and forth, I was slick. He rode over me like that until we just meshed and it was in all at once and, oh, was that different. Talk about stretching. He took his time and wanted to linger in me with every stroke, sliding his hands over me on the way out, like I was something new for him that he wanted to explore. Um hmmm.
I can take a pounding. I mean, I’m not a doll and won’t break if you handle me, but I did like to feel him drawing it out, too. The whole time he was going so slow, like he was in no hurry at all, slowly stroking way in, and then almost all the way out.
I’m glad I can come from just the fucking. A lot of my girlfriends say they can’t. It wasn’t that long before I had to close my eyes because it felt so good. It got to be too much. For him, too, I guess. I felt him get really hard like they do, you know, and then he tensed up and kind of shivered. I just love that moment.
Mason tried texting me a few times while we were together, like, Where are you?! I heard my phone pinging and chiming. He kind of knows what’s happening, but I never answer him. I don’t want to hurt his feelings too much.
When we came back to the bar together, John’s arm was around my waist, guiding me to a seat. Mason was already in the bar by then, at a hightop. He looked upset when he saw us. He had a drink, though, and I thought that would help him pull through.
Mason gave me an angry look, but I knew it’s all show with him. He’d accept everything eventually. I looked at him sort of blankly, and said to him, “John was just showing me around the hotel.” Mason knew we’d fucked, though, and that bothered him.