Dan slept well, he was sexually drained. Laura did not sleep as well. In telling her story, in draining her husband, she knew she had concealed some important parts of the story. Laura knew she told the physical story accurately, completely. Dan could not call her liar about that. She withheld most of the emotional part. The most important emotional parts were still secrets gnawing at her.
In the morning, at breakfast, she told Dan she wanted to talk more about Monday after dinner that night. When Greg arrived in the office, Laura cancelled their lunch date. She told Greg there were things she had to talk to Dan about, deeply emotional things important to their marriage, and she couldn’t have a lunch date like yesterday on her mind when they talked. Greg understood, he wasn’t happy, but he understood.
Laura was distracted all day. Her mind churned with her infidelity. She knew she had to explain those three words. They came out in heat of passion, but there was that element of premeditation. Laura knew, she knew full well, that she planted the love seed and then challenged Greg to fertilize that seed. Greg responded to her challenge and Laura loved his response.
While the other two legs of the love triangle were not having good days, one was. The burst of energy and focus that banished Dan’s Monday cloud continued into Friday. In the afternoon, the VP called him in and congratulated Dan on his work for Business Lady. Dan had brought in a big new account; the Business Lady people wanted Dan to lead the work. Dan left the office with a glow of triumph. He beat Laura home and had champagne chilled; he stopped for two bottles of his favorite, Piper-Heidsieck.
Laura was excited for her husband. She relaxed having a normal conversation about husband’s work as any normal couple would. She recognized his brand of champagne; was glad he stopped and bought it rather than use the last bottle Greg bought. Nothing of Laura being with Greg would intrude - yet.
At seven-thirty, Dan realized he had been talking about Business Lady for over an hour, almost nonstop. “What about dinner?”
“I can pass on dinner if you can.”
“Big lunch with Greg today?”
“No, no lunch with Greg. I had yogurt and an apple at my desk. Greg wanted to take me to lunch, but I turned him down.”
Dan was silently pleased that his wife had turned down her boss’s lunch invitation. He gave away his pleasure with a kiss.
Laura wanted to steer conversation away from Greg, back to Dan, “Did the Business Lady account come from the blouse you bought for me?”
“No, just coincidence, but my part with Business Lady did come up Monday, while you were wearing that blouse.”
Both knew why she wore that blouse Monday; Laura being with Greg seemed to creep into everything about their lives. Damned, Laura thought to herself; may as well get it over with.
“Okay Dan, I said this morning there was more I wanted to talk about. More about what happened on Monday that I need to tell you about.”
As any good husband would, Dan sensed that Laura was nervous, apprehensive. “If we are going into story time, Scheherazade, let’s go put on our outfits.” Dan wanted to ease Laura’s tension, he helped.
“We don’t have to.”
“I want to, let’s go upstairs.”
Nude and about to become a harem girl once more, Laura heard Dan say wait, not yet. “I want you to model that sexy underwear set you bought and modeled for Greg.”
“Why, that’s not part of Monday night’s stories?”
“I know, you bought them after Monday, bought sexy things to wear for Greg. I want to see you in them just the way Greg saw them.”
“Dan, don’t!”
“Please Baby, just do it for me, please.”
“Oh hell, of course I will; you know I will do anything for you, Baby.” Laura pondered a few seconds before acting on her agreement. “If I’m dressing in whore’s clothing, let’s make a production.”
Laura gathered her things from her hamper. Stockings went on first; she stretched each leg out pointing as she pulled them taut. Laura knew how to strike a sexy pose. She repeated the same gesture with her garter belt in place as she snapped each stocking tight. For a change of pace, she put her bra on first; Laura jiggled and adjusted with obviously extravagant motion to settle her boobs into place.
“Do you like so far?”
“Yes, they are sexy, did Greg get this view?”
“No!”
Laura stepped into the red and gold panties and pulled them up. She went to her closet and put on those same heels. “Here is the view Greg saw.” Laura went to Dan and kissed him, “Do you like what Greg got to see?”
“Yes, I like what I see. Those are damned sure fuck me shoes, aren’t they? I have never seen you wear any quite like those.”
“I don’t think I have ever bought pair like this, they seemed to go with the rest of my outfit.”
Forceful and direct, Dan insisted, “Model for me, just the way you modeled for Greg; I think your husband deserves as much as you gave your boss.”
“Dan, why are you doing this, it must be torture for you? This outfit and the modeling belong to another story, another time.”
“Just model for me please, humor me. You can leave the story about Greg’s cum spots on your panties for another time, it will keep.”
Following a frustrated sigh, Laura tried to duplicate the modeling she did for her boss. She substituted her vanity for Greg’s desk giving the final bent over pose.
“I can see why he fucked you looking like that, I would have. Let’s go to the den and finish Monday’s story.”
Dan’s words in their bedroom may have helped, Laura realized. Dan knew, guessed well, that her infidelities had continued; maybe that would make what she had to say easier to get out in the open. No easier to accept, that Laura had let her emotions be overcome would be easier for her to say. Laura took her supplicant position on the floor beneath her husband. Just go for it, she thought to herself.
“Dan, I have been unfaithful to you, to our marriage vows of fidelity.”
“I know; you fucked . . . .”
“No, that is not at all what I mean. Yes, I fucked Greg; yes, I let him have my ass; yes, Greg and I had sex in every way Monday. In my mind, I did not break our vows by having sex with Greg on Monday. What I did was worse.”
“Huh, what did you do that was worse than fucking him in every way?”
“What was worse was what I said to Greg; I love you.”
Laura saw the pain, pure agony and fright break instantly over Dan’s face.
“Even worse than that, my husband, my sweet loving husband who I love so dearly, I did something even worse than say I love you.”
“You meant it, didn’t you?”
“That is what is worse, Dan, that is how I betrayed our wedding vows. I tried to hold back, wanted to hold back, wanted so much not to do and say those words. I felt them, lived those words for the night with Greg, and the words just came out. I said I love you to Greg. That I said it in the heat of passion doesn’t matter; that I said them at all matters. I lived those words and what they mean Monday night with Greg. End of confession, at least about Monday night.”
Dan was shaking, he was visibly wracked. Laura could see his trouble; she had to get close to him. Her kisses finally drew his in return. Laura held him tight and continued to kiss with her husband.
“I love you Dan.”
“I love you Laura.”
Their joint realization was important to each other. “You are still fucking Greg aren’t you, at work, in his office?”
“Yes Dan. I have had sex with him once, and sucked his cock twice, since Monday. The spots you saw on these panties are Greg’s cum. Those are infidelities also; you have proof of my infidelity.” Laura moved his hand over the stains.
“Why, why still fucking him; because you love him?”
“No Dan, whatever Greg and I have done since Monday has been lust driven, not love driven. Please trust me when I say that.”
“What now, where . . . ?”
A pause separated them, but allowed time for thought. Both came to the same answer; I don’t know.
“Let’s go to bed Baby, we can work on this, the future is tomorrow. Tonight I want to show you just how much I love you.”
> > > > - -
Friday night was their last night of sex. Dan and Laura had no more sex in the coming week. Laura told no more stories. Greg got absolutely nothing, barely a civil smile. Dan went totally silent. Tensions in the three part relationships strained, but no bonds broke. After almost two full weeks of silence, Dan saw the misery he and Laura were going through, and decided it had to come to a point. Thursday night, Dan stopped at the wine store on his way home from work. He would use champagne as lubricant for the stuck gears of his marriage. Dan bought a case of Greg’s brand of champagne. In the den, Dan poured.
“We can’t go on like this; whatever we are doing is eating at us.”
“Anything Baby, anything I can do to fix us I will do.” Tears ran down Laura’s cheek, joy or sorrow she couldn’t say.
Dan’s face showed as much emotion as Laura’s.
“I have one question, do you still want me, want to be married to me, want to love me, want me to keep loving you?”
“Yes, that is a lot of question with a one word answer. Yes to all of those things Baby. Yes, I want you. Yes, I love you. Yes, I want to be married to you forever. Finally, Oh Yes, I always want you to love me. I am not whole without you. These last two weeks have been miserable.”
“We will work it out then, because you and I want the same things.”
They finished the first bottle and Laura asked if there was more champagne.
“I bought a case.”
“Why a case, and why this brand; you like Piper?”
“It’s a good brand, the one you brought home that night. I can change up every once in a while, on champagne that is.”
“It’s the brand Greg bought.”
“I know.”
Dan brought out another chilled bottle. I want another fashion show tomorrow night.”
“Oh Dan! Do you, why?”
“Relax, no undies, no secret agendas, really. Trust me; it may be a way forward.”
“I will always trust you; you can always trust me from now on.”
“Good, I do. Let’s go to bed and make love. Bring the bottle, I’ll carry the glasses.”
> > > > - -
At breakfast, both were more relaxed and at ease. Dan actually took Laura’s hand and walked her holding hands from bedroom to kitchen. Morning conversation was pleasant; Dan talked more about Business Lady. Once more, Dan walked his wife to her car. After a last kiss, Dan told Laura she should kiss Greg, or whatever, in the office today.
“He is probably just as confused as we were and will be glad things are getting better.”
“A kiss and ‘or whatever’?”
“Yeah, you know, it’s not his fault; put him at ease.”
Laura certainly wasn’t going to respond to Dan’s last comment, but she thought about what Dan might be saying as she drove. At least a big greeting smile, Greg can have that much. I know I have been surly lately. Greg was duly appreciative of Laura’s warmth. He stopped and chatted for a minute and then went to his office. Laura was right behind; she helped him off with his jacket.
“I’m not complaining; I like the change.”
Laura kissed her boss, “Dan said to give you a kiss this morning so that one is from him.” Laura held him tight and gave a second kiss with much more fervor.
“That one is from me, happy Friday darling.”
“If I ask, will the bubble break?”
“I don’t know; I hope not. Don’t ask questions and don’t ask for more, okay? Let me lead this dance.”
Greg kissed Laura and wrapped her in his arms.
“Your lead, darling, I won’t even say any other words.”
“Good, when I said those words to you it did a lot of damage.” Laura put a finger to Greg’s lips to shut off questions. “Just trust me, please.”
Laura called her husband late morning. She had two questions, did they have time to do dinner out before the fashion show? Dan decided that was a great idea. Laura also asked if whatever included going to lunch with Greg as long as she promised to be good? Dan agreed to lunch also, repeated he would trust her judgment, and then asked if Greg had his kiss yet? “Yes, Baby, he got the kiss from you. Then I gave him one from me, I hope that’s okay. He gave me one back. We have been hard at work ever since.”
Dan laughed, “Have lunch with your boss, enjoy yourselves. If you have too much fun, name it after him.”
“Dan!”
“Just kidding, Baby, just kidding. As I said, enjoy yourselves. Consider your lunch is a whatever.”
Dan let Laura pick their dinner spot, she decided on Bennigan’s again. She wanted just a casual meal. They talked about their day at work; Dan asked about lunch with Greg. He seemed to be more at ease hearing and using the with Greg phrase. “Nice, casual, we just did a soup and sandwich place, well salad for me. Then I made him follow me into a store, shopping, girl stuff. I decided that was a good whatever.”
“Looking at dresses?”
“No, even better, lingerie.”
“I’ll bet Greg loved that.”
“He got used to it.”
“Buy anything?”
“Two outfits, complete sets, plus two gown and peignoir sets.”
“You had fun.”
“Yes, and I made him pay for one set, I paid for the other.”
“Did you model for him?” Dan couldn’t keep his curiosity about whatever in check.
“Not at the store, I modeled the bra and panty part back at the office.