We were sitting in the living room. Aisling and Sandra were on the settee, Mark was in the big armchair, and me and Aoife were on the other armchair.
Mark cleared his throat before speaking. “If Fionn wants to cross-dress, it's only fair both he and Aoife know the pitfalls.”
All eyes were on me and Aoife. Looking for some kind of reaction. After a few moments, Mark continued. “If Fionn crosses-dresses, it also affects Aoife. How will she feel? Her boyfriend dressed fully as a girl.”
Now all eyes were just on Aoife. Aoife looked at me, then replied, “Dressing Fionn up today was amazing, helping him with his makeup, picking out an outfit, then seeing my gorgeous boyfriend turn into my gorgeous girlfriend. How could I not be pleased?”
Mark looked at Aoife. “It’s not about using Fionn as some sort of fashion doll. Cross-dressing is a way of life. It's who someone is.”
Aoife was about to respond, but I spoke before she could.
“Although I feel sexy dressed like this, it's not just a sexual thing for me. It makes me feel complete, happy. It just feels right. I want to dress like a girl and flirt a bit. I want to have sex with a man, but dressed as a woman, not as a man. If that makes sense.”
Mark asked Aoife, “And how would you feel about Fionn having sex with another man?”
“I wouldn't have a problem. I've already said I would love to watch Fionn with another man.”
Mark smiled. “Oh Aoife, the innocence of youth. Sometimes the reality differs from the fantasy. I have seen several relationships go south because jealousy raised her ugly head. I don't want that to happen to both of you, sweet individuals.”
By now, Aisling and Sandra had become bored. Sandra said, “We’re going out tonight. Time to get ready.”
They jumped off the settee and headed upstairs. With Aoife not far behind. Leaving me and Mark. He came over and sat on the arm of the chair, leaned down and kissed me. My mouth opened with the pressure of his lips, allowing his tongue to enter my mouth.
I responded in kind, my tongue finding its way into his mouth. We kissed ardently. My heart was pounding.
Mark broke the kiss, and I felt a deep sadness. I would have gladly had sex there and then with Mark.
“Fionn, I like you and find you attractive, but now is not the time. We have to get ready for a night out..”
Aoife wasn't in our room. I heard voices from Aisling's room. That’s where she was. Mark suggested I get ready in his room. He would borrow me some clothes.
Mark had a large array of clothes, but I opted for a pair of jeans and a cotton shirt.
I watched as Mark undressed. He had a fantastic body, well toned. Hairless as far as I could see. I watched and waited for him to remove his underpants.
“I know you’re watching Fionn, I might let you look, but no touching. Well, not yet anyway.”
His back turned, Mark pulled down his tight briefs, exposing a tight butt. Then he turned, showing in me his beautiful hairless cock and balls.
Then, all too soon, Mark put on his clean briefs and hid that lovely specimen from view.
Soon, we were all set and en route to a bar in Bradford.
We entered this bar, loud music pumping out. We were only a few steps in and people were coming to Mark. Hugging him. We made our way. To the back of the bar, where there was a large table. Sat there already was a man with shoulder-length blonde hair, dimpled cheeks and blue eyes. On either side of him were two young girls, maybe late teens or early twenties. Both dark haired and pretty.
The man stood up and shouted, “Mark! You made it.”
Mark put his arms around him and gave him a kiss not unlike the one we had shared hours ago. I have to admit to feeling jealous.
Once the kiss had broken, Mark introduced us. His name was Darren. Marks, friend with benefits.
Darren then introduced the two girls. One was his current girlfriend, Alice, and the other was Alice’s friend, Tracy.
Just as Aoife was about to introduce herself, Darren interjected. “You are Aoife and this young man is Fionn.”
He then pulled Aoife towards him and gave her a passionate kiss. To my surprise, Aoife responded to the kiss with enthusiasm.
Darren withdrew from the kiss and turned his attention to me. “Young Fionn, Mark was right, you are a little cutie.”
He then leaned in and kissed me the same as he had kissed Mark and Aoife. My response lacked the same level of enthusiasm as theirs. So the kiss was short-lived.
“Ooh, a tad frosty there, Fionn.” Darren said.
Mark stepped in. “Leave him alone Darren. Fionn is new to this life.”
Mark motioned me to the bar with him. Several people stopped Mark on the brief journey to the bar. He was a popular guy.
“Don’t let Darren put you off. He’s not that bad, he’s just very extroverted.”
“Sorry for appearing cold. I was unsure how to respond.”
Mark placed his arm around me and smiled. "Don't worry, Darren isn't offended," Mark assured. I don't think Darren could ever take offense.
When we returned to the table, everyone was laughing and joking. Aoife was sitting, talking, laughing, and flirting with the girl called Tracy. They were both very tactile. Aoife had her arm draped around Tracy’s shoulder while Tracy’s hand was resting on Aoife’s thigh.
Darren though talking with Alice, Aisling, and Sandra, he also had an eye on what Aoife and Tracy were doing.
As the night went on and the alcohol loosened my inhibitions, I started to engage and enjoy the evening. Darren was charming and funny, with what appeared to be a bottomless pit of anecdotes.
People would come to the table, have a laugh and a joke, then leave. One of them, Steve, asked me for a dance. Like a schoolboy, I looked at Mark for confirmation. Mark smiled and nodded.
I spent a sizeable chunk of the evening with Steve, dancing and talking. He was twenty-three, lived at home, and was training to be a nurse.
He wasn't a bad-looking lad, with his smooth face and blonde hair. Just a tad shorter than me.