He wasn't quite sure how he found himself in the situation he was currently in, sitting across the living room from a stunning young woman. They had flirted in the bar and back then it was okay because that's as far as it would go and he would never see her again. He was pretty sure she had even given him a fake name. Now she was here, her friend and his fucking in the bedroom down the hall, the sounds making him hard.
She took a sip of her wine, looking up at him over her phone. She was beautiful, exotic, black hair and dark brown eyes, a full pout stamped in red.
"What?" she asked as she put her phone down.
"Nothing," he replied with a shrug finishing the rest of his beer.
"Might as well get another, she can go for hours.”
"Jesus. It's 2:00 in the morning already.”
"Go to sleep. I promise I can entertain myself.”
"Your husband doesn't care?”
"That I'm out this late?”
He nodded as he went to the fridge and grabbed another beer.
"I'm sure he'll be irritated but nothing a blow job cant fix." Nick stopped and stared at her as she continued reading on her phone, some historical memoir of Catherine the Great. She had a fascination with female historical figures if he remembered correctly. She looked up at him again, that same teasing playful look that hooked him earlier.
"How's the book?" he asked as he sat back down reminding himself he had a wife and a family.
"I'm writing actually.”
"The thriller you're working on?”
"No. A short story.”
Sex, he thought as she tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear, her hands following it down her neck. He saw her pale skin that looked luminescent in the muted light of the lamp next to her. He swore she smirked when he swallowed loudly. They'd performed this routine in the bar earlier, trading leading looks and secret smiles. He remembered her hand resting on his thigh, the adrenaline and fear pulsing through him. It was in that moment he realized just what she was doing. A slow play. She was subtle in her flirting but it was a game. She told him how much she loved her husband but it was only to heighten the intensity of their exchange.
"Do you want to fuck me?" he asked blatantly, tired of her mind games.
"You know I do," she replied as she put her phone down. "But I would've gone home and fucked my husband to the fantasy of you and this.”
“Really?"
"What you and I did, what we're doing now, that's foreplay to me."
"What would be your fantasy?"
"Do you really want to know?”
He knew he should say no but she was taking her leather jacket off and taking her hair down, the ends brushing right where her nipples were. Writing was what she was good at, and he figured she could whip up a fantasy that would make him question everything about himself. She stood, walking over to him, kicking off her heels until she was curled next to him in just her little black dress. He took a deep breath in and looked over at her. She had a genuine smile as she ran a finger over his wedding ring.
"I'll just talk. Think of it as an audiobook. You can close your eyes if you want." He stared at her as he struggled to decide, her expression now stripped of confidence and danger. She was nothing but desperate need. He closed his eyes.
"I hadn't been out in so long, dressed up, my hair curled, and my make up done. I hadn't been admired and looked at in forever. When I met my husband, I was so happy to find a medium between need and want. People underestimate the feeling of stability. But sometimes I miss the chaos. I underestimated what its like to go from one extreme to the next. Some days I feel safe. Some days I can't feel anything at all. And then tonight, I met you. You were the only one not blatantly staring at me, fishing for attention. You had looked a couple times but I loved the reserved almost arrogant way you watched everyone else, the bored expression you wore as your friend eye fucked everyone in the building. I saw your wedding ring and felt a jolt of feeling I hadn't felt in a long time. You checked the expensive watch on your wrist and I imagined you at your desk, me beneath it with your cock in my mouth.”
He opened his eyes and looked her. Her eyes were closed, her head thrown back against the cushion.
"Close your eyes," she ordered but he didn't want to anymore. He wanted to watch her say these things. She looked at him finally and he found her absurdly vulnerable. She had told him she never showed anyone her rough drafts of writing, that she was too sensitive at that stage.
"Keep going," he told her.
"I've always loved the ominous feeling of wanting to sleep with a married man but I didn't want an eager one. All the Ashley Madison's might as well be my husband for all the work I have to put in. I want someone to risk everything for me and only me. I want to work for my meat before I put it in my mouth."
She licked her lips, her eyes still closed and he let his hand fall to his cock, hard and unyielding under his pants.
"Take it out please," she begged as she moved and straddled his thighs her arms caging him in, her lips right at his ear. His heart pounded in his chest almost painfully as he unzipped and pulled his cock out. He almost came when she moaned in his ear.
"I won't look, and I won't touch.”
He stroked himself as she said it, her bare shoulder an inch away from his lips. He wanted to bite her, for all the shit she had sprung on him, the adrenaline, fear and guilt but mainly the arousal. He had never been so fucking hard in his life.
"Keep talking."
"You were on guard when my friend approached your table. She's what my grandmother would call a liability friend but its why I like going out with her. She's fun and not personally offended if I flirt or dance. Did I ask her to go over to you? Did I claim you before she did?"
The wet heat of her breath and the smell of her skin drove him crazy. He dragged his thumb over the precum and spread it up and down the sensitive skin of his cock. Her hips were moving over his thighs slowly, restrained.
"Did you?" He asked, his voice hoarse.
"Yes," she half sighed, half moaned. His breathing grew fast as he let his head fall back until it was just them under the veil of her hair.
"What did you want me to do to you?" Her eyes dropped shyly and he gripped her chin in his head.
"Don't play shy. It doesn't suit you anymore. What did you want?" Her eyes were bold as she met his.
"I wanted you to take me into the bathroom, shove me against the dirty wall written with dirty things. I wanted you to pull my panties to the side and shove your fingers inside me. I wanted your wedding ring pressed against my clit as I came. I want your wedding ring against the pulse of my neck as you fucked me. I want your wedding ring in my mouth when you shove your fingers in there to shut me up as I came.”
"Jesus Christ," he moaned as he came, gripping her chin so hard to keep her from moving. He knew what she wanted, could feel her wanting to get on her knees and have his cum and cock in her mouth but she was no longer in charge now. She wanted to work for it. He was going to make sure she fucking did. It was a long time since he felt freedom with sex, not having to indulge his wife with her fucking excuses or her ever-expanding lists of things she's too tired to do.