Things were going well for me and my boyfriend. Sure, the sex wasn't as kinky, intense, or thrilling as some of my previous escapades, but we were in a good place after my boyfriend walked in on me mid blow job causing our break up. I hadn't cheated and didn't seek out any opportunities to do so. Sure, I got flirted with from time to time when I was out, but nothing came of it.
My best friend and I decided to go to a little party. Nothing uncommon for us. Some friends were hosting a get-together and we were excited to go. I wasn't planning on anything spicy happening, I was dressed casually in jeans and a comfy sweatshirt. I was just planning on having some drinks, laughs, and catching up with old friends.
We got there and were welcomed and thanked the hosts for having us over. I go around and who do I see but one of my old friends with benefits? It wasn't my first time running into a past hook or friends with benefits. I had run into past ones going out to parties like this. It was my first time running into him though. We had a great sexual connection. We were into a lot of the same stuff and he always knew just how to push my buttons to turn me on and please me. He was pretty tall, had a great body, was confident and comfortable with himself, and dominant in bed. He was one of the people I had to tell that I couldn't see or talk to anymore. So far I had maintained that boundary.
When he saw me his face lit up as he greeted me. Inside I felt a bit of "oh shit" and I think my face reflected that at first. I quickly changed my facial expression, greeted him back, and reciprocated his hug. He told me how great I looked and I thanked him. He asked how I was doing and I did the same and we did some brief catching up. He noticed I didn't have a drink and said we should get me one. I walked with him to the kitchen and got a drink. It was genuinely nice to see him and catch up as we were truly friends that couldn't continue their relationship.
He asked if I wanted to play some drinking games and I said sure. I thought about what my boyfriend would say if he knew I was hanging out with him, but I thought that it was just two friends catching up and then we'd go our own ways after and resume being no contact. He started being touchy with me during the games. When we'd get excited he'd share the moment with me with a high five, then a side hug, and then his hand would linger and rub my back. He would massage my shoulders before I took a shot in beer pong. I told him that we couldn't do anything and nothing is going to happen between us this time as I knew he was trying to create intimacy with his touching. He assured me he understood.
The drinks kept flowing and I decided that I was going to catch up with another old girl friend and he talked to some other people. But we kept finding each other, very likely through his doing. My friend noticed and asked me if anything was going on as she is privy to my secret life and I told her no.
Music came on and I took my best friend and started dancing. The drinks had me feeling loose and we were dancing in a group of guys and girls. Sure enough, my old friends with benefits found me and started dancing with us, more specifically me.
The dancing was innocent enough at first, but he began grinding on me and put his hands on my hips. I let it happen for a bit but removed his hands and walked away, determined to hold my boundary. I walked to get some water and cool off, not knowing what to do as everyone I knew was dancing and I'm pretty shy (hence my username haha). I decided that why should I not be with my friends just because of a guy? I went back to dancing but stayed away from my ex-fwb. I told my best friend that he was getting touchy and she grabbed me and we danced together so he couldn't interject himself.
It was a sweet gesture by her, but unfortunately, she got called away and told me she'd be right back. Well, she wasn't right back and I felt awkward not seeing anyone else I knew or anyone to talk to. My ex-fwb found me again as I awkwardly wandered around for a bit and asked if I wanted to play beer pong with his friends as they needed another person. I agreed and went with him.
During the game, he hugged me from behind and I wrapped my arms around his. I figured that I had set my boundary, I'd held it, and rejected him grinding on me. A little hug wasn't bad. My friend found me as the game was ending and told me she was sorry but she had to deal with some drama from one of her friends. I understood and we went off and got another drink.
Later on, I found myself alone again as my friend was talking to people I didn't know and I struggled to keep up in the conversation. I hate that feeling but I saw my ex-fwb on the couch and decided to sit next to him and talk. After all, we were just friends now. Our conversation flowed and we had good laughs as we chatted for a while. Then a song we love came on and he looked at me and raised his eyebrows, offered his hand to take, signaling to ask me to dance with him. I smiled, laughed a bit, took his hand, and we danced.
It started off innocent but his hands found my hips again and mine touched his shoulders and wrapped around his neck. He turned me around gently and the grinding started again but this time I didn't walk away. I pressed back into him and swayed my hips with his hands on them. We both had jeans on but I could feel a bit of his dick pressing against my butt. I reached my hands up and touched the back of his neck as I pressed up and swayed against him. His hands went to just above my hips. I placed my hands on his as they touched my stomach, hips, and the tops of my thighs. I think it was a mix of the alcohol and being proud of myself for holding the boundary previously all night that caused me to slip up a bit.
After the song was over we sat back on the couch and he put his arm around me. I placed my hand on his chest and he put his mouth to my ear and told me how sexy I was. He then said how sexy I am to dance with along with how hot my body is to look at and touch. He placed his hand on my thigh and rubbed it. He talked about how he remembered grabbing my ass, bending me over, spanking me, stripping me of my clothes piece by piece, tying me up, and having me beg him to make me cum. I was already feeling all hot and heavy from the dancing, but him whispering that in my ear made my pussy tingle. I told him those were good times but it's in the past. I knew I had to get up from that situation.
I stood up and went to the bathroom to remove myself from that situation. I thought to myself, 'What am I doing, I shouldn't be doing this, don't fuck this up.' As I opened the door and stepped out I found my ex-fwb outside.
He was smiling and chuckling and I asked him what was up. He said he knew what I was doing. I asked what he meant by that and he told me he knew I wanted this as much as he did and I went to bathroom to cool off. I told him nothing was going to happen, but he was right. I did want to keep dancing with him, grinding on him, have his hand touch my body, and to reminisce about the times we had sex. I was undeniably turned on by all of that but I remembered the promise I made and wanted to keep it.
I joined up with my friend again. She was with two other girls and we decided to go outside so one of them could smoke. It was quiet and peaceful outside and we were the only ones out there and it felt like a good place to wind down. Her two friends went back inside and my friend stayed outside to ask me what was happening between me and my ex-fwb. I told her that he was trying to make moves on me, that we danced together, and the things he said. She asked if I wanted to hook up with him and I said that maybe if this were in the past I would, but I didn't want to break my promise.
As we were chatting outside, who else but my ex-fwb joined us. We greeted each other and chatted briefly before heading back in. We rejoined with the other two girls my friend was talking to but it was hard to talk inside and it wasn't matching our vibe anymore. He asked if I wanted to go back outside and I said yeah.
It was much easier to chat outside as it was just us out there. We could faintly hear the music and people talking through the walls. We started reminiscing about good times we had together and sharing stories and jokes. We talked about the times we went on secret dates, funny things that happened on them, and having sneaky sex in public and almost getting caught.
We both were laughing and he was inching closer to me as I was leaning against a wall. As our laughter trailed off I could feel the tension building as we stared into each other's eyes. The chemistry we shared as we talked effortlessly and joyfully, the dancing, and reminiscing about having sex caused mounting tension throughout the night. There was maybe a second or two of silence and just eye contact and I felt electricity between us. He broke the tension as he leaned in and kissed me. I kissed back for a second before pushing him back. He looked a little disappointed as I told him that we couldn't do this.
I walked away and went back inside. The party was dying down at this point. He followed me and apologized for kissing me. I said it was fine but that I was back together with my boyfriend and promised him I wouldn't do anything with other people. He said he knew and he shouldn't have tried anything. He just got caught up in the moment and that we have so much chemistry and history between us. He said losing me so suddenly was hard on him. I told him it was hard for me too but we can't be a thing anymore.
The music stopped and it was just me, my friend, the two hosts, and two other people left. We decided to play a game together and it had us all laughing hard. We kept the drinks flowing as we were all having a good time. After I got up to get my drink I sat back down on my ex-fwb's lap. It was dumb of me, but I get flirty when I'm drunk. He put his hand on my hip as we played and were flirty with each other.
I eventually got off his lap as he went to the bathroom and got another drink. We still sat next to each other and gave each other playful touches on the arm. We all started getting tired of the game and were sobering up a bit. It was getting late and the remaining people were deciding to leave as the hosts were looking to wrap up for the night. My ex-fwb asked if I wanted to keep the night going and have a drink at his place. I looked at him with an 'Are you serious' look and didn't say anything. He told me it was just a drink and we could keep the good times going.
"One drink," I told him assertively.
"One drink," he repeated with a smile.
I said okay and we left in an Uber back to his place. We got in his familiar apartment and I sat on the couch. He went to the kitchen and brought out some alcohol, glasses, mixers, and placed them on the table in front of us. He sat next to me and we made our drinks. We chatted while having our drinks and during a pause in the conversation, he leaned in and kissed me.
I backed away and told him, "We can't do this."
"Yes we can, and you want to do this. There's only one reason you came back to my place." He put his hand on my thigh.
I felt intense butterflies in my stomach, my face get warm, and my breathing become sharper.
"You want this as much as I do. You wouldn't have come back to my place alone if you didn't." He said to me as he rubbed up my thigh. He leaned in and whispered in my ear, "You want me to kiss you, feel your body, and fuck you, just like I used to."
My breathing became even sharper, the butterflies became stronger, and I felt myself starting to get wet. I thought to myself, 'Fuck, he's right. Am I really going to do this?'
He returned his lips to mine as he kissed me a bit harder. I felt myself melt and give in as I kissed him back and closed my eyes. It felt so good to kiss him, to give in and surrender. His arm reached around me as our bodies rotated to face each other and we made out. I put my arms around his neck and his rubbed up and down the sides of my body. I felt his tongue press against my lips and I opened my mouth to welcome his tongue. We made out for a while before he pulled away. I opened my eyes to see why he pulled away and he told me to get up. I was a bit confused but I obeyed him and I stood up.
"Take your pants off," he commanded me in a stern voice.
I became even more turned on as I am naturally submissive. I unbuttoned my jeans, pulled the zipper down, hooked my thumbs on the sides of my jeans, and pushed them down to my knees. I stood there before him in my dark green sweatshirt and black panties.
"Take your panties off," he ordered me next.
I hooked my thumbs in the waistband and peeled my panties off and down my thighs as they joined my jeans around my knees.
I clasped my hands behind my back as I stood in front of him and looked at him with my heart beating out of my chest. He sat back on the couch taking the full view in as he looked at my bare pussy once again.