Taking charge of the store and life
It is one of those days when Sreelatha takes charge of the family grocery store when her husband Ashok goes to the wholesale market to restock. It's a monthly routine for both of them as Ashok doesn't trust anyone else with the cash counter. He is even reluctant to lose the reins of the store to Sreelatha for one day, but he has no other option. To compensate for that, the night before his monthly trip, he goes on and on with clear-cut instructions to Sreelatha on how to manage the store. He also mentions blacklisted customers and those who are in the habit of asking for credit.
By now, Sreelatha is well-versed in how to run the shop, but even then, she has to listen to Ashok's tirade every month on the topic.
Sexless marriage
Of late, after the birth of their third daughter, there is an unnamed gap in Sreelatha and Ashok's relationship. To his credit, Ashok didn't say anything to her and treated the newborn girl well, unlike his mother and other relatives. Being from a traditional Marwari family, the preference for a male child still exists even after decades of awareness and education.
Ashok and Sreelatha are parents to two daughters, a seven-year-old and a five-year-old, so this time around, everyone was expecting a son, even Sreelatha. After the birth of her third daughter, she had to go through a sterilisation operation, too, at the advice of the doctor. Soon after, Sreelatha was in depression; no one noticed her subtle mood changes. Sreelatha was craving sex; the carnal desire engulfed her without her being aware.
Her eldest daughter could sense that something had changed in her mother after the birth of her sister. She sometimes helps her mom to take care of the little baby. Now, the young one is eighteen months old, and sometimes Sreelatha leaves her in the care of her mother-in-law and goes out of the home aimlessly. Of course, she comes back after an hour or so.
Is sex just for reproduction?
Ashok and Sreelatha were last intimate when they were trying for a baby, and it was not a pleasant experience. They did some puja, wore some charms and on an auspicious night, Ashok slept with Sreelatha in the hope of impregnating her with a male heir. Sreelatha conceived after several such nights. Sreelatha always thought that sex was only to produce an heir, and in the eight years of marital life with Ashok, she was convinced that sex is to please the man when he comes back home after a hard day at work and to make him sleep peacefully. She just has to spread her legs and be done with it. But her entire notion of sex is about to change forever…
The chance meeting
It was a sultry afternoon with hardly any customers at her shop. She was almost feeling sleepy when Gaurav entered the store. She hadn't seen him around, and her first thought was that he shouldn't be one of those blacklisted customers by her husband.
And then he greeted her; she felt a little shy, but she muttered some greetings in her mouth. Then he asks for a basket and says he will pick up the things himself instead of her getting it for him if that is okay with her. Their shop is not exactly a supermarket where people would shop like that. She was reluctant and suspicious but let him do it and kept an eye on him. While he was picking up the groceries from the aisles, she noticed that Gaurav was wearing beige-coloured shorts and a chappal, and he had clean, fair feet with the right amount of hair on his calf. She immediately diverted her gaze, but within seconds, she looked again and realised that Gaurav had a nice upper body supported by tough-looking legs, and the blue t-shirt was hugging him nicely.
She immediately thought that her husband, Ashok, never wore a T-shirt; it's always a half-sleeved shirt with a flower embroidered on the front pocket. Sometimes, he prefers an embroidered kurta for special occasions but never a T-shirt.
While Sreelatha's thoughts wandered, Gaurav returned to the counter and started talking to her. There was a sense of gentleness about him that she immediately liked. He was not like those other male customers who spoke to her when she manned the store. He asked her about certain frozen items. Sreelatha informed him they were expecting the delivery by evening at six p.m. Also, the guy who delivered the bread was sick that day, so he arranged for another one to deliver it fresh in the evening. Gaurav paid her for the items he picked and asked if she could arrange a home delivery in the evening as he couldn't come out in the evening due to work. He also told her that he had moved to the locality recently and stayed in one of the swanky apartments nearby.
Home Delivery
Generally, Sreelatha never goes for home delivery, but something about Gaurav made her say yes. She was also curious about the highrise apartment with beautifully manicured gardens. She always wanted to see it from inside, and this home delivery has given her an opportunity to see it closely.
Around six p.m., her distant cousin came to the store with tea and snacks. But Sreelatha was no longer interested in the tea; she was eager to deliver the items to Gaurav's place. She asked the cousin to watch the store and collect the items for delivery. She was nervous when she finally rang the calling bell at Gaurav's apartment. Gaurav answered the door in the same beige shorts, but this time he was wearing a black ganji/undershirt instead of the T-shirt. He had a cup of tea in his hand. He muttered a thank you silently and signalled her to keep the items at the dining table and sit there.
By covering the phone with his hand, he winked at her and asked her to wait for some time as he was on a call with his manager. Sreelatha skipped a beat as none had ever winked at her if her memory supported her.
Waiting and remembering the end of sex life
As she was waiting for him to finish his call and pay her for the items, she looked around at the beautifully kept home. Everything is in order; it certainly doesn't look like the home of a bachelor. Yes, she knew he was single and recently moved to the city to join a new tech company. He casually mentioned that while picking up frozen ready-to-eat parathas.
Sreelatha immediately started comparing her tiny two-BHK home with Gaurav's aesthetically done place. Her home is a cramped place, with all six members, including her in-laws, staying with them, along with a lot of junk piled up over the years. Gaurav's place has so much space with minimum furniture that elevates the aesthetics.
She still remembers once, when she was a new bride when they were having sex at night, she moaned a little louder. Immediately, her husband, Ashok, gagged her with a part of her kurta and warned her never to make any sound during intercourse.
He said in a low, shrill voice, "Don't you have any control over your voice? Do you want me to feel ashamed in front of my parents? Please keep your mouth covered for a few minutes, or else we will be a laughing stock in front of the whole community."
From that day onwards, Sreelatha learned to keep her mouth zipped while having sex, and after the birth of the third daughter, Ashok shifted his bed to the main living room, as their tiny bed could not accommodate four people. Sreelatha asked her mother-in-law to take the elder daughter to their room, but she refused.
She said this as a reply, "Oh, now you want to occupy my room too. We don't have any space in our bed. Your father-in-law takes up so much space. And anyway, after your operation, there is no need to sleep as husband and wife as it won't yield any result. You better concentrate on raising your daughters and let Ashok sleep in the living room in peace. He works so hard for the family."