That was until I met you.
You were tall, strong, fit and healthy. You cared about your physique. Your smile was bright and it made my stomach erupt in butterflies. And your accent. Oh I am such a sucker for a nice accent and yours was so unique that I couldn’t tell where it was from. Wherever it was, it was slowly evolving into Australian, it was somewhere between the two.
My instant attraction to you took me by great surprise. I hadn’t even looked at other men in that way since my boyfriend came into my life. Not in six years had anyone else triggered a tingling sensation in between my thighs like you did the day I was introduced to you. Even more surprising, you were forty-eight.
I was twenty-three.
You were old enough to be my father (although I kept reminding myself that you were in fact several years younger than my father). You even had a son only two years younger than I.
I tried eagerly to push such thoughts out of my mind. It was difficult, especially given that I was on a internship in outback New South Wales, living on a former sheep station, and in the middle of nowhere. I was a two and a half hour drive from the nearest town, no TV, no radio and no internet. Only six other people lived on the station; I was to be here for six months.
Sometimes I felt lonely. I missed my boyfriend, I missed being touched. In my lunch breaks I would return to my little house at the bottom end of the house paddock to relieve the tension. My little house was the furthest away from anyone elses’ living quarters so it was quite private, except when other volunteers were visiting. They stayed in the rooms attached to my building. Only the homestead was near me where you lived.
The weather was always scorching. As soon as I returned inside, I unzipped my dress and let it fall to the floor, I uncliped my bra and slide my panties off to join the dress, allowing the cool breeze from the air con to flow over my body. My nipples got hard and erect.
I lay naked on my bed and fondled my breasts. I ran my fingers down my body. I closed my eyes and with one hand cupping a breast the other teasingly found its way to my mound. I closed my eyes but it’s not my boyfriend I see. It’s you, with your soft hands and blue grey eyes. I imagin your hot breath on my thighs and your soft finger rubbing my petals making me as wet as I am now. I can feel your finger slide in with ease, as it is now, sliding in and out, your thumb on my clit rubbing me slowly, as I do now. I feel two fingers slide in now pumping me faster, as I am now, your thumb rubbing my clit in time with your fingers, like I do now. My back arches, I can feel you reach deeper, my body is paralysed as I imagine your tongue on my bud and I cum, feeling the wet flow down onto my arse hole.
I feel embarrassed that I could have such thoughts of a man twenty-five years my senior, but I quickly make some lunch and head back to work. Your desk is at the opposite end of the hallway to mine. I sit at my desk and watch you in your dirty old Akubra for a few moments, conscious of how moist I am still and that you did that to me but you don’t even know it.
We became quite good friends. I would help you to do the fence check run around the property in the mornings or the animal feed run in the evenings. We had some great conversations whilst driving. You were new to this outback life too which helped us connect. You were very caring of me, as though I was a daughter to you. I didn’t flirt, we just got along really, really well.
I never had any intention to let you know what you did to me. It was just too off limits and I am shy! For a few months it was just myself and my forbidden dirty thoughts of you.
Then that fateful night came. A fellow colleague was really stressed and upset about a meeting she had just had with her boss. Friends of hers were visiting and the night became loose and loud very fast. We had made sangria as a test run for her partner's birthday coming up. It was so strong but flowly rapidly and free throughout the night.
You were sitting beside me on the end of their dining table and without even thinking about it, my feet were gliding over your legs. You looked at me surprised, I flashed you a smile, blushed and kept on rubbing as discreetly as I could in my intoxicated state. If anyone saw, we would both be in a whole lot of trouble.
To my delighted surprise I soon felt your toes gliding up on my smooth skin. Butterflies erupted in my stomach again and I could feel myself getting wet. For the next few hours, late into the night we teased each other with forbidden looks and secret caresses.
Finally people began to move off to their rooms for the evening. You offered to walk me home because we lived so close to each other and I hadn’t brought a torch. We said our goodbyes and as soon as you and I were in the shadows beyond the house you pulled me against your body and kissed me with such passion. We were barely even fifty metres from the house, if anyone had had sober eyes or flicked a torch in our direction looking for their own way home we would have been caught, but I did not care.