My name is Ed, and my wife Joan and I have lived in the Atlanta area for many years, ever since moving here after graduation from college. We are now forty-five years old, and live in a nice suburb, and both of our kids are in college.
Joan and I met when we were both freshmen in college, and we have had a great sex life, at least up until the last six months. Joan was almost insatiable, and usually wanted sex every day. I of course had no complaints and was all too happy getting all the pussy that a guy could want. She somehow liked sex with me even though my dick is small at only five inches long and thin. I always considered her to be my savior from the strong bisexual urges that I developed in high school, as I will explain.
I had a large group of friends in high school, and although none of us were into organized sports, we were always active with our own sports activities, camping and other normal activities for our age. My best friend, Alan, and I did everything together. During the summer before our junior year, when we both turned sixteen years old, I was lucky enough to get a car, and Alan and I often double-dated with our girlfriends. All my friends and I were obsessed with girls, and it never occurred to any of us to engage in homosexual activities, at least not until that one fateful night.
Alan and I were sleeping over in the furnished basement at his house one night after taking our girlfriends home. We changed into t-shirts and gym shorts and helped ourselves to some of his parents’ beer, and it didn’t take us very long to get buzzed. We continued drinking and talking about girls, and we were both unhappy that we didn’t get any pussy, or at least a blowjob, from the girls that night.
My recollection of that night isn’t perfect because of all of the beer, but at one point Alan was rubbing his crotch and said, “Damn, Ed, I sure do need to cum right now. I dare you to come over here and suck my cock, or at least jack me off.”
We had been friends for a long time, and it wasn’t unusual for us to talk about sex and tease each other about our cocks. But that was the first time I could remember Alan being so direct in asking me to touch or suck his cock. I had seen him naked many times on camping trips and in the shower at school. I knew that he has what looks to be a six-inch, uncircumcised cock that is pretty thick, and that’s when it was soft. He also has low-hanging balls, and I remembered staring at him naked from time to time and thinking how impressive his genitals look.
But I had no intention of touching his cock and said, “Come on, Alan, what makes you think I would be interested in touching or sucking your cock? You must be too drunk to know what you’re saying.”
Then Alan replied, “Hey, Ed, no offense, but I’ve seen you looking at my cock before, and I just thought you might like to get a closer look. Come on, man; at least just rub it a little for me. I think you’ll like the feel of it in your hand.”
I was embarrassed that he had seen me staring at his cock, and realized that he had at least some reason to be so direct with me. I was also surprised that I felt my desire to touch his cock building within me and knew that I really did want to feel his cock.
So, in a mental fog I said, “Okay, Alan, I’ll help you out by just rubbing it for you. But you have to promise not to tell anyone about this.”
Alan got up from where he was sitting on the floor and stood in front of me where I was sitting on the couch. He reached out and held onto my shoulder with one hand to steady himself and pulled down his shorts with the other hand. And there right in front of my face was his thick, uncut cock and heavy balls. I still don’t know why I was so attracted to his cock, balls, and musky aroma, but I can remember liking the way his cock is thick and heavy and just hanging there, and his balls are big and were hanging even lower in his sack.
I reached out and took his thick meat in my hand and I liked the weight and heat of it. It immediately began to harden, and in just a couple of minutes I was holding what looked to be seven and a half inches of thick, hard, throbbing cock. I started stroking him and can remember how great it felt with the foreskin slide back and forth, with the head and piss slit disappearing and reappearing on each stroke, all being lubricated with his plentiful precum.
After a few minutes stroking him Alan placed his hands behind my head and started pulling my mouth to his cock saying, “Come on, Ed, you’re stroking my cock for me so you must like it. Go ahead and suck it for me, buddy. I’m so horny and just have to cum.”
I looked up and saw Alan smiling down at me, and I opened my mouth and had my first taste of his cock, or any cock for that matter. I liked the feeling of his wet foreskin and thick cock head in my mouth, and he held my head in place and started fucking my mouth.
Just then it dawned on me that he intended to cum in my mouth, and although I was apprehensive about it at first, I also knew that I wanted to experience the taste and feeling of his cum in my mouth. He continued fucking my face for a few more minutes and I reached up to play with his massive balls with my hand. I just loved the size and heaviness of his nuts.
He finally quickened his strokes and in just another minute I felt his cock throbbing and pulsing as he held my head firmly in place and shot squirt after squirt of his cum into my mouth. I can remember thinking how unusual, yet wonderful his cum tasted. I liked the thick texture of it and swallowed it down without giving it much more thought.
That experience with Alan was where I began to develop my strong urges to suck cock and swallow cum. We both still liked girls and dated them and got all the pussy we could, but it seemed that we almost always ended up together in private, with me sucking his cock. By the spring of our junior year, I was also sucking all our other friends, and I realized that I was developing an insatiable desire to look at heavily hanging cocks and balls, suck them, and I especially liked to swallow the tasty cum.
The variety of tastes and textures of their cum was also appealing to me, and I just couldn’t wait for opportunities to feel those hard cocks pumping their fluids into my mouth and stomach. The other thing I liked was just the idea that I was taking another boy’s sperm and semen into my body, and it really turned me on thinking about taking their seed, just like a cunt, and absorbing it in my stomach.
I have explained this much of my high school cock sucking experiences, so you can better understand the reemergence of my cock sucking desires in adulthood. The main thing is that those urges got stronger and stronger, and by the spring of our senior year, I couldn’t seem to get enough cock and cum to satisfy my lust.
As we neared graduation, some of my friends had developed serious relationships with girls, and fewer of them wanted me to suck them. So, I started going to adult book stores and sucking cocks through glory holes. It finally dawned on me that I was taking significant risks by sucking those strangers and came to the realization that I needed to get those destructive urges under control.
As I mentioned earlier, my salvation came when I met Joan in college. We had constant sex from the start, and that kept me so sexually satiated that I no longer had a desire to suck cock. I soon evolved to the point where I didn’t think about sucking cocks at all. We had a very active sex life for most of our marriage, but just recently she seemed to be losing interest in sex, and I was only getting fucked about one a month, if I was lucky. At first, I didn’t realize that lack of being satiated would cause my previous urges to reemerge.
The reawakening happened on a fishing trip with Dave, a neighbor of mine. We are about the same age and size, at six feet tall and one hundred and eighty-five pounds, and we had become good friends over the years. We average about twenty fishing trips a year, and they're usually one day trips to a local reservoir on some weekends and holidays. Two other neighbor men sometimes joined us, and we always have plenty of beer to drink. But on one trip on a hot summer day it was just Dave and me.
It was mid-morning and we were in my bass boat in our favorite cove in the reservoir. We both already had a couple of beers and Dave had to piss. We would sometimes just piss in a cup and then pour it overboard, but since there were no other boats in the cove, Dave stood up to piss over the side of the boat.
I had gotten a brief glimpse of Dave’s genitals on many previous occasions while fishing, but seeing him had never attracted my attention in a sexual way. That time he stood up right next to me and lowered his shorts and underwear, and he was only a couple of feet from me. I glanced over and got a good look at his soft cock, and it immediately brought back memories of the first time I saw Alan’s cock up close in high school.
Dave’s cock was still soft, but I saw that it is uncircumcised, very thick, and must have been hanging down seven inches. His huge balls were also hanging heavily between his legs. I hadn’t realized how my recent lack of sex with Joan was affecting my libido, and I felt a rush of sexual desire to feel and suck Dave’s cock.
Seeing that thick cock hanging there recalled the whole scenario that I liked so much when I was sucking cocks in high school. I just love how thick his cock is, and how his cock and balls were hanging so heavily. I was so focused on his cock while he was pissing there that I didn’t realize that he had noticed me looking at him and he was watching me.
I was finally awoken from my trance when Dave said, “Damn, Ed, I never realized that you had such an interest in my cock. You look like you might even want to suck it for me. Just let me know if you're hungry for it, buddy.”
I was very embarrassed at being caught staring at him like that, and I couldn’t think of anything to say right away. As I continued staring Dave took matters into his own hands. After he finished pissing he kept his shorts and underwear down and shuffled to the swivel deck chair right in front of me and sat down. I saw that his foreskin was still wet from piss.
Nothing was said as I got on my knees in front of him and lifted his thick, heavy cock to my lips. I held his balls with one hand as I held the base of his cock with the other, and I sucked the head and a couple of inches of his meat into my mouth. It felt so good to have a cock in my mouth again and I tasted the tang of his wetness as I started sucking and moving up and down on his hardening meat.
Dave’s cock soon reached its full nine-inch hardness, and its thickness filled my mouth. I continued to suck Dave as he put both hands behind my head and held me in place as he swiveled his hips and fucked my mouth. I felt his foreskin slipping back and forth and the thickness of the head, and it brought back fond memories of sucking all those cocks in high school.
Dave quickened his strokes and held my head even more tightly as he said, “Ahhhh, oh fuck, Ed. I don’t know what got into you but I’m close to feeding you my four-day load of cum. Keep sucking and swallow fast, my friend, because I always shoot a huge load.”
He continued fucking my mouth for another minute until I felt him tense up, and then his cock throbbed and pulsed as I felt his thick cum load flood my mouth. I swallowed all his juice down and kept enthusiastically sucking him until his cock softened. I just couldn’t seem to get enough after all those years with no cocks to suck, and I held onto his waist and kept sucking.
He finally pushed me away and said, “Whoa, that‘s enough for now, Ed, but you can have some more after I have a chance to recharge a little. Holy shit, what got into you, man? You even sucked the piss from my foreskin and I’ve never had that done before.”
Since I had swallowed his load of cock juice and my lust was calming down a little, I started to feel regret for surprising my friend and sucking his cock on the spur of the moment like that.