When my wife used her new pet name for me, I always felt a pulse in my crotch. It was dirty, and dangerous, and so freeing, especially when she said it. The promise of pleasure that it held hinted at ecstasy.
It meant that she acknowledged it, favored it, desired it, and wanted to see it happen.
I was happy to oblige.
It was a part of myself that I had suppressed for a long time.
Ever since sucking my first cock with a teenage friend, I knew that I wanted a hard, spurting cock in my mouth again. I knew, but couldn't let anyone else know. A boy growing up in upstate New York doesn't desire to do "gay" things, unless he wants to be beat up.
Many opportunities for more came up, and I let them pass me by...the guy who was interested in me in college theater (I had a girlfriend at the time); the invitation of an open couple that I 'played' with to trade gay play with the husband for a chance to view the same between the wife and her girlfriend (I wasn't sure the 'friend' would keep the secret); more than one older guy I met in the years following college who was just too forward or inconsiderate of other relationships in my life at the time...they were tempting, and I secretly wished to be able to experience everything that was possible with another man.
Getting married didn't change that, but I was committed to my relationship, and loved my wife. If marriage meant no play, then fantasy would have to suffice, no matter how much I salivated at the images of huge cocks on porn sites, or how much I wanted to be the one who had ropes of cum shooting into my mouth, and on my face.
I was fortunate that my wife had always been more interested in gay porn than straight. The usual comment she made was that the men were so much more buff than the unattractive (okay, ugly) men in straight porn. She couldn't imagine how a guy so ugly would get to fuck a hottie like the woman typically dropping to her knees, and spreading her legs and shaved pussy for him in straight porn. Still, it came as a surprise when, during sex, my wife asked me to share a fantasy of me 'doing it' with another guy...and how hard she came when I told her about my teenage exploration, and how I enjoyed having a cock in my mouth.
Then she finally acted on my invitation to get a strapon, and not one, but two large and realistic cock attachments. I suppose it helped that the model also held plugs for both her pussy and asshole, making it a double delight during use. It took some time for me to open my ass sufficiently to take both dongs, and it was a delight to do so, imagining being banged by a hot stud in a variety of situations. I spurted cum like never before, and, of course, I hungrily licked it up, as well.
Then she got out her video camera and invited me to suck one of the dildos while she filmed. I loved the realistic nature of the dongs, one of which she couldn't even get into her mouth, and joyfully indulged myself in licking it's balls, my mouth dripping saliva as I ran my tongue up its length, and greedily sucked the head in, taking it as deep as I could (which wasn't as far as I would have liked...I needed to practice).
And so, my new pet name was born when she gave me a copy of the video..."here's you go, Cocksucker!"
Perhaps the biggest shock was her earnestness that it was time for me to make it happen for real, and her next step in our sex life.
It was one of the rare days she worked from home. (I always do. Being a website developer has its advantages.) Our doorbell rang, and I looked up quizzically.
"Are we expecting a delivery?" I asked.
"Oh, I sure am!" she replied in a tone of voice that made it clear that she expected to be very happy with what was delivered.
But this was no delivery man at the door.