We've all been friends since junior school, so we know that whatever goes on, or is said at our nights together stays amongst us. The question was asked by Matt to us all in general. Of course, we all said no, but it got me thinking. I stayed behind after the others had all gone.
“Why did you ask that question earlier?” I asked him.
“Just curious really. I often wonder if any of you had ever thought about it,” he replied. “Have you?”
“This stays between us, right?”
“Of course.”
“I’ve been wondering what it would be like, so I suppose I’m bi-curious as they say? Can you tell me what it’s like?”
“Well, it’s natural for me,” he answered. “I knew from an early age I was gay, but it took a while for me to pluck up the courage to seek out other gay men. When I did though, it was a relief. The first time I had sex it was a bit uncomfortable, but I loved it.”
“How did it happen?” I asked.
“I’d got very friendly with the guy in question and we went to a club and then back to his place. He was a bit older than me and a lot more experienced. We had a few more drinks and he put his hand on my cock and rubbed me until I got hard. He took the lead and told me what he wanted. First off, he wanted me to suck him off. He took off his trousers and pants and made me wank him a bit, and then made me lick his balls.”
“Was this your first time?”
“Oh yeah. I’d fantasised about it, but it he was my first.”
“Carry on,” I said.
“Well, I licked him for a while and then he shoved his cock into my mouth. I took it eagerly. I had a raging hard- on myself. I could taste the pre-come on his cock and it just made me want it more. He made me suck him for quite a long time, until he was ready to fuck me.”
“Then what happened? Was it as you expected?”
“Oh, it was far better than I could have imagined. He made me lean over the back of his sofa and spread my legs. Then he got some lube and smeared around my arse and then he slowly pushed his cock into me.”
“Did it hurt?” I asked.
“Well, I expected it to, but he was quite gentle. He pushed further into me I made myself relax. I had tensed up a bit and, as I did I began to really enjoy it. He was pumping into me fairly slowly and gradually increased the speed. I could feel his balls slapping against me and it made me so hot. I could feel his cock hitting something inside me that just made me so fucking randy. I told him to stop and pull out so I could face him and told him to start over. He lifted one of my legs and thrust his meaty cock into my arse. I put one arm around his shoulders and kissed him and wanked myself as he fucked me. This got him so worked up he pounded my virgin arse like there was no tomorrow. He watched me wank off and when I came it was so intense; so powerful. I shot my spunk up and over our shoulders. We both had streaks of spunk across our chests. He came as he watched me come and I could feel him jerking and spasming, as he unloaded his spunk into me.”
“How did that feel?”
“It was great; I could feel it fill me up. When he pulled out of me it ran down my legs, all hot and sticky.”
“Then what?”
“Then I got dressed and went home. I felt a bit uncomfortable for the next few days, but I knew it was right for me.”
“And after that, what happened?” I asked.
“I really got into the gay scene, clubs, gay men. I did a lot things that were a bit unsafe, like having unprotected sex with strangers, but I calmed down. Now, I’m very careful about whom I sleep with.”
We had another drink and chatted some more, and then I left and went home. I spent the next week thinking about the possibility of having sex with another man. I finally decided that if I didn’t at least try it I would be missing an opportunity that I might regret later in life.
I called Matt and arranged to meet him for lunch. As we were eating I told him of my decision.
“I knew you would,” he said.
“Could you set it up for me? I don’t know any gay men apart from you,” I asked Matt.
“If you want, I know of a bi-man. He’s very good looking, clean and discreet. I’m sure he’ll be up for it.”
A week later Matt called me and asked to meet him at his flat. When I arrived he told me the other man was there. He introduced us and we shook hands. His Name was Alan; he’s about forty-five years old, with the body of a thirty year old. Matt gave us both a drink and left us alone.
It was a bit odd at first; I didn’t know what to say. I did find him very handsome, which surprised me. Alan came straight out with it.
“So, Matt tells me you’re curious about sex with another man?”
“Err… yes I am,” I replied.