My name is Ed, and I’ve recently been looking back at a life changing sexual encounter that occurred two years ago, when I was fifty-three years old and going through a mid-life crisis.  After having a great sex life with my wife, Karen, who was fifty-one at the time, she was going through menopause and had a greatly reduced libido.

I’m a father of two children and had always considered myself to be a normal, masculine husband, and had never had any attraction to boys or men.  I’m well-hung too, with eight thick inches of woman-pleasing cock and plum-sized, low-hanging balls, so there was never any reason for me to feel inferior to other men, even those blessed with bigger packages.

When Karen started losing her sex drive, I began going to porn sites for jacking material, for the first time in my life.  I focused on the normal types of fuck videos at first, and then discovered that reading stories was even more arousing for me, since I could immerse myself in the characters, and fantasize that the events in the stories were happening to me.

Becoming Fascinated with Cuckold Stories and Men of Color

I eventually gravitated to cuckold stories, and amazingly, imagined myself as the cuckold husbands.  Maybe it was because Karen wasn’t available for sex, and in my perverted mind it was fun to imagine her being fucked hard by other men, maybe as a kind of grudge since I wasn’t able to fuck her.  Or, it could have been that I was experiencing porn for the first time, and it was awakening sexual tendencies that I hadn’t previously been aware of.

Whatever the reason, I was identifying more and more with the cuckold husbands in those stories and beginning to understand how arousing it was for them to be submissive to their wives and her lovers.  I found that I was jacking off more and more to the scenes where the husband sucks his wife’s pussy clean and then sucks the cock of her lover after they fuck, and for the first time in my life, I was wondering what it would be like to suck a cock.

The stories where white wives were fucking men of color, and especially Hispanic men, were a big turn on, and it made it even more arousing for me.  I started copying and collecting cuckold stories involving Latino bulls in a file on my computer, in addition to photos of darker-skinned Latino men that I found online.  Somewhere along the line I also went to some bisexual and gay websites and copied dozens of photos of white men sucking off Latino and black men.

I couldn’t understand my attraction to those men of color and was often embarrassed at my new hunger for even the idea of sucking off men, and disappointed in myself.  That was usually when I experienced a letdown after ejaculating, and several hours later I’d be fantasizing about it again.  I think my obsession was partially because so many of the darker-skinned men, at least those in the pictures I saw, seemed to have thick, hanging cocks and balls on soft, although, my cock is bigger than many of them, and I liked the darker color of their genitals.

The odd thing is that I was even more attracted to the photos of normal, everyday Latino men, instead of the fit and well-hung model types.  There is just something about seeing photos of white men sucking the cocks and balls of not-so-good-looking and out of shape, hairy Latino men that is a turn-on for me.  I don’t know what it is about my perverted psyche that would make me want to demean myself by being sexually submissive to unattractive men of color.  

Computer Crash Leads to an Unexpected Opportunity

My company encouraged many of our staff to work from home three days a week, and they shared the cost of my desktop Dell computer at home.  It was new, and I purchased the at-home service contract so I would be able to get it repaired quickly if I had a problem. 

That contract was a lucky thing because after using my computer for only four months, my hard drive crashed.  My company files were backed up on the cloud anyway, but all my personal files, including my collection of cuckold stories and cock sucking pictures, as well as family photos and music, had to be recovered and copied to the new hard drive.

Dell sent two Hispanic, I think Mexican American, repair contractors to my home the next day; one named Carlos, who appeared to be in his mid-forties, and an assistant, named Gerardo, in his late thirties.  Both men were kind of geeky, as you would expect for computer repair guys, and were a little overweight.  They speak English very well but have thick Mexican accents.  I told them to call me by my first name, since I don’t want to reveal my full name in this story, and signed their release to work on my computer.

They brought their laptops and other equipment in and sat at my desk in my home office to work on my computer, while I sat out in my family room.  I had no idea what the process of recovering my files would be, or even if they could be salvaged.  At the time, I wasn’t thinking about the porn stored on my machine.  I just assumed they would recover whole folders of material at a time, and I had my porn folder labeled, ‘Workpapers’.

I was watching television while they worked, but paying little attention to the shows, as I thought about how much those men looked like the men that white men were sucking off in many of the photos I collected.  It was fun fantasizing about sucking them, but I had no plans to approach them, or even an idea how I could bring something like that up to them.

Finding Out They Found My Porn

They had been working on my computer for about a half-hour when I heard them laughing, and although I don’t speak Spanish, I had picked up a few words over the years.  My translation and spelling probably aren’t perfect, but I heard bits and pieces of them saying; gringo, which means white man; maricon, which I know means homosexual; pene and polla, which means dick and cock; chupe, which means suck; esperma, which is cum; and cojones, which is balls. 

I even made out a whole sentence; Te gusta hombres blancos a chupar tu pene? which I think roughly means, ‘Do you like white men to suck your cock?’ I’ll give some translations as the story continues, but it’ll be limited since I’m unfamiliar with the grammar and spelling.  

It was evident they had opened my ‘Workpapers’ folder, and were having a good laugh at my expense, an older white man, keeping stories and photos like that, and probably wondering if I were a cock sucker.  Seeing how geeky those men are, I assumed that they might be too timid to dare mention anything to me about the stories and photos, especially since I’m a customer, who could report them to their supervisors if they behaved badly.

The laughing continued for another twenty minutes until they came out to the family room, and Carlos was much more brazen than I expected.  He was rubbing his crotch, when he said, “We’ve installed your new hard drive and restored your files, and you should be good to go.  We did find an interesting ‘Workpapers’ folder in your private files, that quite frankly has gotten us a little excited.  Why have you saved those stories and photos?  Is that something you’ve done, or just fantasizing about doing?”

I instinctively tried to defend myself and deflect his question, and asked, “What the fuck were you doing looking in my folder, man?  That’s private shit and you had no right.”

Carlos smiled and replied, “I can see why you’re upset, but we had every right to look in that folder.  We opened it accidentally in the recovery process, and after seeing the pornographic content, we were legally obligated to examine the folder in detail.  Law enforcement requires that we search for and report any illegal content, and the release you signed gave us that authority.  You should just be happy that your data is restored.”

I was pretty sure that they weren’t required to search for illegal content, and said, “Yeah, well, I think your comment about it being legally required is bullshit.  But I heard you guys laughing and yukking it up in there.  What did you find so funny about those stories and photos?”

Carlos answered, “I’ve had a few, uh, uh, shall we say, satisfying experiences with other gringo customers, and I was just telling Gerardo about them.  He was asking me if you having those photos meant that you’d be, you know, interested in taking care of us.  We know your contract covers this repair visit, but after seeing the photos, and especially the dozens with white men on their knees taking care of Mexican men, we thought that you might be willing to give us a little tip.”

I said, “Well, that’s pretty presumptuous of you two.  I’ve never done anything like that in my life.  What makes you think I’d be willing to even discuss this?”   

He smiled, and responded, “Well, the fact that you’re discussing it now, instead of just throwing us out, must mean that you’re considering it.  I don’t understand it, but some white men just love our brown, Mexican meat and cock cream, and you having all those photos shows that you’ve at least been fantasizing about it.  If you’ve never done anything like this, we’d be happy to teach you.  Our wives aren’t always that receptive to us, and we’re horny most of the time.”

They both stood there looking at me, with silly grins on their faces, as I was getting aroused at the thought of sucking them.  I asked, “So, what, you’re thinking that I’ll just suck your cocks, right here and now?”

Sucking Carlos’ Thick Cock

Carlos started unfastening his pants, as he replied, “I think there’s a good chance you do want some brown cock meat.  I’ll have a good load for you too, since I haven’t cum in two weeks.  I like to get naked when I’m serviced, and you can make up your mind.”

He quickly kicked off his shoes and took off his pants and underwear, before pulling off his polo-type shirt.  Carlos is about five feet and nine inches tall, and I guessed weighed maybe two hundred pounds, easily overweight, but not quite obese.  He’s hairy and his beer belly was hanging down, and he looked a lot like many of the photos I had saved.  His uncircumcised cock was soft, very thick, and about four and a half inches long.  His balls are the size of lemons and were hanging low in his hairy scrotum.

Carlos saw me checking out his not-so-flattering body as he sat on the couch with his thick legs spread, and said, “See, Ed, I look like a lot of those pictures you have, and you should be getting hungry for my meat.  Just try it, gringo, and I know that you’ll love sucking my juicy cock and balls.”

I felt like I was outside myself looking down as I moved to my knees between his legs, and was struck with his strong, musky odor.  His genitals are brown, about twice as dark as his tan skin tone, and his gnarly cock is covered in thick veins under the long, rubbery foreskin, with smegma on the head.  I reached down to fondle his massive balls with one hand as I gripped his cock with the other, and I loved the weight and feel of his meat in my hand.

He was looking down at me smiling, with his eyes half-closed, as he said, “Chupa mi pito maricon”, which means suck my cock homosexual.

I leaned down farther and took the precum-oozing head of his cock into my mouth, and there was a tangy taste as his cock hardened in my mouth, to what seemed like about six and a half inches, and so thick that I was struggling to suck him.  He held my head in his hands as I reached one arm around to hold onto his fleshy and hairy ass.  I sucked his cock as he slowly pivoted his hips to fuck my mouth, and I loved the feeling of being between his legs and being submissive to such an otherwise, visually, disgusting man.

It was enjoyable sucking him and feeling his thick, gnarly cock impaling my mouth, and after about five minutes, he held me tighter as he said, “Tragar mi esperma gringo”, which means, swallow my cum white man.

His cock began to throb and jerk, as my mouth was flooded with his bitter cum, and I kept sucking and swallowing as it spewed six or seven strong spurts of his thick Mexican cum into my mouth.  He held me there as his cock softened, and I could hardly believe that I had swallowed his two-week load of thick cum.

I kept sucking his soft cock until he pushed me down farther, saying, “Chupe mis bolas gringo”, which means, suck my balls white man.

His balls were sweaty and even more aromatic, and I sucked them into my mouth, one at a time, with my face pressed between his thick thighs.  After sucking him for a few minutes, Carlos said, “Before Gerardo gets his turn in that sweet, cunt mouth of yours, I want to try something else, since you’ve taken to sucking my cock and balls so easily.  I’ll stand up for a minute, and I want you to sit on the floor with your back to the couch and lay your head back on the seat.”

I had no idea what he was doing, but I got into position before he straddled my torso and backed up over me like he was going to sit on the couch, and instead squatted over me, bringing his big testicles to my mouth.  I resumed sucking his balls, as he sat down harder and harder on me until he was sitting on my head and face.  He scooted forward until I was sucking his long, thick perineum, and my nose was pressed into his aromatic, chubby, and hairy ass.

After getting used to and even beginning to enjoy the degradation of him sitting on my face and having my nose buried in his fleshy ass, he spread his ass cheeks with his hands and moved forward again, until my face was enveloped in his flabby ass.  I kept sucking him there as I had been doing his perineum, until he moved a little, and I realized I was sucking his asshole.  He kept me there sucking him as I held onto his thighs, and I knew that I had reached the depths of my degradation.

I could barely hear Carlos as he said, “See, I told you, Gerardo, that I could get this nasty fucking gringo to suck my ass.  And he’s really caught on quick to sucking cock and balls too.  He should be all trained up to take care of your meat.”

He stayed on me for another few minutes, with my face and head enveloped in his fleshy ass.  When he finally moved off me, Gerardo was standing there naked stroking his semi-hard, uncircumcised cock that appeared to already be almost eight inches long, with a pair of huge, low-hanging balls.  He’s overweight too, but not as much as Carlos. 

I was still seated in front of the couch as he leaned over me to steady himself with his hands on the back of the couch, and leaned in pressing his big, brown cock to my mouth.  I was beyond embarrassment at that point, and began sucking his cock, as he said, “Damn, Carlos, I didn’t believe you when you said it was easy to get your cock into a hungry gringo’s mouth, but Ed just sucked you off, and he isn’t even hesitating to suck me.”

Gerardo likely wanted to delay his ejaculation, so he had me lay my head back on the couch again, as he got on his knees over me, facing the couch back and steadying himself with his hands.  He pressed his big, aromatic balls to my mouth, and I sucked his scrotum and balls, taking them one at a time into my mouth.  Then he slid farther forward as I sucked his long, bulging perineum before he finally enveloped my face in his big ass.

I held onto his thighs as I sucked on his asshole, and he laughed, before saying, “Oh fuck, Carlos, this is great.  I’ve never had my ass eaten out before, and this nasty fucking gringo is hungry for it.  I can hardly wait to feed him my big fucking load.”

When Gerardo pulled back, he pulled me onto the couch on my back, with my head hanging over the padded arm, and he pressed his cock into my mouth again.  He got into a rhythm pushing his cock, which had hardened to about nine inches long,  into my throat, and he was fucking me like a pussy, as his big, heavy balls slapped against my face and head.

He only lasted for a few minutes since I had sucked him before, and his big cock soon began to throb and spasm, ejaculating spurt after spurt of his tangy cum into my mouth, and I kept swallowing and sucking for more as his big cock deflated, until he finally pulled out and I sat up on the couch.

We sat on the couch after that, with them still naked and me sitting between them, as we talked, and I casually stroked their soft cocks and fondled their balls.  I could hardly believe that I had so easily and naturally sucked and demeaned myself with those men, and I learned that their appearance and even cleanliness were secondary to them having the big, tasty, brown cocks and balls to feed me.

They stayed for another hour, and before they left, I sucked them off again.  But that wasn’t the end of our encounters, since they stopped by my home about once a week after that, and sometimes even brought other Mexican men with them.

Now, two years later, I’m still sucking off those computer technicians and their friends, and I’m always alert to opportunities to suck other men of color.