You’d better be alone, and naked, somewhere private and secure. If you’re not, hit pause, and come back when you’re actually ready for me.
Are you ready? Are you naked? Are you safe from being interrupted? By anyone other than me of course.
Good.
Now, have you been good for me?
If you're sneaking this time with me after less than three days of abstinence, we're going to have to start with a little punishment for being so greedy and impatient.
Look around the room and find me something appropriate for your spanking. A real paddle is ideal, a nice flat hairbrush or a ruler will do.
If you can’t find anything at all, you can use your hand, just this once, if you promise not to go gentle with it. If your hand ends up stinging just as much as your ass when we’re done, then that’s just what you get for being unprepared.
Now, if you have been waiting patiently for three days or more, you get to spend this time giving yourself some soft, warm-up touches. You can run your fingers lightly up and down the dry, smooth underside of your cock. Don't get too excited too fast, though. We're going to be here for a while.
If a spanking is in order, take your implement in your right hand now, and brace your left hand against the wall or a sturdy piece of furniture, so that you can bend over at least forty-five degrees.
Reach back and rest the implement against the right cheek of your ass. Take a moment to get a feel for where you're aiming, how much range of motion you have.
Now lift the implement, and when I say one, smack it back down as hard as you can.
…One.
Good.
We're only going to go to five on each side today. But as we go, I really want you to understand that I am spanking you.
I count down a number, and that sting lands on your body right where I say. The fact that I'm letting you hold the implement for me, to extend my reach, is really immaterial, isn't it?
Okay, that's enough resting to think about your situation. Time to keep going.
Two.
Three, four.
Now adjust your aim and brush the implement across the back of your thigh. Let all that tender, sensitive skin know what it's in for. That's your next target.
My next target.
Five.
Very good. Now, switch hands. You're holding the implement in your left hand and the wall with your right.
Take a moment to line up your aim. Lift it up, and…
One.
Two. Make sure you're making a good, loud smack every time.
Three. You could have been patient. You could be stroking yourself by now. But you just couldn't wait for my attention.
Four.
This last one is for your thigh. Give it a little caress to warn it, and line up your aim.
Five.
There we go. That’s all. Well done.
Set your implement aside and make yourself comfortable. You should be either sitting in a chair, or lying on your back in bed, propped up on a few pillows.
If you’re already there, stop touching yourself.
No matter how or when you got here, place your hands flat on your thighs.
From this point forward, I’m going to get quite a bit more specific with some of my instructions, and I expect you to follow them with equal precision. This is your rest position. Any time you feel in danger of crossing the point of no return without permission, you will return to this position, hands flat on your thighs like this, and miss out on whatever other tempting instructions I may be giving you. You can join in again after you’ve calmed down.
Don’t push yourself to participate more than you can handle. I don’t want you to ruin yourself. Well, not by accident. And not this time.
This time, I want you to have the perfect, explosive, satisfying orgasm.
Just not until I say so.
Are we clear?
Are we ready?
Good.
First, lift your palms off of your thighs, until only your fingertips are brushing the skin. Just barely making contact. Slowly, reach down toward your knees. Sit up a little if you need to. Trace each one of your fingertips around the underside of your kneecaps, from index finger to pinkie.
Pay attention to the way your nerves respond, the way they’re connected. Feel those tiny little impulses of pleasure running up your legs toward your cock.
Now we’re going to follow them. Slowly, lightly, brush your fingertips up along the insides of your thighs. So lightly. You’re almost touching your hair more than your skin. Follow that sensitive trail along your inner thighs all the way up to your balls.
Take a moment to stroke them that same way, ever so softly. Feel the sensation radiate outward instead of inward this time, like this space between your legs is the center of your whole physical being.
Gather up your balls in your left hand, and give them a gentle but firm squeeze.
How are they feeling? Are they feeling tender? Are they feeling full? Is it time for them to be feeling full? Or have you just been overexcited?
Maybe when you’re being impatient, and needy, I should punish you here, instead of your ass. What do you think? This seems to be where so much of that impatience comes from. Would you like me to try that? Hmm. Maybe next time.
For now, just give them another gentle, firm squeeze, and set them down.
Put your fingertips lightly back on your thighs, right at the very tops, near your hip joints.
Still just barely making contact with your skin, drag your fingertips up your body, past your cock.
Don’t touch it. I know you’re thinking about it. I know you’re imagining how it would feel to be fully stroking your cock right now, but don’t even let your fingers acknowledge it. They’re going to skate right on past it like it’s not even there, up your naked torso, to your nipples.
When you get to them, you’re going to start by treating them like they’re no different from the rest of your skin. Just brush right over them, barely touching, and then wander those fingers around the rest of your pecks, like you’re just checking yourself out. Like it’s pure coincidence that you happened to brush those two sensitive little buds of skin at all.
But then, of course, you brush over them again. And again. And again. And again. Keep doing it, just like that.
It’s like your fingers are obsessed with them, and of course they are, because I’m in control your fingers, and I’m obsessed with all of your buttons. Jealously, possessively obsessed.
God, I love getting to decide when they get pushed, and when they don’t.
Stop.
Good boy. That was practice. This is going to get so much harder, when I start playing with stronger buttons.
You know it’s true. Lucky thing I’m still having fun with these.
On each side of your body, take your thumb and index finger and place the tips of them on either side of your nipple. Slowly, squeeze inward, just until you feel a pulse of sensation run through your body from each of those two little buds.
You don’t have to make them hurt, unless you really want to.
Yes, you heard me right, I’m giving you a choice here. And not just an A or B choice either, but a full spectrum choice. Until the next time I say stop, you get to squeeze your nipples exactly as hard as you want to. I’ll even allow you to roll them back and forth between your fingertips a little. You can roll fast, or slow, or somewhere in between.
Mmm, what a luxury that is, isn’t it? Getting to use exactly as much force as you want, on such a sensitive area?
Enjoy it.
What’s wrong, babe? You don’t seem quite as excited about this privilege as you could.
Aww. There’s another sensitive spot you’d rather be allowed to give attention to, isn’t there?
Well, I can’t promise you the same kind of free rein you’re getting now, but if you really want to, I suppose we can go check in on your cock.
Stop. Stop pinching your nipples, but leave your fingertips in contact with your chest. Using that feather-light touch, slide them down your torso, little by little, until you reach the first strands of your pubic hair.
With your non-dominant hand— Oh, I’m sorry, every part of you is non-dominant, at least right now. With your left hand, if you are right-handed, or with your right hand if you are left-handed, lightly pet those hairs, so that you can feel them moving against your skin.
At the same time, take your other hand, and place the tips of your first two fingers under your cock at its base.
Now, I am going to emphasize particularly clearly, because I know you’re excited.
Feather touch.
I am touching you, even though I have to use your hand to do it. I am touching you, and I am doing it so teasingly, frustratingly softly.
With that touch, and no more, run those fingertips up the underside of your cock, all the way to the tip. And back down again, to the base.
And up to the tip. And down to the base.
Just like that, tease your way up and down the underside of your cock, until you’ve got it fully, fully hard. If it’s already there, get it even harder than that.
If you absolutely have to, to make sure you’re as hard as you can be, you can use just a little more pressure on the next couple passes, but still only with the very tips of those two fingers.
Up to the tip, down to the base.
Up to the tip, down to the base.
And one more. Why not.
Up to the tip, and down to the base.
Good.
Now take the hand that’s been playing with your pubic hair and rest it at your side.
Bring your more dexterous hand up to your mouth, touch the tip of your thumb to the tip of your tongue, and give yourself a long, wet lick, down the side of your thumb and up the side of your index finger, all the way up.
Now, take that thumb and index finger, and wrap them firmly around the base of your cock in a in a tight little circle. Pull that circle slowly, slowly upward. Slide that grip up over every inch of your shaft, until your finger is just below the head.